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SEPTEMBER 15, 2010 @ 06:01 AM | 18 COMMENTS


Oh my, back from the dead once more!! Hey everyone!!

So! It feels weird logging on to SG again and getting to talk to you guys... so much has changed in my life! Me and my son are moved in to our apartment. The switch went extremely smoothly and we are both enjoying are new home and our new life! I'm working my ass off to pay for this place by myself but I manage. I'm enjoying being single and finding the time to focus on things I've been wanting to do.. I've met so many different great people this summer, and have done so many things! Even flying over my city in an airplane, which I've wanted to do for a long time! I've been doing some photography (nature shots and stills) went kayaking, bought myself a fishing rod and fished at the warf with the old timers. Spend days at the beach and danced almost every week end! I knew this year was going to be "my year" and it has! Summer is going and fall is aproaching! I love the fall, its gonna make for some nice pictures! Planning on going up in the air again to take pics of the beautiful trees changing color... Halloween is coming too and it's my fav holiday. I'm working on my Edward Sissorhands costume, it's gonna be killer! I'll post pics to show..

My son's going through some tests with pediatricians and psychologists. I've suspected Kai of having a mild form of autism since he was about 3 years old. The pediatrician said it does look like that, so it's gonna be a long haul to figuring out whats up, and helping him before school starts next year. I'm glad the ball is moving and he can finally get the help he needs!!! I'm extremely positive about this, and I know we're gonna work through this! So I'll keep you up to date on that.

I found the CD from my last photoshoot. I'll be going through the pics and see if I can upload it! Not sure about my plans for future shoots... I'm so busy ALL THE TIME, I feel I need to focus on my son more then anything, and the money is just not there! :S

Hope everyone is well...

Ciao! xo

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MARCH 26, 2010 @ 06:11 AM | 18 COMMENTS


FEBRUARY 9, 2010 @ 09:05 AM


Hey everyone! Ok, ok,....the photos are done and they should be on queue in the next couple of weeks, promise!! I wonder how long the wait is now.. hope you like it though!

Man I've made some great friends this week end. These chicks are the bomb, and I hope these will be lasting relationships. The kind of friends that stick together like family.. I've been wanting some of those for a long time now. Queer ppl are just so down to earth, and so human... <3 love love!!


My fav movie right now is..

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Fucking fantastic acting.... tremendous dialogue. Awesome storyline... and great comedic relief. What a masterpiece. To those who disliked the movie, fuck you, you suck.... Hahaha.

See you for now! Hope you're all well. kiss


DECEMBER 26, 2009 @ 11:23 AM


Merry Christmas everyone! And a happy new year!!! Please be safe, no drinking and driving!
kiss
NOVEMBER 4, 2009 @ 06:16 AM


Morning everyone!

So I did my shoot with a new photographer last Monday. I thought my last shoot in the winter was cold...it was really nothing compared to this one.. eeekeeek I think it was because it was cloudy, and I didn't have a big fur hat to keep me warm. I had a blanket and some Jager but seriously...it was something else! Anywho, I did it anyways, and I'll be going over to her house soon to pick the pictures and see if we can maybe make a set out of it!






I hope it will work out!!

In other news... I'm getting so tired of hearing from that darn flu. Everyone is getting me paranoid, and I'm so afraid to catch the flu and give it to my little boy. I know it's just a flu, but the media is screwing with my head! I don't even watch t.v. and it's still all over the place....and the main topic of convo. at work. I've been sanitizing my hands none stop, my hands are starting to dry up! robot Did you guys catch it yet?

Anywho, I have to go play some WoW before I get ready for work, I need my fix... *NERD*


Love Love! kiss

NOVEMBER 1, 2009 @ 04:30 AM


OCTOBER 21, 2009 @ 07:30 AM


Morning ladies and gents! zoom image

So, I got a shoot coming up next Monday!! Fukin A! I can't wait, it's been too long, and I'm excited to work with my new photographer. Seems like I will be shooting outside. I'm a little worried about the cold but hey, at least it's not winter yet...and I've done worst...

