hey there
whats up? yseturday i got a new tattoo, its been about two years since the last piece, i just havn't really been inspired.. anyways its sweet. i nevr got any words inscribed but now i sport some sweet script, inspired by some joan of arc i read a while ago. it looks good with all the rest, and its such a fitting quote fer me. pictures soon
and i got highlights last week. its spring now and i always feel the need to chameleon again
its sunny today and i get to drive around my old hometown, its been a decade at least. ah memories..

i once was lost, but now im found

dunno where i've been, but now i'm here so deal

im getting a new tattoo tomorrow, and my friend just got engaged! what a funny ass life we lead

looking for summer jobs.....

dont call me crazy-or do, who cares- but i am glad vacation is over and regular shit starts up again tomorrow.

i was just so lazy and sloth-like the whole time lying around watching endless tv and drinking wine bottle after bottle. a little of thats good but me and my boy got on each others nerves and towards the end all we did was fight. plus, you always think you'll accomplish so much, and yet it always amountts to nothing!

get back to work, get back to pay day-- its all about the money baby

christ. i'm gonna get snowed in tomorrow??
it never ends in new england...

got to do yoga with my mom this morning, i miss our gossip sessions around the track at healthpoint. summer was good in that way... its funny how at the time you think life sucks but when you look back on those days you realize how lucky you were. and you remember only the good things mostly. my memories are wierd like that.
whenever i get the least bit unhappy or anxious about my life i automatically go back in my mind to a time i remember as being so much more fun (than it actually ever was). i dunno if i can ever be happy in the moment when it seems im always lost in the past and blindly denying the inevitable future.
like my current relationship. its great 99.999% of the time. but ever since we had that first fight last week, ive been second guessing every single minute of it all. waiting for the other shoe to drop. i never believe things could just simply be good in the here and now. will i ever be able to relax in this life? other than SVU i'm incapable if focusing on anything

i'm dog sitting with my bf for my crazy neighbors who live across from my parents. wierd! funny to have sex bent over someone else's sleigh bed. haha. while watching dumb and dumber there are so many cool places you can do it when its not your house, or mansion rather.

yay easter peeps are in the stores now!
bunnies make me happy

im hiding away from the world in the fort i just built in the living room! my sisters away so my boyfriend and i are camped out in front of the tv for the next 4 days with every pillow,blanket, and stuffed bunny in the house. let me tell you, best night's sleep all year! all the random left over alcohol from some party i never knew about.ahhhhh im in heaven
xoxo

whats new?
im out of my mind on muscle relaxers (damn neck) ...

superbowl weekend!
better than xmas

we even found tom brady coloring sheets for the kids at school.. alright alright, they're really for me haha
xo. i'm gonna go and be crazy now