VENTING...
So I've been with my bf for almost a year, and we've been friends for 2 years before we decided to be together. And I'm not sure I want to be in this relationship anymore. He's the kind of person that gets mad about everything, and makes things huge issues when really they're not. And I'm the kind of person that doesn't really take life seriously, I love to have fun, and I try my hardest to avoid conflicts because they're just not fun. Anyway lately all we've been doing is fighting, and I'm ssoooo tired of it. Like beyond my wits end. I wanted to take a break so we can figure things out, but he said he didn't want to do that because he was afraid I was going to go to someone else during that time. which I wasn't but there's no convincing him otherwise. But I honestly can't take the bullshit anymore. like the other day he got mad at me over some chicken..like realy?? soo unessassary. But I'm in a weird place because I have to be super sure because we live together and things are super serious. But I honestly don't know if I can take the mindless arguements anymore. I've now stoped reacting, and not letting him ruin my mood. I just really think it's only a matter of time before I fully withdraw from this relationship. I hope it gets better, but I don't know I'm losing hope. Anyone have any tips for a partner with a short fuse? or mayb it's just not meant to be...
So I've been with my bf for almost a year, and we've been friends for 2 years before we decided to be together. And I'm not sure I want to be in this relationship anymore. He's the kind of person that gets mad about everything, and makes things huge issues when really they're not. And I'm the kind of person that doesn't really take life seriously, I love to have fun, and I try my hardest to avoid conflicts because they're just not fun. Anyway lately all we've been doing is fighting, and I'm ssoooo tired of it. Like beyond my wits end. I wanted to take a break so we can figure things out, but he said he didn't want to do that because he was afraid I was going to go to someone else during that time. which I wasn't but there's no convincing him otherwise. But I honestly can't take the bullshit anymore. like the other day he got mad at me over some chicken..like realy?? soo unessassary. But I'm in a weird place because I have to be super sure because we live together and things are super serious. But I honestly don't know if I can take the mindless arguements anymore. I've now stoped reacting, and not letting him ruin my mood. I just really think it's only a matter of time before I fully withdraw from this relationship. I hope it gets better, but I don't know I'm losing hope. Anyone have any tips for a partner with a short fuse? or mayb it's just not meant to be...
I'M BACK!!!
Hello my loves!! I've missed you sooo much!! If your wondering why I havn't posted anything in so long welll it's because i've been computerless for 3 months!!!! can you believe that??? well since i've been away you guys are probably wondering what I've been up to, so I'll give you a quick update. well I got kicked out of my dads house basically because he caught be smoking weed in the house. urgh worst experience ever! but now that i look back on it it's kinda funny lol. So i lived with my mom for a bit. then i got my own place! well not really because i live with my boyfriend. big step i know! And trust me i was NOT ready for this step. It's been super hard, but sometimes worth it. it's still rocky but i'm hoping it'll get better. i had to quite my merchandising job
because i worked for a cheap bastard and the pay was shit. so now i work at a boring call center..but it pays really good. you win some you loose some i guess. and during all this time, the crap top i had stop recieving a wireless signal and couldn't connect to the internet. and i deffs couldn't afford a new one. so i finally found this place that sells used one, i traded in my crap top for this Toshiba lap top, i just got it today, and this is the 1st site i came on! thats how much i missed you guys
My life has been a roller coaster these past 3 mnths, I'm hoping it gets a little more stable soon. neway i just wanted to say HI since i was gone for a while, i really missed you guys!!
Love, CurLee
Hello my loves!! I've missed you sooo much!! If your wondering why I havn't posted anything in so long welll it's because i've been computerless for 3 months!!!! can you believe that??? well since i've been away you guys are probably wondering what I've been up to, so I'll give you a quick update. well I got kicked out of my dads house basically because he caught be smoking weed in the house. urgh worst experience ever! but now that i look back on it it's kinda funny lol. So i lived with my mom for a bit. then i got my own place! well not really because i live with my boyfriend. big step i know! And trust me i was NOT ready for this step. It's been super hard, but sometimes worth it. it's still rocky but i'm hoping it'll get better. i had to quite my merchandising job
Love, CurLee
BACK?!
