There it is! Nachos! (for this reference please see the lovely Bowie's page.

Everytime I show it to someone they look at my chest and say....whaaaaaaaaaaa?????

Yeah. I did the same thing.

There has been lots going on here lately. Mainly me just working in a great place and involving myself in some really shitty situations. Id like to know what the hell is going on half the time. Why do I have to ask.

I want to write back to most people, I'm trying. Slow and steady wins the race.

Overall though the cards look fantastic..All of them!

C.

Thank you Rin.

Thanks for the comments on the set...
Keep them coming... Get it up higher!

And the new set of cards... I heard somehow I got on there. Three of diamonds! Sweet.

Thanks for the love peeps.

Its been deadly hot out in Toronto...whew.
If you had a perfect day..what would the consist of...

C.

Thanks for The birthday wishes and everything else that is associated with that weird day in your life.
I got pretty smashed for four days straight. I dont know how I did it. I think my liver is going to shrivel up inside my body.
Some photos. I know their big, but whatever. I have no idea how to resize this shit. Someone feel free to tell me.


This is the last day of partying. Ontario Place..smashed by 2 pm.


HAHAHAAA.


I have awesome friends. Adrian bought me a viking hat.


When Im drunk, I like to put on my most expensive shoes and try to walk in them. I am really, really gay.


I dont know, maybe all that gin and tequila made me non crazy.

Thanks peeps.

Hey Toronto..

Stop being so fucking terrible. Like really. Its got to stop. You want to know why I drink? Because of you, you dumb asshole.


Hey Douchy..
Maybe you could return my messages.I mean, I love your Irishness and all..but really..could you sort your life out a little so we could be better bros? Dont leave me hanging here. That was a sorry excuse of a night because I lost my job the NIGHT AFTER THAT NIGHT.


Hey Doodles..
Maybe next time you wont be so stupid drunk on your stupid skateboard and you could actually land the trick without breaking your beak. Otherwise your just going to be one big fat blob of an owl.

that is all.

P.S. Love you Aengus.

I was unemployed for a whole week. One week! Its funny how that all happened. I also got fired for some of the strangest and funniest reasons...Which in the end does not matter. I thought there was alot of things wrong with me..but that experience helped me realize that there really isn't. Its them who had the problem.

So I drank the whole week, got fucked up, swore at men and grabbed my women..ran around and painted the town every color. That made me feel happy and empty..at night I would lay and bed and rediscover what it felt like to be young again. Sometimes you get so caught up in life that you forget how to have fun, how to feel alive, how to feel creative. The problem with me is that Im my own worst enemy..and laying in bed and thinking about it sometimes really didn't help my life, or feel good about it in some retrospects.

Now I have this relaxing job and it makes me jittery when I have nothing to do. Damn you nerves. I watch the punks down by my old work, all dolled up in grunge and black, their dog and their backpacks..and I wonder what makes me so damned different from them. I walk by and smile and they smile at me, probably because I'm a girl..but because I don't look like anybody else either. Difference is I have a house that I pay rent in and money in my account...but really..I want to know. They look so...uncaring about anything. Their ruthless and wild..and they sleep in the streets at night, or elsewhere... I want to know..I really want to see what I feel like I'm missing out on. I worry about becoming one of the masses, working, children, having friends for wine and cheese...

Whatever happened to spontaneity?

Maybe thats why I like to move so much. I think Ive said that before...

Out of my random unemployed week, the photo you see about and below are from my dear friend. This is what we like to do when were bored..get drunk and shoot in his bosses studio. Would you buy prints? I have a few that look even better then this.



Cheers kids.
C.

I just lost my job.

Home:









Going home is always refreshing.

This is what I have looked like lately:



more later.

I was going to update today, and I had all these photos ready...and guess what...THE FUCKING LAYOUT CHANGED AGAIN...

what the hell is going on here. even the other sites I am desperately attached to are changing...
I say, fuck it and leave it alone..sweet god Im going to have a hernia.

Really though..I was going to start being all regular on here, get thousands of comments and adoration from my fans again.

Now, I really say fuck it.

Why the hell arent these sets of mine going up???
Acutally, at this point Im not caring, I just wanted to update.

FUCK IT.

I really do swear too much.
Im not going to prom, if you come to Toronto come hang out with me elsewhere, Im a bowl full of laughs I hear.
I believe Ive turned into something of an alcoholic.
I run with a close group of friends and I barely see anyone I used to know anymore.

Im just complaining now.
All I think about it fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking...

*wheew*

Done.

Valentines Day is around the corner.
This is one helluva stupid day if you ask me.

Im sicker than ever, my lungs feel like their on fire.
FUCK.

I work way too much too, Im supposed to go drop my resume off today to get a second job to further prove that I am champ...but the cold weather has forced me not only to leave work(I was coughing so badly I nearly fainted) but to stay inside and try to sleep.

For Valentines day Im going to see Gardimus and go frolic in Guelph for awhile.

That sounds really fucking gay doesnt it.

This happens to be me and my lady friend.


Yup

C.