PICS
I'm really disappointed in SG one more time.It just happened what I said in the following blog that it doesn't matter so much about the loves and comments anymore and the attituted of girls, but more about the girl being 'famous' . I don't wanna say anything about the physical appearance of the FP chick..I think she looks special. I was wondering how someone with 600 comments and 85% love can become FP ..I have never seen her before so I was checking her IG and saw 117k followers and knew again what was going on... very sad. I am sersiously wondering why SG is turning into this.There are so many girls with so many great sets and so much love. com'on give them the chance to be on FP. I have read this huge discussion on Instagram and I really can't tell if it's true but IF she doesn't deserve to be here.
I was hoping SG will give me reasons to stay instead of leaving it behind.I love this communtiy so much but the fairness fades...
much love to the people.
xoxo
I was hoping SG will give me reasons to stay instead of leaving it behind.I love this communtiy so much but the fairness fades...
much love to the people.
xoxo
your kind words cheered me up so much!! thanks a lot my lovely sg friends.
I hope you all had a great weekend. Lemme know if you have instagram it's so much fun..you can find also there: @celinablanchette
I hope you all had a great weekend. Lemme know if you have instagram it's so much fun..you can find also there: @celinablanchette
Hey everbody.
I know I haven't been only here for a while.I really had to overthink If SuicideGirls is still right for me. I really appreciate all your cuteness and kind words. you guys are all so lovely and this community meant a lot to me.
I love doing sexy pics and I definitely have no problem with it as long as it's aesthetic, but I am not willing to show the world all of me.In my opinion some parts should be left for ..you know..the special person in ones life.. women can be sexy with hiding parts of her body and I don't have the urge to show everybody my vagina. I know that certain people on here have a problem with that plus I have the feeling that girls who don't wanna show everything won't be featured as much as others ( except girls that are already famous..I don't wanna mention names) ...sexual attraction is individual that's why I think girls should be treaten equaly here...It's not mentioned in any contract that you have to show all of you..maybe it should...coz otherwise you'll end up somewhere at the end of a long list and nobody cares about you...It's a bit depressing that I have so many lovely comments on my latest set with lavezzaro and they still haven't bought it yet..
I made a decision right now.If I can't witness a change on here I will shut this chapter...
Thanks to everybody that supported me so far you mean a lot to me!!!
much love celina
I know I haven't been only here for a while.I really had to overthink If SuicideGirls is still right for me. I really appreciate all your cuteness and kind words. you guys are all so lovely and this community meant a lot to me.
I love doing sexy pics and I definitely have no problem with it as long as it's aesthetic, but I am not willing to show the world all of me.In my opinion some parts should be left for ..you know..the special person in ones life.. women can be sexy with hiding parts of her body and I don't have the urge to show everybody my vagina. I know that certain people on here have a problem with that plus I have the feeling that girls who don't wanna show everything won't be featured as much as others ( except girls that are already famous..I don't wanna mention names) ...sexual attraction is individual that's why I think girls should be treaten equaly here...It's not mentioned in any contract that you have to show all of you..maybe it should...coz otherwise you'll end up somewhere at the end of a long list and nobody cares about you...It's a bit depressing that I have so many lovely comments on my latest set with lavezzaro and they still haven't bought it yet..
I made a decision right now.If I can't witness a change on here I will shut this chapter...
Thanks to everybody that supported me so far you mean a lot to me!!!
much love celina
about me and my job and stuff.
