Well I'm home...actually have been for almost a week. That was the most crazy adventure I've taken..I mean I even went offroading...unintentionally. My back still hurts from slipping on the icy steps, but I dont think I damaged anything too important...just my pride. Jackson Hole Wyoming isnt that bad, minus the fact I was like 1 in a million. But I'm home and in one piece and that's what counts.
Now life throws us challenges to overcome and beat, but what about the ones that never seem to go away?? I went away to my mum's as Committed, and I came back as a lost lil girl running from her problems. A true Gemini, I do have two that reside in me. My life will begin a new 2nd week in May. I am moving to my mum's for a couple months to redefine myself. Now things may change between now and then, but these are my current plans. It's taken several attempts from the people who love me to help me realize my weaknesses. I owe a lot to a very special person in my life. She is and will always be my hero.....



Now on a happier note....my ugly mug and my lil guy





R.I.P. Errr's first day of BDSM Preschool...

ok look at this...
his name is Mr. T....





he weighs in at 8.4 lbs and he's only 8 weeks...
now where to find him a gold chain for him...hehehe

~ps i had a very bad day yesterday...when i was driving through Utah..i hit a snow storm...black ice under snow sucks..i spun in a couple donuts in my mum's car...nearly shat in my pants..then when i finally got to my mum's i was so tired when i got out of the car and tried to walk i slipped on the ice and hit my back (where my device is) on stairs going into her house...my life sucks!

ooOOoo look at this old pic of me I found...

*WARNING*
This girl has the Plagues of Egypt
Take heed and be warned...
If found..please keep within 10 yards
away from her.
She is armed and contagious...



I leave tommarow...Someone very special called me today. Expressions of love...absence...and downright understanding...
I miss this person so much...I cant even listen to a certain song because of it..everytime I do it's like my vision gets all blurry and my body goes numb...we talked and we're spending Sunday evening together...dinner and a movie at home. Me relaxing the whole time seeing I am driving to Colorado and then to Wyoming.
It's times like the phone call I cherish. When you miss someone..tell them...you never know when it's gonna be your last expression of love to them....missing someone is a sign that you do love them...
What a day...first hatred and now look I'm all lovey dovey...

I just wanna stand out in the rain and scream at the top of my lungs...
I love you always!!

I hate you....you and your stupid little opinion...
I hate the fact I am a total push over sometimes..
I hate people...why do I hate people?

It's hard for me to trust and accept things...now.

So fuck it all...I'm just hatred.

I got my tattoo finished! I'll post pics asap...she is sooo fuckin amazing...and my tat artist gave her blue hair...hmmm I wonder why? Vicoden is my new best friend...my bitch gave me a bad headache. I tell you what..those of you who say the lower back hurts...try the neck/scalp..then come talk to me about painful pleasure...but in the mean time....when I get back from my trip...my sleeves are to commence. This girl has been itchin' for some ink. I mean scratchin' so much that she's gonna burst.
Everyone have a great weekend and ask me something you would like to know about me.....

xxx Libby

~ps I love my pimpstress... Germany

Anyone out there like Venom...or am I the only one? I've finally figured out my favorite bands...

Ministry
My Ruin/Tura Santana
Venom
FDQFP13
And Last but NOT least....
Murderdolls

What are your favorite bands?

So in less then a week I'm gonna be freezing my lil ass off in Jackson Hole, Wyoming. But the good news is..I'll get to see my mum and pick up the cutest lil Boston Terrier...his name is Snatch..hehe I get to visit Yellowstone when I'm there too. I have this incredible love for the outdoors and wildlife. Maybe I'll get attacked by a bear...that'll be so much fun...
Or Or maybe..just maybe I'll get my eyes pecked out by a big Eagle...errrmmm maybe I'll just stay in the car....


I think I have a new crush...Mr. Robo died....he makes funny noises when I try and turn him on...so yeah I think we're over ....

xxx Libby

I have blue bi-hawk thingys on my head now....my tat gets finished on saturday..and I leave to Wyoming/Colorado in less then two weeks.... That drive is going to kill me...seeing I'm doing it solo. This last Sunday I danced at Dantes and I sucked...sucked so bad you could say I sucked donkey dick...ughhh!! But fuck it...I have an excuse..I have bronchitis and if I dont start breathing right in a week they're putting tubes up my nose...sexy isnt it! Other then that I'm as happy and content as ever....

And I'm off like a prom dress.....

xxx Libby

Why does the Avon lady walk funny?
(sorry to those that have already heard this)

errmmm yeah if you were my friend when I wasnt pink..please go ahead and readd me...only if you want...