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It's quite pleasant to stay home, listen to music or read but I need to be more busy
Having all this free time keeps my mind free to think about lots of things and especially the past year
I didnt like it much, i dont like the way i acted, the way i was sick, depressed and destroying myself and the only one who really cares about me
But i also had good times, had this wonderful trip to Mexico and this is what i need to remember, the good ones
I'm gonna be one year older in about a month and i want to change the way i used to see myself (like trash actually)
I'm feeling a bit of a change happening in my head i dont know what that change really is but i think it's a good point ...It just feels different when i wake up
there are feelings that have no words
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aw I was looking at my old pics and thought i'd post this:
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Have a good week
JUN 30, 2008 11:55 AM
I like that candy pic of course that is so cute 
Imagine that you were real close to me when you went to mexico 
I'm excited for you, you have nothing but opportunity for you and I think you realize it. I will keep routing for you and hope that you find your way and find yourself
JUN 30, 2008 02:14 PM
C'est que trop de temps libre ne repose plus mais donne trop l'occasion de mouliner dans son coin...
Past is past, facile à dire oui mais il faut s'efforcer de vivre son présent et construire son futur en fonction de lui sans pour autant y revenir tout le temps ! Woaw, c'est vraiment compliqué de se sentir un peu plus "légère"...
Anyway, j'espère que tu vas trouver un p'tit job pour l'été (moi aussi j'aimerais bien trouver un truc dans un bar en août) comme ça tu useras de tes moments de détente pour sortir et profiter !
Changer la vision que tu as de toi-même... Excellent initiative, si tu as une formule magique, je suis preneuse !..
Ah lala petite miss Emptiness, pas si empty que ça... Oh et puis quand je regarde ces photos de toi d'il y a presque 2 ans je crois, ça me rappelle notre "rencontre" quand j'étais jeune et jolie... *nostalgique*
JUL 01, 2008 09:28 AM
I spent most of 2007 like that.. at home or at my office (which is now closed - and I didn't have any patients so I did nothing there too).. and reading and listening to music and studying... Now that I have a job I miss having more time to read, but yeah.. It was the best thing that happened to me last year: finding a job.
cute pics! and I'm glad you're feeling some changes coming
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