SuicideGirl: Daisy
suicidegirl

Daisy fill your lungs with me

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JANUARY 20, 2008 @ 11:20 AM

That weird feeling that everything is on the way up is still there, even though everything has been proper pants since i wrote those words. Weird, innit?

My exams are done till May. It's a huge relief, i was getting all bent out of shape. In school and college i was so laid back, but these exams, i don't actually know why i'm pushing myself so hard... But whatever, i've got 4 of my 6 exams done now. I don't think i did so well in the one yesterday, it was really tough. But, look, it's done, going over and over it in my head isnt' going to help anyone.

I'd like a new job. I don't really know what i want to do though. Perhaps an astronaut? I'd seriously leave my job and train as a mechanic. I told me dad that, and he said the first time i got oil in my hair i'd cry and not ever go back. I love how much faith my family have in me....

But i still have a stupid smile on my face, sorta look insane.
Bigger than this:


My crush may have gotten even bigger. That's all i'm saying.....

All in all, not a great few days, but i'm still on top of the world.

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starsnflames

starsnflames

Finland
October 2004

JAN 20, 2008 11:28 AM

you're so pretty when you smile!! what a lovely face, daisy!!! love
wink kiss

Moira

Moira

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

JAN 20, 2008 11:30 AM

Oh noes, is that bitch at work still giving you a hard time? I hope other than that things are going okay though, and after all a job is something you can change (like you said). So if things are getting too bad you can still tell them to fuck off.
Any plans on coming to England soon?
xx.

Gayballs

Gayballs

Seattle, WA
July 2005

JAN 20, 2008 11:46 AM

big stupid smiles are often the best stupid smiles

Moira

Moira

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

JAN 20, 2008 12:02 PM

Ah, don't worry, we already found another one and it's so lovely! Looks like we can move in at the end of the month smile


Kintoun

Kintoun

United Kingdom
October 2004

JAN 20, 2008 12:04 PM

I thought I was flunking out of college, and found out I'm actually doing fairly well. My pessimism is rarely beaten, but I'm happy it has been this time.

Lofty

Lofty

United Kingdom
April 2006

JAN 20, 2008 12:49 PM

You can't be an astronaut, JK would never have you on! Better be one of those people who feeds invisible ducks in the park, between shouting at trees.
I'm just trying to imagine you with a smile bigger than the one in the pic now.

Its terrifying.
wink

mat8drb

mat8drb

United Kingdom
October 2004

JAN 20, 2008 12:50 PM

I always hated Saturday exams. Pure evil.

Why not try something like a mechanic then? I think you can still get free careers advice these days?

Kintoun

Kintoun

United Kingdom
October 2004

JAN 20, 2008 12:53 PM

Seriously barely scraped through, I am not good at it at all.

Raistlyn

Raistlyn

Ireland
July 2006

JAN 20, 2008 01:01 PM

I agree with lofty and I've been in a park with you, its exactly as lofty describes

Cosmia

Cosmia

Ireland
October 2005

JAN 20, 2008 01:10 PM

Yay for finishing the exams.. stupid exams.

Lofty

Lofty

United Kingdom
April 2006

JAN 20, 2008 01:13 PM

I wasn't saying you COULDNT be an astronaut as such, more that you SHOULDNT.

Course you can be what you want. I want to be a motocross racer, and if I went out and bought another bike tomorrow, I could. There you go, you could be my mechanic!

Then shout at trees.

firemonkey

firemonkey

United Kingdom
February 2007

JAN 20, 2008 01:55 PM

Fecking lame internetz, wrote a message, then it just kept saying 'saving your message'. Did it? Did it arse!
Basically, smile is cute, not insane. Glad exams went well. You can do and be anything you want, just takes self belief. Painting done, carpet down, all nice, kettle is fun and waiting for you wink
D x

firemonkey

firemonkey

United Kingdom
February 2007

JAN 20, 2008 02:24 PM

Nope, I shouldn't think you have any need to be jealous, you smily lady you. Speaking of which, how jealous should I be of your crush? wink
x

Raistlyn

Raistlyn

Ireland
July 2006

JAN 20, 2008 03:00 PM

its still in the online stores warehouse, you only get to be a duck if you behave

Raistlyn

Raistlyn

Ireland
July 2006

JAN 20, 2008 03:08 PM

and if your stuck I suppose I'll have to marry you. can't promise it will last long though (well at least until the cake I suppose) or that it won't end in a murder charge

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