Christina's January 29, 2010 blog

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JANUARY 29, 2010 @ 10:28 AM

ive been so up and down over the last few weeks.
having such a hard time saying goodbye to him. i know its over but its just ripping my heart out and i feel so fucking broken. i want to be happy. i dont want to feel like this anymore. i dont want to be the one thats always on a downer, and that people try to help, but get fed up with and end up turning away.
i just want to curl up and sleep. but i cant sleep.

Lula

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

JAN 29, 2010 10:35 AM

<3 i know how you feel, bed seems like such a nice place when you feel this bad. its been months and i still struggle to get out of the covers. once your back home i think it will be easier to get on with things. xxx

Zombia

HOPEFUL

Australia

JAN 29, 2010 12:42 PM

yeah! for sure

Scotty

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

JAN 29, 2010 06:50 PM

Come back, we'll look after you

Elvira

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JAN 30, 2010 02:18 AM

damn i feel the same...
i see amsterdam kind of a "fuck you - therapy"

Veloriaa

United Kingdom

October 2008

JAN 30, 2010 07:59 AM

The trip is going to do you the workd of good, i promise.

I know you've prob heard it a million times, but time is a healer, you're going to be OK. xxx

PlatyPuz

Australia

March 2005

FEB 01, 2010 01:22 PM

Sorry to hear about you troubles hon,believe me as cheesy as it sounds time does heal all.Will you be coming back round the old neighbourhood ?

Taye

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

FEB 04, 2010 04:11 AM

Love you! Come see me now.

Schmooziesan

Andorra

March 2007

FEB 07, 2010 11:42 AM

Hey girl!
hope you had a safe trip home to Australia. Thanks for letting us in your room!

Denie

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

FEB 08, 2010 07:59 AM

hope you will get better soon!
It was so lovely to meet you! You are amazing!!!
You dont deserve that!

Denie

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

FEB 08, 2010 08:04 AM

I am really happy to hear that!!!

slackkey

San Francisco, CA

September 2005

FEB 08, 2010 09:41 AM

breakups always suck, one feels like shit and other doesn't care. You will fell better in time but does not help now. Hope your trip and coming home helped.

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