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Woke up not feeling too hot this morning.
Sleeping alone is no fun.
I also hate going on FB and seeing pictures of him out and about, having a grand ol' time already.
It's painful.
I mean, I'm a functional human being during this process but he seems to have simply brushed it off of his shoulders.
I thought that there might be some hope for us in the future but that hope is slowing disappearing.
I mean, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Fuckin' a.
I just wish that I could instantly feel better as he is seemingly doing.
Bleh.
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I really think that it's ridiculous that my 'Studio' set has not gone on the front page yet.
I know it might not have as good of a chance because its black and white BUT there have been a few black and white sets that have made the front page since 'Studio' went into MR.
Pleeeasse take a gander at Studio.
I know you wont be disappointed.
<3
Sorry for bitching.
Just cant sleep.
What do you think about me with short hairz again?
<3 me
MAY 29, 2011 06:57 AM
i think looks f**** awesome 
MAY 29, 2011 07:10 AM
Looked at Studio again and I have to say those heels highlight as beautiful a pair of legs as I've ever seen
Short hair is win, 
MAY 29, 2011 07:16 AM
I love Studio and the short hair Looks great on ya.
Feel free to "bitch" all you want, plenty of us here who will offer help and hugs for ya You'll find someone who deserves you i'm sure
HUGS
MAY 29, 2011 09:08 AM
Coley & Short Hair is as well matched as PB & J, Jack & Coke, and BBQ Ribs & Mac 'n' Cheese! If Charlie Sheen had any input, he'd say "WINNING" to you with short hair.
Not that you and long hair isn't lovely, because it most certainly is. One of the loveliest faces on SG.
As to the dilemma you're experiencing, I wish a wand could be waved over it all and make it better. Saying "fuck him," really seems inappropriate. Still, "fuck him." The fact that you're conflicted over the whole situation makes me believe that you are the more introspective and thoughtful person, hence, the better person.
Stay Classy 
MAY 29, 2011 10:01 AM
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MAY 29, 2011 01:49 PM
Thanks guys... I'd like to think he's gonna wish he'd never screwed up, 'cause I'm not waiting around for him.
I'm thinking I'm going for short hair then.
MAY 29, 2011 02:39 PM
hang in there chica... speaking from experience here, it can sometimes be a front. I recently got dumped (well she cheated on me then I cut off contact, but I digest...) but I definitely put up photos of me having a great time, biking, skiing, partying, and she noticed it. And it bugged her that I was having a good time. It could be something like that. And if it's not, then you need to do it. Don't let the time pass slowly, get out there and have some fun with good friends. Spending or passing the time alone is going to be very painful.... keep your chin up!
MAY 29, 2011 05:34 PM
I do spend time with family and friends. My time is occupied. Sleeping alone is the crappy part. The pictures of him do bother me but don't suck quite as bad as waking up to just myself. Lol :/
