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JANUARY 18, 2008 @ 05:57 PM

Insomnia is not a pretty thing, especially when you suffer from delusions of grandeur by listening to "Into The Wild Soundtrack"..packing a bag and walking half way down the street to the streetcar KNOWING DAMN WELL YOU CANT GO ANYWHERE YET.

I hate having to be a bartender....tis such a damn tedious job.. I really really fucking hate it. I hate the hospitality industry... it has sucked all my life away, even before I started doing it... oh Father... why did you have to forsake me. P.S. I hate you money. I hate you and what you have done to me.

On a lighter note, if you peeps happen to live in Toronto maybe you should go to a little club called Republic on January 25th. I might be there, dancing. So will the lovely lady Lucy. Should be a fun evening of scantily clad ladies. Something like that.... Come out and support!

That is all. See you there!

NicoleLee

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

JAN 18, 2008 07:46 PM

I have been lurking in on you, I'll admit. Bookmarked you a while ago.
Dude, I've fallen in so many dumb ass "loves" that I never thought I would just randomly find someone that was cool as hell and accepted me for whoever I was and whoever I wanted to become - and for me to reciprocate. That's Kyle and I, and I think that's what's making it work. It's rough, a lot rougher at times than I'll ever admit outloud even to myself - one of those "its not true until you say it outloud" things. So outloud, I keep up the positivity and it's working. You'll get it one day. Follow all those cliche sayings (that we hate to admit are true): don't look for it, it will find you.

We don't HAVE to eventually meet in LA. Things happen all the time. I'm sure that if we keep in touch, we'll figure it out.

NicoleLee

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

JAN 18, 2008 07:58 PM

PS - Keith Buckley?

Swedgin

I'm lost

January 2007

JAN 19, 2008 12:16 PM

republic you say? what's the dealyo?

nikonphoto80

Lexington, KY

December 2004

JAN 19, 2008 09:27 PM

Damn that must have sucked, what time did you go to the streetcar?

I think I would prefer to be bartender then to do what I do. I hope you find a better job soon.

Damn I wish I lived near there.

Martini

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

JAN 20, 2008 04:19 PM

oh, you're going to be there too?
i guess i should try to make it out...

xo

Malloreigh

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

JAN 21, 2008 06:23 PM

I really want to be a bartender just so I can grow tired of it, but then wow people with my drink-pouring skills at parties for years to come.

I want to come to Toronto so bad but I think I won't be able to til August. !!

Twinkie

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JAN 23, 2008 09:07 PM

Well, obvs, when you are HERE, you can play with Bibi all the time!!!

fivetwo

San Diego, CA

April 2003

JAN 23, 2008 11:12 PM

i'll be here, why, you going ta be in san diego?

Kensington

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JAN 24, 2008 02:06 PM

I want to come to republik with you darlin. Im giving you a call tomorow.

Kensington

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JAN 24, 2008 02:07 PM

ps. Ill hire you as my full time wife slut so you don't have to bartend anymore. xo
hot photo.

S_Eldorado

Vancouver, BC

December 2004

JAN 24, 2008 03:48 PM

Dude, you need to come visit me.

Hurry up!

Luscious

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

JAN 25, 2008 02:38 PM

Yeah, probably not the best thing for the industry! ha...oh well.
And the stupid guinea pig is still alive god damn it!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...OH GOD WHY DO YOU FORSAKE ME???!!!!!
Yeah, Motor City! fuck shit up with Jeanie! well have room parties every night! the only thing is I'm working the SG booth on the Fri & Sun (not sat though)
but Meow is running it and she's awesome.
Convention costs $40 American for the whole week-end apparently. Hopefully booking the room tonight. I'll let you know!

Kensington

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JAN 26, 2008 02:17 AM

MOTOR CITY

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