
I've been feeling so unlike myself for the past few months. I thought a hair change might help me. I don't think it worked.


I went to Las Vegas...















All in all, I had an okay time. But it's just not the place for someone with agoraphobia and other mental health issues.


I didn't get to do the things I wanted to do. And although I'm proud of myself for doing all of the things I did, I can't help but feel disappointed in myself. I missed out on meeting some amazing people and I guess that's mostly what's got me down. On my next trip to Vegas - I'm going to be even braver and expand a lot further away from my comfort zone. such is life.












enough sadness, lets indulge in some random internetings
I guess that's it,
xo
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Who's been to the book signings so far? Who's going to be in seattle tomorrow?!
I unfortunately won't be, but you should head there to (respectfuly) perv on all my fave ladies!

I'm insanely jealous of everyone that will be there!
What else have you guys and gals been up to?
I've actually been up to 100% of nothing. Agoraphobia is sinking in at an alarming rate.(hence my absence at the book signing) I'm so thankful for everyone's support and patience during this crappy time that i'm going through. Hopefully with a lot more hard work, I'll be back to my (somewhat) normal self.
if you don't follow me via social media - here's what you've missed:

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and few things to make us all smile or something positive like that:
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xoxo Ceres
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I'll fix up an update ever so soon. xoxo
Ceres
Guess who's on the front page today?
You were right, it's me.

I was also in this months issue of Rise Tattoo Magazine, alongside Rydell and Voodou. (This is the first magazine I've ever been in.)

And tomorrow evening I'm going to be at this event:

Come say "hi", dance with me, and party your face off with your favourite Vancouver Suicidegirls!
What have you loves been up to since we last spoke?
I...
What is everyone doing for the holidays? Does anyone not celebrate in the "traditional" ways? Tell me what you do with your families and loved ones! I'm not really interested in celebrating Christmas(It's never been my favourite holiday) But I always suck it up because I get to see my family and I love all the homemade goodies that we give and receive. . Does anyone have some unconventional holiday traditions they'd be willing to lend me? ![]()
I guess that's it, but of course i'll leave you with a thought provoking photo
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xoxo Ceres

















































































