It's 1am here and i've been trying to sleep for an hour. I'm sick, I've got the sniffles and a bit of a fever. Richard fell asleep no problem the lucky guy! So, I decided do what I like best latley - cruise SG. mmmm I seriously am so happy that I can be apart of this site. Everyone here is just so wonderful.

Tomorrow or well...today is richard and I's one year of being together. I know it's not a lot to most people but it is to me. It means a lot to me. I'm so happy that I've found someone that I can spend my time with. Someone that never gets on my nerves and makes me laugh. Someone i can talk to about anything. Someone that means the world to me. I'm so deeply in love with him that i feel like i'm in a dream sometimes. The story of how we came to be isn't very romantic - but i'll share anyways because i have nothing else to do! haha.
We have known eachother for 3-4 years now..whenever grade 10 was. We both had giant crushes on each other(i didn't know how he felt and he didn't know how i felt.) We only really spoke at school on our smoke breaks and in the morning. We had no classes together. We bonded over cigarettes, metal and hating school. I still remember when he came to my school from langley...He walked up to the smoke pit at school, lookin' all cute in his skinny jeans. (my suburban town didn't have any boys to offer in the way of skinny jeans at that time) He bummed a smoke off of me and the second i heard his voice i went weak at the knees. Anyways, a couple years went by, our friendship died, I changed schools, he got a girlfriend, I got a boyfriend blahblahblah. And then sept 2009 i went back to the school that we both went to and found that we were both in the same alternate class. Jackpot! I had never been so stoked on anything. He had a girlfriend, I had a boyfriend. Our friendship began to grow again. On Halloween the boyfriend that i had broke up with me because he didn't like that richard and i were so close. He was mad because i wanted to go to a halloween party with richard and some other friends. I said fuck it, forgot about being hurt by a guy that I cared about and went to the party with richard. We got drunk, I wanted to kiss him but he still had a girlfriend so i got more drunk and met a boy who i ended up kissing. Richard and i got a ride back to my house from the random boy's friend. Richard and I ended up spending the whole night talking, laughing smoking and watching a movie till we fell asleep on my couch. A few weeks went by and i ended up getting into a relationship with the "random boy" from the halloween party. blahblahblah a couple months down the road, Richard dumps his girlfriend and spills his guts to me about how much he cares about me. I did the same. We decided to keep it on the DL and not act on it because of my "random boy" boyfriend. After a couple weeks it got to the point where we were cuddling and laughing and being happier than ever so one night ( January 17th ) I decided to be a human being and act on my feelings. We were in my room talking and just hanging out. I lied down on my bed and he lied on the end, slowly and slowly after an hour or so we ended up being face to face, noses touching but he wouldn't kiss me, so I kissed him. he said "You have no idea how long I've been waiting for that" And that's all she wrote. We've been together ever since. We're literally like peanut butter and jam.

Wow, sorry for the long blog. I'm sleepy now though. Night guys! Have a good day tomorrow for I will not be online