So if everything goes to plan I should have a set up by next month. I hope you guys enjoy it! I'm still not sure if I should go with the glasses or not... or both?

I started doing yoga, and eating better...I'm excited to see if I look any better in pictures.. I love yoga, I suggest it for anyone who just needs more energy, more focus, and a tone up body!!! It's addicting, and the first work out I've ever committed to in my life!!

So anywho, I wish I could chat some more, but I have to get ready for work...puke

Kitty in the sun!

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Oh boy...and check out this set!!! love

Hotness!
AUGUST 28, 2009 @ 05:08 PM


So it's been a few months I haven't posted or been very active on the site. Don't worry, it's not that I don't enjoy it anymore or that I don't like you guyz.. blush A strange event happened not long ago when my pictures got out for the local population to see (for free) and someone...have no idea who yet, took some of the pictures and sent them to my poor mother in law, my brother in law and some of his friends. Someone out there was ovbiously trying to hurt me and my reputation (failed btw)...but anyways, it kinda soured everything out for me. I just needed to step away for a little while.

Now I'm supposed to meet up with another local photographer who's willing to give this a shot. I'm hoping some good comes of it, and I hope my makeup artist is still around. I can't wait to do it again, I really miss it.

Other then that, I've been keeping myself busy with work and with friends. I get to go out every couple of weeks and I enjoy it very much. I've also started doing plastic plane models. I'm into WW2 type planes, I'll take a few pictures and post them soon. I'm finishing up my B25 Mitchel bomber, after that I'm working on a Japanese Zero.

My boyfriend bought a PS3....Assassin's Creed is the best game I've played in a long time. So much fun!!!! So I've been wasting a lot of time doing that.

I'm trying to pay off my credit card so I can buy myseld a Shakuhachi flute. I've always enjoyed playing the flute, and I'm dying to try out this japanese instrument...the sound is so pieceful and so lovely. I've been wanting to get into music again. I'm at a place in my life where I find myself at peace enough to spend time with myself, experessing myself and really focus on something. I can't wait to try it out. I can't afford a real one, as they are hand carved out of bambo, but I found this great one made of plastic, but with still a great sound...
Shakuhachi

Here's what it generaly sounds like.....sooooo beautiful...
MUSIC!!

Maybe when I learn to play, I can put on a little show for you guys... smile

Well that's it for now, I have to get back to assassin's creed.... blush


kiss
JUNE 5, 2009 @ 05:29 AM


Yes, I am back from the grave.. skull

I'm sorry I haven't been active around here. Sometimes in life things happen, and you get a little preocupied with things. With family, even more! But here I am again. How's everyone doing?

I'm doing pretty good! Things are still going smoothly with my family. The kiddo is growing up like crazy, and it's bound to be a pretty interesting summer! I'm actually taking a couple of weeks off from work, and I'm looking forward to that. I bought a new BBQ for my boyfriend's birthday and father's day...it should come in handy!! Who doesn't love bbqs!!!??

Other then that, I have to get my shit into gear again and start getting into better shape for some photos. I'm dying, DYING to shoot again!!! My boyfriend's car is still not fixed and I still can't get to the photographer. He said by next month it should be done. *Crosses fingers*. But I'll take that time to work out a bit and try to figure out what kind of shoot I want to do...

I can't wait to have time to sit down and look through the recent sets. If there are any spectacular sets I missed, share them with me!! I need to catch up on what's been going on! Let me know how you're doing too!!

Talk to you very soon.

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JUNE 4, 2009 @ 06:58 PM


Ok...I'm back baby.. I don't have time right away to post...but tomorrow morning, I'll leave a little something something! I hope everyone is well....and I'm sorry for being such a lurker!

See ya soon! blush kiss
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