Hey ya'll... I know I havnt blogged in a while, but there has been some stuff going on. I basically had to choose between SG and my BF. I know right..horrible! Even though he knew about SG since before we were officially together, its now a problem. Question to my fellow sg's with a boyfriend, how do you justify doing sets to them? I mean I love SG. Finally a place where i feel normal. a place where girls like tattoos and piercings, and sex with boys or girls,and don;t give a flying fuck what others think of them. other than here i always feel like an outsider. I sssoooo DIDNT think it was fair that i had to choose. but i did...i chose him. well at the time. but some shit went down and now i don't know anymore. I feel like if he can do whatever he wants that makes him happy, then i should do the same. SG makes me happy, and i wanna do it..so shouldn't i be able to? it makes it hard because we now live together,and this is a subject that could potentially end the relationship, so this could get really messy. And i hate mess. well this is an on going internal battle ..i will l you guys know my desicion as soon as I know.
Until them stay sexy
Love CurLee
Hey ya'll... I know I havnt blogged in a while, but there has been some stuff going on. I basically had to choose between SG and my BF. I know right..horrible! Even though he knew about SG since before we were officially together, its now a problem. Question to my fellow sg's with a boyfriend, how do you justify doing sets to them? I mean I love SG. Finally a place where i feel normal. a place where girls like tattoos and piercings, and sex with boys or girls,and don;t give a flying fuck what others think of them. other than here i always feel like an outsider. I sssoooo DIDNT think it was fair that i had to choose. but i did...i chose him. well at the time. but some shit went down and now i don't know anymore. I feel like if he can do whatever he wants that makes him happy, then i should do the same. SG makes me happy, and i wanna do it..so shouldn't i be able to? it makes it hard because we now live together,and this is a subject that could potentially end the relationship, so this could get really messy. And i hate mess. well this is an on going internal battle ..i will l you guys know my desicion as soon as I know.
Until them stay sexy
Love CurLee
TESTIMONIAL
SSooo you know the "myth" doggy style gives you a bigger ass? well it's not a myth, It's true!! Before I started dating my boyfriend I had an average ass, it was a good size. However. my boyfriend is a guy who likes BIG asses, so his plan was to do the doggy style position everytime we had sex, so my ass can get bigger. So everytime we had sex we would do a bunch of positions but the one we ALWAYS did as diggy style. And I have to say its been 4 months and we have sex like hmm 4 times a week ( we live an hour apart) ( I'm sure if we lived closer we would have sex more). Aaannndddd my ass is waayyy bigger than before. People even notiece it. People are asking me "what have you been doing? ur ass is so much bigger!"..I'm embarassed to say because I dont want my work friends to think I'm a freak lol, But I know I'll be accepted here. So to any girls that are trying to get a bigger ass, and you're not into doing squats, then HAVE SEX! in the doggy style position, I promise you, you will see an improvement!! My web cam is broken (I hate my stupid crap top) and my camera doesn't have batteries *thumbs down*. But I'll have pictures of my new improved ass coming REALLY soon!!
Love CurLee <3
SSooo you know the "myth" doggy style gives you a bigger ass? well it's not a myth, It's true!! Before I started dating my boyfriend I had an average ass, it was a good size. However. my boyfriend is a guy who likes BIG asses, so his plan was to do the doggy style position everytime we had sex, so my ass can get bigger. So everytime we had sex we would do a bunch of positions but the one we ALWAYS did as diggy style. And I have to say its been 4 months and we have sex like hmm 4 times a week ( we live an hour apart) ( I'm sure if we lived closer we would have sex more). Aaannndddd my ass is waayyy bigger than before. People even notiece it. People are asking me "what have you been doing? ur ass is so much bigger!"..I'm embarassed to say because I dont want my work friends to think I'm a freak lol, But I know I'll be accepted here. So to any girls that are trying to get a bigger ass, and you're not into doing squats, then HAVE SEX! in the doggy style position, I promise you, you will see an improvement!! My web cam is broken (I hate my stupid crap top) and my camera doesn't have batteries *thumbs down*. But I'll have pictures of my new improved ass coming REALLY soon!!
