a small update since a long time... the end of this years is coming nearer and nearer and it seems that live goes faster and faster now... like a final spurt .... well, i try to go through it, keeping my head "cool" and look forward to my goals ... i already have again some travel plans... i think i will go again to london in february there is an concert i wanna see and i think i will do a new shooting for SG there
hope your are all doing well? a big kiss for everyone who leaves me nice comments... i really appreciate that so much!!! kisses and sunshine chai



i have nothing but
i own my sins



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ah i see the pictures are cut, so if u are interested to see them not cut go to: here

this time i post my rejected set, i am very sad they didnt liked it, becoz it was sooo fun to do it. thanks so much to valentina who did this set. it was shot in the amazing and best club here in vienna called flex! i love this club so much!!!!!!! thanks again to miss valentina and her friends for having a funny day!!

so if u wanna see the nearly hole set :
click here

hope you are all well.... love to all!

this is mostly going to be a picture update ... i spent a few days in the nature at home and it was reallY beautyful. the best thing there is always to be barefoot; i LOVE it soooo much, to climb up the small river, feeling the cold water on the skin, deserted; just birds are singing and the water is noisy... just beeing with mYself ... moments of pure happieness for me.... so life goes on and on, i´m in a good mood and full of positive vibes... love to ya all

and again, london was verY beautyful in every waY -
from the first til the last second : everYthing just nice and amazing.... its always good to come out from the hometown, to travel aWaY and see other places.... i remembering having a few time tears in my eyes in some situations... once a guitar player has been standing and palying there on the street, he played like a real musician full with emotions and heart.... i could see to the sea there and the feeling with all this push in it overwhelmed me totally... : the music which was coming directly from his heart, the mood of the sea, the small city, my sister who i love and soo many other things... Yeah as you can see im addicted to london i think i was really exited about satoshi tomie who was palying in pasha club. i went there with my sis and it was an amazing night .... i really coulndt stop dancig for a second ha ha and reallY going crazy appart from all the clubbing and rocking i also went to a lot of art things... reallY a lot.. and that was verY nice too, so many small vernissages, and the tate modern mus. wow. really big and a cool buliding!
...sooo lovely mrsmut, go rehab! *kidding* hahaha and silvery made me laughing a lot *youknow* while listening to a good mix by himself!!! was so lovelY to meet you two again!
sooooo and now i post some pics, just from the daY in brighton... i just did a few pics this time... most from the sea and my sis .. love

heY sweeties...first of all i reallY have a conscience about not writing back to you all, i tried, but i didnt get it Yet, so please be dont angry with me! im always happy to recieve so lovely messages from you, that you are thinking of me how my life is going and so on so a big sorrY for those i dint response!!!!!

im soooooo happpYYY.. ReallY, universe makes me lovely presents everY day, and i´m grateful and take everYthing i get i feel stronger and stronger to do all my "exams" in life ; i think life is like an adventure. full with new situations and exams.. you dont know what tomorrow brings.. but just be upfront for what comes along...

so i had a lovelY time with mY familY in carinthia! next week i´m off to london for a week i defintly will go to the PACHA club with mY sister to see dj sathosie tomie.. juhuu... good musicccccccc ---- so summer still treats me well... hope You all have great time too!!! much love and kisses

the following pics are done for the lovely mrsmut and his smutty fashion




images are by: Thomas Karner / tompho.to

Now here you go again
You say you want your freedom
Well who am I to keep you down?
It's only right that you should
Play it the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness
Like a heartbeat... drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had

And what you lost...

And what you had...

And what you lost...

(deep dish feat. stevie nicks // dreams)

i´m back from mY trip to frankfurt. and: it´s exceeded all my expectations in everY waY.
i staYed with / bY bambi and zonenkind.
love you two sweeties... thanks again for the wonderful time u made me!!!!

here are some pics:


this was the "green lake", i went there with miss bambi, amazing lake, reallY!!!



somewhere at the lake



frankfurt citY



frankfurt citY


one daY we went to the tattoo convention, it was mY first tattto convention ever, so it was quite interesting to see..... and YEAH i really want to have mY next tattoo NOW cant wait....



the two sweeties ))))



i LOVED this tattoo, it was one of mY favourites there at the convention!



Yes, the world cup i get caugt by the football magic!! ole



my new shoes i bought there and my band aid, haha from the new shoes .. i just notice that i post every time a shoe pic... its kind of a fetish ...

so everY daY was just perfect i enjoYed reallY everY second of this trip...

oh and one day (no pictures taken ) i went to the "cocoon club", to see "deep dish" live again: and all i can say: YAYYYY, thanks life for giving me a such a second chance. sometimes second chances become the BEST ever

miao!!


and now im back in mY life here in vienna, working, seeing my friends again and enjoying the wonderful sun and summer... u see i dont have manY words in this journal... so manY emotions i cant and i DONT want to write down just one thing: I´m verY haPpY!!



hope You are all fine too?! sunshine kisses for You all

yayyyyyyyyy ------------ it´s summer, and really really hot! i love it! sooooo.. where do i start??!!... first of all i got my new tattoo .. and i´m so happy with it! it really reminds me my hole life now whats important for me in my life... so here is a pic:



the last days i spent with my family at home.... we all had a really good time ... my sis was also here from london, we had so much to tell again... sometimes i wish we all would live a lil bit closer together, but on the other side we enjoy the less time more and have sooo much to tell and laugh


my lovely sister:


beauytful place in carinthia:


enjoying the sun:




i was a lil bit crazy the last weeks and i also played like a kid in a sandbox... people were looking at me becoz of that...



my "time - management" problem gets better and better... i TAKE my time for myself and the rest of the time i just LIFE LIFE LIFE i really love every single day of my life!!!!
just breathing, laughing, singing, dancing, loving, feeling .............. every day..............

laise faire... thats the thing !!! and it WORKS for me!

hope u are all well and also enjoy the sun! thanks always for thinking of me and leaving me such lovely nice comments!!! for you all!





p.s. just one word to the new site design: i like it! the only thing is that it works to slow....