SuicideGirl: Daisy
suicidegirl

Daisy fill your lungs with me

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FEBRUARY 12, 2008 @ 01:58 PM

My lovelife has been a disaster in the last 2 years. Wrong 'un, after wrong'un have come and gone. And i've gotten real down about this fact, like it was my fault. I genuinely thought that no "real life" boy would ever be attracted to me again.

This may well actually be the case, but i'm not stressed about it anymore.

There is a hot boy that comes into where i work occassionaly. I have had a bit of a crush on him for a while now. He came in thursday, and as usual, i got all goofy. And then, y'know what i did. I wrote my phone number on a piece of paper, and chased after him. And he texted. And we went on a date. Even if i never hear from him again, i think the fact that i managed to do that, AND get a date out of it is pretty fucking cool.

I'm feeling really good. College is going well, work isn't awful. And my friends are cool.

And finally someone had the decency to set me straight, i am straight now. And happy.

That is all for now.

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Harleen

Harleen

United Kingdom
June 2005

FEB 12, 2008 02:03 PM

Yay - crushes and dates are excellent. I kind of miss going out on first dates. Go you smile

Boogalooshrimp

Boogalooshrimp

Colchester, VT
March 2006

FEB 12, 2008 02:07 PM

Good news all around! That's great to hear. You have a lot more courage than I think I could manage to muster at this point (not that I need to, of course). I'm impressed. Behold the power of a positive outlook, I guess.

Lavenderrr

Lavenderrr

I'm lost
April 2006

FEB 12, 2008 02:08 PM

I'm happy for you Daisy smile

Straif

Straif

Ottawa, ON
November 2004

FEB 12, 2008 02:08 PM

yay for you






don't forget it's leap year wink ooo aaa biggrin

sweetbutch

sweetbutch

Sacramento, CA
March 2006

FEB 12, 2008 02:09 PM



fabulous, miss fabulous


deadboy27

deadboy27

Chicago, IL
June 2006

FEB 12, 2008 02:20 PM

thats half the battle when you have your self esteem shredded. sounds like you are on the road to better days you are a suicide girl! how could you not be pretty?

Harleen

Harleen

United Kingdom
June 2005

FEB 12, 2008 02:21 PM

You're right smile I hope this one goes a litle further for you. Wonky fringe makes the boys wink you think?

Drama

Drama

Pittsburgh, PA
January 2003

FEB 12, 2008 02:23 PM

Its always good to be happy and I'm glad to hear that is happening for you!

Mark_plus_Beer

Mark_plus_Beer

United Kingdom
August 2005

FEB 12, 2008 02:26 PM

wooop to you for getting the boy......well its a start

Kintoun

Kintoun

United Kingdom
October 2004

FEB 12, 2008 02:29 PM

Brave girl! Was it a nice date?

firemonkey

firemonkey

United Kingdom
February 2007

FEB 12, 2008 02:35 PM

Good lass, that sounds really positive. As you say, even if nothing happens, you managed to do that, which is a darn sight more than most. High five. How did it go by the way?
So, apart from getting dates with cute, real life fellas, how have you been? Haven't heard from you in ages,
D x

Fixer

Fixer

Los Angeles, CA
October 2002

FEB 12, 2008 02:46 PM

nothing better than a pretty girl chasing after you to give you her number!

firemonkey

firemonkey

United Kingdom
February 2007

FEB 12, 2008 02:53 PM

Bugger, that's a shame, I've had a few of those recently, where I write a message or a comment, spend ages, then it just keeps saying 'saving message' and never does. Stoopid internetz.
Good to hear it went well, now let him chase for a bit.
I haven't heard from Emma since she left for Guildford on monday, she's meant to be back tomorrow though, and I've got thursday and friday off so we can hang out. It's all a bit odd/very good to be honest. Er.....take from that what you will, I'll leave you to fill in the blanks, or I'll just write you message. Basically, I'll be very sad to see her go.
Apart from my wonderful friend being in my life for a week or so, pretty much nowt else has happened. Gym and work, the two staples of my life. Meh. The weather has been stunning and now I'm really looking forward to the rest of the year.
D x

Drama

Drama

Pittsburgh, PA
January 2003

FEB 12, 2008 02:54 PM

I'd be all about a killer fringe. Now it's just a matter how to get to you to cut my hair. tongue

Kintoun

Kintoun

United Kingdom
October 2004

FEB 12, 2008 02:59 PM

Certainly a step in the right direction! ^^

Yes she did, although her hair almost completely hides it.

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