Love CurLee <3

FINALLY, this tattoo is finished.
It hurt soo much, I don't know if anyone has a tattoo on thier ribs, but man it hurts like a bitch.
I'm just glad it's finally finished and I LOVE IT!!
When I took this picture I just put ointmen on it so its super shiny.
Now it's scabbing, I hate this part too!! it's so itchy, and it looks gross.
I can't wait till this part it over, I can't wait to wear cute crop tops to show off my tattoo!!!
This summer I'm gunna be practically naked showing it off lol
Toronto Ink is an AMAZING! tattoo shop, in the future all my tattoo are gunna be done by Mark Prata.
On to other news..my set only has 988 views
P.S If you havnt checked out my set ..goooo chheecckk it outt!!
Love CurLee
Woohhoo!!! My set goes live today!!! I'm so excited!! I hope everyone loves it! And happy valentines day to everyone!! I hope everyone has some amazing sex ... Since I won't be having any
. I'm so sad I'm writing this blog from my itouch since I forgot my laptop at my boyfriends house n he lives an hour away.. Soo looks like I'll be computerless for a bit :'(. I have amazing news!! I finally finished my side piece!!! It hurt like a bitch but it was worth it! I'll post pictures once I get my laptop back. If you live on Toronto and you want to get a tattoo check out Toronto ink!! Mark prata is the sickest tattoo artist I've ever met. He's super chill makes you feel Ssoo comfortable, his wife even heldy hand *blushes*. He's super fast, and his prices are very good. He's just all around amazing! So check him out www.torontoink.com. And also check out my new set!
Lovve CurLee
Lovve CurLee
WOOHHOO!!
YAYY!! My set got accepted!! and it goes live on February 14th!! that's soo kool! I can't wait until it goes live
. Thank you everyone for voting for my set. I'm really glad you liked it!!..Currently thinking of new set ideas..hhmmm...any suggestions??
Ps follow me on twitter Kish_Barbie
Love CurLee
YAYY!! My set got accepted!! and it goes live on February 14th!! that's soo kool! I can't wait until it goes live
Ps follow me on twitter Kish_Barbie
Love CurLee
BAD GIRLS!!
Sooo my favorite show is back, I'm ssoo happy. Bad Girls Clubs is like the most entertaining show i have watched in my whole life lol. ok mayb I'm over exaggerating, but i friggin love that show. its soo funny, and the fights are soo entertaining lol. I actally wanna be on that show sooo bad!! Can Canadians be on an American reality show?? if so I'm signing up rigt away!!!...Does anyone else watch Bad Girls Club?? Isn't it just AMAZING!! If you don't like it keep your ngative comments to yourself please and thnxx lol. Next on the agenda..so we're (people in Toronto) are suppose to be getting a really bad snow storm tonight urghh..not excited. Very upset actually, I'm so tired of this snow business..i HATE snow. which you guys probably know by now since i complain about it in like every blog. lol Don't worry my complaining will soon be over, once spring comes. Nextt on th agenda, VALENTINES DAY
. this is the 1st year in my life that I've ever had a boyfriend. I'm really happy that I'm not going to be single on Valentines day..buutt it kinda sucks because my boyfriend lives an hour away, so I probably wont be able to see him..suucckkss..but we're probably gunna do our own thing on the weekend or something. I bought something super cute to wear to bed for valentines day.. I hope he likes it
..I'm excited. Nexxtt on the agenda..soo I was having sex with my boyfriend and while we were having sex he asked me if he could tape it. And I was all in the moment so I said yes. I SSOOO trust him .. but I'm still kinda scared about this video..you can only see my ass..but still..i just hope he doesnt hate me one day and put it on the internet or something..i would DIE!!..newho thats all for now ttyl
ohh yess thanks for voting for my set!!! I REALLY appreciate it!!!
