a big part of 'utilitarian' is the word "utility"...i dont mean ditching any of my tools, fuck that, or books (often synonymous)....

-joan of arc was anorexic......tons of groundbreaking scientists have had ocd, and many great artists had bi polar disorder. The mind does amazing things when its pushed to these almost ascetic extremes...but of course thats not for everyone and not all greatness comes from this level of sacrifice/intensity-

dont just let your insanity be a statistic
it can be a pretty powerful force sometimes

...>>if you want to sit with me and talk about existence, we'll need more than fifteen minutes

well lets just leave the set loc.....undisclosed in order to protect the innocent...i may disappoint da bk crew by saying that it is north of the city, and south of syracuse...although i did hijack that rooftop, me and my trigger woman climbed over fences behind a store/apt building and up the fire escape like joker pretending to be batman (check out the new batman/joker switch prestige to know what im talking about)...
its fun being utilitarian...i've been just burning shit lately, getting rid of a lot of the crap that i have, emotionally speaking and physically...once u realize how little you actually need you're a lot less tied down...get too stuck in a system of thought and you lose track of the big picture...


"be the change you want to see in the world." --ghandi

kind of disorienting paradigm realignment all this weekend
my tenacity drives me through i work and work
like im on a mission from bog to save the world
but reality just keeps getting more surreal, and thats a fucking relative term
as i guess all of this is, relative to perception, so that's probably why im ok with it
roll with the punches and you never get knocked down.

+the sleep police keep trying to arrest my momentum
and apparently, my poetic license has expired+

xx.c.


xx.c.

Soo I'm getting some ideas in my head for the next set...coming soon more fully articulated simulated charlie action...currently prepping myself for a 3 day non stop work session...ah and to clear up any confusions: Pythagoreans were 'raw foodists' and vegetarians, but they found beans to be vulgar fruits, because they generate gaseous emissions and resemble genitalia. The most common assertion of Pythagoras' death was that enemies of the Pythagorean brother were chasing him, and he might have escaped if he had not run up to a bean field, which he preferred the option of death to running through. But like most ancient history, this is all extrapolation from word of mouth, so it could easily be wrong...somewhat interesting stuff but definitely not essential. Academia is a choice, its a game, and doesnt make anyone more or less valid of a thinker. We all possess a "marvellously monstrous subconciousness" so hope y'all are enjoying yours as much as i am mine (it pops out some wacky shit you should see my dreams)
time to make some 2 dimensional babies

xxx.c.

ha ha there are some opinionated motherfuckers on this site.. excellent ..thanks to all for everything from the satire to the saccharin...yes so the set is up...and word up to the sacred geometry dorks like me who are down w/ the golden ratio/spiral....its interesting, fibonacci realized and embraced the infinitesimal properties of the golden ratio, while
pythagoreans desperately feared the infite (it really fucked with their geometric dogma and conception of the universe)...not to hate on pythagorus, although he was killed due to his hatred of beans. (seriously). well its time for a nap and then back to getting the art junky work a holic cruci-fix on.

xxxc

mmm did you all kno that fucking woodrow wilson was a supporter of eugenics, and that most of the funding that went into nazi eugenic research/ atroscity came from the fucking carnegie foundation in the U.S.?
To all the girls in canada word up to you im surrounded by mediocrity and hypocracy in the US
not everywhere tho thass whats great about this site...all these fine lookin intelligent women with good shit to say and mad beauty to boot
communities like this help keep you positive in the face of the bullshit ahoy
we gots to keep our heads up

xoxo
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