everything happens for a reason right!!!thats what we have been telling ourseleves, in regards to the hubs job, it leaves us with no ties to ballafuckingrat (as i like to call it) so we can make a clean brake for melbs.

my feeling on oz are very mxed at the moment, last time i came here, i was young free and single, off on an around the world trip, with nothing but the thoughts to have fun and experiance new things,i saw it through rose coloured glasses, and the aid of a crack pipe, and a shit ton of ketamin, things seemed so new and differant in good way, and coming back this time, because it was a decision i had no choice in, i feel it has tainted my view of the land down under abitpart of it is no home, a mother in law from hell, ballarat, no job etc etc, these are things im sure would get most people down....but

time to look on the bright side i reckon,

i hopefully (as soon as i move to melbs) be starting a hairdressing apprentiship at BIBA, i have been interseted in doing hairdressing for a couple of years now, but in england they didnt want to hire me cos in trainy hairdressing terms i was over the hill, they like to get them young, but over here that doesnt seem to be a propblem

cos hub is not working we have more time to house hunt!found a few awesome ones but rental is fucked over here, and didnt get them

i should (hopefully)be going home to see my mum dad and eevrone on april the 30th, i miss home like a mad thing...i feel blessed to have such an amazing network of people back home, and hopefully ill get a network togher over here soon...i hate being lonely

we got some amazing pot the other day its all white and shit...beautiful!

i am bored of being blond and am going back to black ina couple of weeks, its the longest i have been blond in ages about 4 years or maybe longer...im excited also going to attempt to grow it out, sick of it being so short, i must be patient lol i get bored easiy

im gonna take sunday shisha down in a few days too, i hate that set, and clearly need a new one....but oz people i need a photograghy victoria way so if you kids could point me in the right direction, i would be forever in your debt!

right ive rambled eenough.....heres a few pics from the last couple of weeks



me and my girl lozza...chatting shit at lounge



whata cutie right?



old habits die hard apparently...off chops at revolver snday morning....i was on a cheering up mission, i reckon worked, i thought i was going to die the next day



in the taxi



IFUCKINGLOVEPIGEONS



i took out my smilie peirceing, so over it it was untrue



lord knows how i will cope with this summer heat





right over and out

love charity x

when one thing gets sorted another fucks up...my husband lost his job yesterday

im over the moon, my australian visa came through...i need to celebrate!!!!! its been a long hard slog and by no means are we at the end of our saga, but we are half way there....god i could just cry!!!xxxx

older and wiser...id like to think so

wow im stressed the fuck out, appointment with the visa people tomorrow morning 11.30!i hope i havent forgotten anything...o well he is totally worth it

wish me luck!





love you all

i just made a delious pumpkin soup...proper winter warmer!even though its getting close to summer, it is still fricking cold here.

you will need...

-2 onions
-1 stick of celery
-2 carrots
-1 tsp of plain flour
-half a pumpkin or squash
-2 or 3 slices of bacon (streaky is best)
-2 heaped teaspoons of curry power
-1 pint of chicken or veg stock (home made is better)
-1 tin of chopped tomatoes
-garlic 2 or 3 gloves
-you can also pop in a sweet potatoe nice but not nessicary

ok so sweat down the onions, celery, carrot and garlic,and bacon in some real butter and olive oil, (so that the butter wont burn) until translusant, then with the plain flour chuck it in and cook off for a few seconds.then in goes the chicken or veg stock, tin of tommies, salt and pepper (maldon sea salt is best)then the chopped pumpkin and sweet potatoe(in fairly large chucks 1in by 1 in ish) dont have to be to precise, this is a rustic dish, then pop in the curry powder,and cook down lid on for about 30mins or until the pumpkin is soft, then wizz it all up in a blender or like i do just mash the shit out of it.finish it with a drop or 2 of cream, and some parsly and chessy garlic bread to dunk...heaven


hope you enjoy!im bored so nigella eat your fucking heart out

in fact i wish she was my wife... my knickers just got wet lol

so im doing abit of modelling for biba next week, catwalk, its gonna be funny...lets hope i dont fall down!

and also got a photogragher to shoot me a set at my hubs fancy new bar will be in a few weeks, also the photogragher is launching a magazine here in the land down under, which hopefully i will be modelling for aswell

check it out pretty cool huh, as far as i know its only availble in oz but be sure check there myspaz

its my birthday in a couple of weeks (23RD OF OCTOER) to be exact, we are heading to melbourne to bring down the house at the vineyard...cant wait, its where me and my hub first meet allk those years ago....he got me drunk on gin and i was a slut...happy days

mother in law is still a nightmare...i have never liked someone less, i have tryed to be patients, but she is a poor excuse for a human being....maybe thats a bit harsh, i just miss my mum terrible

love charity xxx

wednesday night=boredom, so looks can be deciveing, they aint that big

my hubs at work, im home alone, and left high and dry, no pot or alcoholhas crossed my lips tonight, i want gin

got drunk and silly the other night, me and hub, rocked out the air guitar and played some cards, also was educateing hubs kinda step brother about the buzzcocks, and the ramones, and other such greatness.the kid knows fuck all!


aww how cute is he?



things are boreing now, i need entertainment and and excercise plan!

love charity xxx

ALL i really want ....

our own flat in melbourne
a dog....a dashaud to be exact, it will be dolly or zero
to be settled, and able to work
my visa
my hub not to work so much so we can get fucked up
some kate bush on my ipod
my rachybelle by my side like it should be

love charity xxx

what a shit week x

i went to melbourne a couple of days ago, so nice to get out of the mad house for a few hours! i went to get my DO done by my hubbys faboulous friend at biba, just my roots but im all white white white again, and going to do a catwalk show for them...should be pretty cool, its something to do! but me on a catwalk "LOL"

well after we eb=nded up getting pissed as at this place called cookie, ended up knowing one of the mangers from our revolver days(dark times...melbourne kids will know what i mean!) so got on the vintage champagne and missed our fucking train back to the rat (a blessing in disgise, as we didnt have to spend th night pissed with the family) tryed to get a hotel, but no one would have us, i think they thought i was a hooker....o yeah!we headed back to cookie, and carriedthe fuck on....yeah!!!we then imposed ourselves on our friends, slept on the floor and woke up and threw up, nice!champers has a terrible effect on me, but i like drinking it!

so back in the ratdoing visa stuff as per usual, got a meeting on friday with a melbourne based magazine, hopefully do some modelling for them and see if they can shoot me a new set...its long over due dont you think?any ideas greatly welcome

i want this


with this


and this


yum!!!!

love charity x