sorry its been so long

dunno if anyone else ever got this, like at sixth form or last years of school where you watch all your freinds and they all seem to know what they're doing and have they shit together and you realise that you really dont?

i'm not saying i have my shit together now but i'm getting to the point of starting something. i quit my job yesterday so i'm calling that the marking of something new.

this is gonna be a photo entry since its been so long and they've been building up so sorry all of you that are still on dial-up

oooh, and be excited, this time some of the photo are black and white or even sepia. thats right, get me, photographic genious. i've only had my camera about a year and only just figured that out.

*ahem*


thats me waiting for a train on a really really cold day (check out the rosy glow) to go and meet this person, unfortunatly i didnt get any pictures of him as he made me delete them but nevermind. we had a lovely if not freezing drink in a station pub (how every cosmo i know) before he got to sit at the end of my bar and watch me work for 5 hours.
i know, everyone should come visit me cause it really is that fun.

the next ones were all taken at my ex-work *sniff*

heres ray wiping his feet on the matt:



this one is just an example of me trying to be arty and fuck about with the settings on my camera:



oh and by the way mike, the chef is really a ganster:



well, we both are:


i heart that picture, like to think we look like we should be in Snatch or something....... maybe just me.

in the meantime i had discovered black and white!
que over-the-top arty emo pics:







see? i'm gifted


oooh and i went out and got very very trashed with this sexy lady right here:


shes great, we lover her, she buys me sweets

ok, the rest are just randoms:









the last two were taken by my friend jade, and although i love him to bits he does make me look like a moody cunt.

sorry, that was well long, next time it wont be such a long one cause i will have updated sooner.

hope you've all been well and got stacks of V-day cards

love chase xxxxx

"i'll stand infront of you..



...and take the force of the blow..



...cause thats protection



...sometimes you look so small"


in other news. since updating last i have cracked my collar bone and had more work on my half sleeve done. Iris came with me and got hers so go tell her how good it looks.


Chase xxxxx

p.s. i just stole this from
cakemix's jornel, it hit a real cord.

"we are not married, we have no kids and no mortgage - we don't even fuk without condoms yet...there really is no commitment and not a single reason for a second chance. the trust is gone, which was the only thing holding this together.

so bye. "

isnt it uncanny how people think the same soemtimes?

grrr

i got nothing


i could start a rant but i fear it might not end

so have a stupid blurry picture of my stupid face instead





you know how things get easier the more they happen, like driving and just about everything else in life.

so how comes getting hurt still hurts really bad?

anyway, meh, i'm beginning to sound like an emo

Chase x

oooh wow, i havent updated since last year.


thats never funny is it?
"ooooh just think i wont see you til next year"
(on exiting work/pub/house) "see you next year!!"

guff guff guff

no, its really not funny.

at all.

now i've got that off my chest how is everyone?? nice christmas?

what was your best present?

mine was a gorgeous pair of shoes i've been eyeing up for ages bought for me by my boy



this is a photo update because i was clearing photos of my cam so i can go take more in brighton tonight so thought you guys might like to see, i'm afraid its nothing very interesting.

but yeah, the first bunch were taken on christmas eve (i was working)













yeah i did say they werent very good.

other then that all i have is one of me and the boy and some cam-whores:







that last one is apprently exactly what i look like when someones just told me some gossip, it is coined the gossip face.

ooh and i forgot about the fountain:



that one was taken outside bluewater shopping centre on christmas eve, i just thought it looked cool


shhhhh



i really need to shoot a new set if anyone knows anyone who could help me out can they let me know? feels a bit rubbish having nothing in limbo

take care everyone and wrap up warm!

love Chase xxx

this is all feeling a bit two-a-penny all a sudden aint it?


xx

i guess the bitch be back



hope everyones well.

my trip was cool, the car survived so i guess thats a plus.
i just spent half hour resizing all my photos to update so i'm just gonna paste them and you can make head or tail of them yourselves



















i have square eyes

i really want to shoot a new set its getting really gay now cause i havent got any waiting. the guy who was meant to be shooting my last one lost his bottle at the last minute

whats the strangest thing you've ever put in your mouth?


Chase xxxx

we are awesome








and i miss him



i'm on a road trip for a while, miss me loads

xxx

you dont get to me




does it bother you?

hey,

sorry its been awhile again, things have been kinda getting on top of me lately. i have got a load shit load of pictures so yeah, photo update

thanks for all ther comments on the pink hair, unfortunatly it isnt pink anymore but it was fun while it lasted.

so yeah, this tagging thing, i did get tagged but after reading loads of other peoples i decided i really wasnt that interesting so i didnt bother sorry

we had a sleepover at work yay

i work in a pub, and yeah, its cool, but we had to do this gay thing there we spend a whole day cleaning the pub and taking down the bar and stuff and amonst us decided it would be more fun to stay the night in the pub (supposedly its haunted) and get really drunk, watch sky and play alot of pool.


so we did


this is the gorgeous bunch i work with before we got to the drinking stage.

oh yeah, we had this fantasic idea that we could do a "Pub Pin-Up calendar" and take photos of us all working whilst working like a bunch of posers....:





(ok, so really it was the guys that got most into it and strictly the last photo isnt of jamie "working" but you gotta love a man who fills out your bra more then you do right?)

but yeah, i dont really see the calendar getting past the development stage. sorry lads.

oooh i got to share a sleeping bag with a girl





... for about ten minutes



it got kinda cosy in that bag.



this weeks been kinda strange, feels like a whole load of stuffs gone down in not very long. ever get that?
i dunno, those weeks that just kinda change everything. i'm gonna stop talking now cause i am on my period and i may throw a wobble about it. and that would be really gay.

but yay, light tests for new set:




i hope everyone here is cool and looking after themselves, sorry to be neglecting people, i promise to make more of an effort!!

love and kisses


Chase xxxxx

what the fuck?

i loose the internet for a few weeks and i come back, check my SG mail and look at new sets, except some of my favorite pictures seem to have disapeared when i go to my favorites.

someone wanna play devils advocate here and tell me why the fuck it is suddenly not my decision anymore what i do and do not look at on the internet.

the thing that says the most about this to me is that the picture missing from Volitaires Movie set, you know the one i'm talking about...is missing.

so not only is the female form now offensive but things like periods are considered "obsene"??

what the fuck guys?? you never got sex education at school? you never been laid?

does the female form intimidate you?? be honest now...

i feel so sorry for all the girls who poured alot of hard work and effort into sets which have been censored. and i feel sorry for Missy and the other staff who've had there hands tied by these idiotic rules.


presidant Bush can stick my fist

am i the only one with these thoughts?? i'm a tiny bit in shock...

anyway, that other with i cant be bothered to update properly now so have some photos from the last few weeks instead









i know it looks like i'm holding my nose in the last one (specially as the loo's behind me) but honestly, just no.

love to everyone, sorry about the rant