you cant be me, i'm a rockstar





i been gone, i'm back now, sorr for the silence

Chase xxx

p.s. we women are tougher then we look

chase xxxx

ello ello,

not much to say really, just a few photos from this week.




this is my mum and dad on fathers day (last sunday) we went for a walk in the country.


this is me and my mum after we got bored of walking and decided to sit down in a flower bed. yes we look alike.



totally unrelated this is adam getting tattooed on tuesday after his tattooist had been "ill" for two weeks. (the two sunniest weeks of the year so far)


unrelated again i totally hate the new site layout.



especially the "if you liked this set, maybe you'll like these.." section. Your not in the whore-house just yet.

meh

Chase xx

so

me and my boys are in the pub last night knocking back a few sailor jerrys...







and we get to thinking about how its gonna be the 6th day of the 6th month 2006 in a few hours, call us a bunch of goths but anything for a laugh so we get to thinking about what would be fun....


it turns out my boss knows of this old abandoned fort about half hours drive into the middle of the country which hasnt been in service for over 50 years, except my local kids and the council locked them all out about 5 years ago.

so we think wicked.

bob drives




and soon treu to his word we're in the middle of no-where.
on the way we stopped to buy some candles, i think maybe we underestimated just how dark it would be at 1am underground...

the next load of pics may seem strange, just remeber when you look at them that the place was pitch black and alot of the time i was taking photos just to use the flash to see where i was going....


this is the 20 minute walk into the woods to the iron stair case in the woods that leads down;

into the entrance;












the kids that had hung out there before the gates had been put up had left there mark in some of the rooms:







the wierdest thing about that being that you didnt know if they're was anything on the wall/ in the room until you took a picture and then looked at it....at certain points my imagination was running away with thoughts of looking at the last picture taken and seeing a face up close....





the candel that i'm holding in the last picture was suposed to be enough light for all of us...


oh yeah, i forgot to add, it was fucking freezing down there, and very very damp. like if anyones ever been skinny dippin gin the sea when its cold and that feeling envelopes you and you cant shake it off, the feelings very similar.


driving home:



how was everyone elses 06/06/06?


*kisses*

chase xxxx

note to member-guy's girl friends who drink where i work:

i sometimes wonder if you realise some things...
like you might be out and drinking and stuff but i'm still working.
and when you and your sad emo friends start going on about how all Suicide girls are whores (because clearly you've met them all) and "easy", that shit does actually grate after a while....

so yeah, please fuck off and leave me alone while i'm working, would you like it if i came into "topshop" or whenever the fuck you work and starting cunting you off?

no.

so stick my fist.

i'm in a shitty mood today, mainly for the reasons mentioned above...

so yeah, sorry

i will properly update soon...

chase xxxx

p.s. does anyone else feel like they're getting pimped out a little bit?

i read peoples comments on the previews and they just dont give a shit...like, in theory they're opinion shouldnt count cause they're not members or nothing but some of the shit that gets said....i'm sure it does hurt...

ok, suits, you know what? this citys yours, everyday from 9-6. So put on your best shirt, straighten your collar and ram yourself onto a bus because its all yours to share...

and you know what trendies? this city can be yours from 7pm til 3am, so put your glad rags on, squeeze your feet into those high heels and party the night away...


but you know what? from 3am til 7am, when all you suits arent up yet, and all your trendies are nearly home....

this city's mine

my playground,

my space,

my domain...

























i think its about time i shot a new set, anyone think of any ideas for me? i want to do something completely different....


chase xxxxxx

i've beeeen sooo stoned this week.

i just got in from work and its 6:30am and my rents are getting up before i've been to bed, i love that.
this morning as i was driving home, all the street lights were turning off as i drove past them as if my car was making them go out....

anyway...

i really dont have alot of interesting pictures as i've just been working alot so have some randoms:

me skinning up:



me really stoned:



and a really random one from a few weeks ago when i persuaded my friends to come for a drive with me and sit on brighton beach at about 3am, it was really cold but really fun. i couldnt persuade them to come paddling with me though so heres a picture of them looking freezing on the beach:



I'm also really excited cause i got Massive Attacks Collected album this week and its been on my car stereo non-stop, my most favorite track right now is protection, such an excellent summer storm chill-out.

oh and this is what i look like first thing in the morning:



oh and a boobie shot, just cause its the weekend and why not...



they look small in that, i think maybe they're shrinking and i just havent noticed



anyway, bed-time for meeeeeee

goodnight my pretties


xxxxxxxxxx

i got a job

whoooa, i now work in a club near where i live, tis cool had my first night last night and didnt quite getting eaten alive, made it home at about 6 this morning so thats pretty good going....

to those of you who are locals, i now work in the black sheep bar in croydon....




this now means that i'll have money soon which means i can get some more of my tattoo done
and go shopping for new clothes
and maybe get some new piercings



ok, overly happy chase is not good....

in other news, i sometimes get stoned and sit in cupboards.

warning: i have nothing interesting to say so this is a photo entry.













all taken on my camera by my friend Libby for her college project.

annoying she knows how to use my camera better then i do.


i'm an a really droll mood, sorry

Chase xxx

told you it wouldnt be long....


unfortunatly my crew have all been taken ill this week.

they appear to be suffering from


disco fever










then things turned red





i'd like to point out at this time that me and my friends may seem like sad losers that never go out. you'd probably be right for thinking it. although we do sometimes







i'd also just like to say i'm not dumb enough to actually wear sunglasses in a club. it was just for posing. i dont know why that was important for me to express i just dont want to seem like the type of person to wears sunglasses when its not sunny ok??

i dont wanna talk about it anymore.

what else?

oooh i cut off all my hair, literally. i cut it off. it nail scissors. i'm that cool.

the results are interesting



hmmmmm

this has been kinda a pointless entry.

i'm actually really happy today (despite still not having a job) as i have kelly staying with me


needless to say i am hungover.

and now going back to bed.

unemployed scumbag i know.


love and spliffs all round