love CurLee
Sooo my favorite show is back, I'm ssoo happy. Bad Girls Clubs is like the most entertaining show i have watched in my whole life lol. ok mayb I'm over exaggerating, but i friggin love that show. its soo funny, and the fights are soo entertaining lol. I actally wanna be on that show sooo bad!! Can Canadians be on an American reality show?? if so I'm signing up rigt away!!!...Does anyone else watch Bad Girls Club?? Isn't it just AMAZING!! If you don't like it keep your ngative comments to yourself please and thnxx lol. Next on the agenda..so we're (people in Toronto) are suppose to be getting a really bad snow storm tonight urghh..not excited. Very upset actually, I'm so tired of this snow business..i HATE snow. which you guys probably know by now since i complain about it in like every blog. lol Don't worry my complaining will soon be over, once spring comes. Nextt on th agenda, VALENTINES DAY
ohh yess thanks for voting for my set!!! I REALLY appreciate it!!!
love CurLee
HI !!
sooo I just had a shit load of Candy..im soo hyper!! lol and I'm watchin American Idol which is ssooo funny!!..I swear the auditions are the best part of the entire show!! Question tho..why is the last audition always so sad?!? Makes me wann cry
..newho is happier news i bought a pair of pink Marc Jacob sunglasses!! ommgg they are AMAZING!! I love them sooo muchh!! they're my pride and joy lol. Also thank you guys ssoo much for you're positive feedback on my recent set!! IM SOO HAPPY you guy like it!! hmm so does this mean my sets should have straight hair for now on?? well for anyone who cares..I'm still in Canada even though i asked soo nicely to be kidnaped and taken somewhere hot
..I guess I'll just have to wait till summer.*sigh* on to other news..I dream of being a big shot fshionista and being a buyer for the bestest trendiest company!! right now I'm a merchndiser because it's the only job i could get thats close to my field once i graduated..the climb to the top is soo long and hard..i just wanna be at the top!! I feel like in the fashion world its all about who you know..and I don't know anyone
. I guess i just need to work harder...*sigh* I wish there was an elevator..i hate climbing
Love CurLee
sooo I just had a shit load of Candy..im soo hyper!! lol and I'm watchin American Idol which is ssooo funny!!..I swear the auditions are the best part of the entire show!! Question tho..why is the last audition always so sad?!? Makes me wann cry
Love CurLee
HAPPY FRIDAYY!!
OMG thank the good Lord it's friday..I had thee worst day ever. 1st of all I got soo lost on my way to work, and that made me an hour and a half late, then i got into a disagreement with my boss, thenn i got stuck in traffic for 2 hrs on my way home.it was just not a good day. Man im so excited to sit at home and get high, and have a drink, since its waaayyy too cold to go out. I ssooo wanna go somewhere hot soo bad...can someone kidnap me and take me to L.A or Miami?? I promise i wont run, and i wont press charges..deal?? lol newho in other news i have a set in member review woohhooo check it out n lemme know what you think http://suicidegirls.com/members/CurLee/albums/site/22364/
Sooo everyone do me a favor and have a fantastic weekend...get drunk, and or high..and so something crazy you only live once!!
love CurLee
OMG thank the good Lord it's friday..I had thee worst day ever. 1st of all I got soo lost on my way to work, and that made me an hour and a half late, then i got into a disagreement with my boss, thenn i got stuck in traffic for 2 hrs on my way home.it was just not a good day. Man im so excited to sit at home and get high, and have a drink, since its waaayyy too cold to go out. I ssooo wanna go somewhere hot soo bad...can someone kidnap me and take me to L.A or Miami?? I promise i wont run, and i wont press charges..deal?? lol newho in other news i have a set in member review woohhooo check it out n lemme know what you think http://suicidegirls.com/members/CurLee/albums/site/22364/
Sooo everyone do me a favor and have a fantastic weekend...get drunk, and or high..and so something crazy you only live once!!
love CurLee