I live in a man's world.fact.I love my job more than anything.Sometimes I feel bad(for others ?!) earning my living with my hobbies.I'm a technic and music freak. usually my day starts in following way: Hey, I'm responsible for your sound tonight. sometimes I also fix chairs,cords...or what ever I gotta do...I have no problem with that...yes I know how to use a Di box...thanks.I've been doing music since I am a lil gal.I have seen and I was standing on more stages than most of you will ever be in life. I know how sound rely on different rooms.I love working with people...and most of them are really respectful...so are the organizers...If it's not us doing the booking.But sometimes, on days like yesterday, its a fine line between staying respectful and to "man" up. So at which point may I stand my opinion even if it means to get into a fight. Hard to say.All I learned is that, as a woman in that biz, you gotta be twice as harsh.I realized: the more porfessional the bands the more they appreciate your work and the less they judge you. If you don't even know how to use your fckng amp don't tell me how to do my job. And if you have never seen me working before and if your a misogynistic sick fuck: don't bring another engineer, telling me you'll pay him for also doing sound while I'm actually scheduled for the night.I will pack my stuff an go and fuck you very much for a free evening.The past weeks I was trying to care about everything and everybody.I was kind and very open for the first time, but for gods sake it makes me vulnurable. Yesterday tought me to become more distanced and impersonal again. It's sad, but I think nowadays people are not used to open, kind and honest people anymore.They always look for issues in their behavior even if there is none. I believe people forgot to talk. I mean the honest way. I'm not afraid of what someone thinks of me. neither at work nor in my private life. Just say it. Don't play weird games.Don't judge me behind my back.And if you don't really know me...got to know me first..got to know my work...and then judge me.And if there is any problem...be man enough and say it in my face. In a business full of men..be man enough. That's all I can say. I love my Job and what I am doing. I like being me. I am a good person. I never pretented to be so "oh goddamn evil" ...and it's the best feeling ever when a bunch of musicians come to me after a show giving thanks to me for a good sound and a plain evening. It's the best feeling ever screaming in a fucking metal band.It's the best feeling ever to have an ice gold beer in my hand, it's the best feeling ever being an engineer ."I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it. "
Keep the good and let go of the bad.Stand your ground.And wherever you go take your heart with you, but don't let others smash it into pieces.
x.C.B.
I live in a man's world.fact.I love my job more than anything.Sometimes I feel bad(for others ?!) earning my living with my hobbies.I'm a technic and music freak. usually my day starts in following way: Hey, I'm responsible for your sound tonight. sometimes I also fix chairs,cords...or what ever I gotta do...I have no problem with that...yes I know how to use a Di box...thanks.I've been doing music since I am a lil gal.I have seen and I was standing on more stages than most of you will ever be in life. I know how sound rely on different rooms.I love working with people...and most of them are really respectful...so are the organizers...If it's not us doing the booking.But sometimes, on days like yesterday, its a fine line between staying respectful and to "man" up. So at which point may I stand my opinion even if it means to get into a fight. Hard to say.All I learned is that, as a woman in that biz, you gotta be twice as harsh.I realized: the more porfessional the bands the more they appreciate your work and the less they judge you. If you don't even know how to use your fckng amp don't tell me how to do my job. And if you have never seen me working before and if your a misogynistic sick fuck: don't bring another engineer, telling me you'll pay him for also doing sound while I'm actually scheduled for the night.I will pack my stuff an go and fuck you very much for a free evening.The past weeks I was trying to care about everything and everybody.I was kind and very open for the first time, but for gods sake it makes me vulnurable. Yesterday tought me to become more distanced and impersonal again. It's sad, but I think nowadays people are not used to open, kind and honest people anymore.They always look for issues in their behavior even if there is none. I believe people forgot to talk. I mean the honest way. I'm not afraid of what someone thinks of me. neither at work nor in my private life. Just say it. Don't play weird games.Don't judge me behind my back.And if you don't really know me...got to know me first..got to know my work...and then judge me.And if there is any problem...be man enough and say it in my face. In a business full of men..be man enough. That's all I can say. I love my Job and what I am doing. I like being me. I am a good person. I never pretented to be so "oh goddamn evil" ...and it's the best feeling ever when a bunch of musicians come to me after a show giving thanks to me for a good sound and a plain evening. It's the best feeling ever screaming in a fucking metal band.It's the best feeling ever to have an ice gold beer in my hand, it's the best feeling ever being an engineer ."I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it. "
Keep the good and let go of the bad.Stand your ground.And wherever you go take your heart with you, but don't let others smash it into pieces.
x.C.B.
NEW SET ONLINE
Just woke up, went online and found my new set in MR today. 20 days earlier than planned.
check it out
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Celina/albums/site/31571/
leave some love and comments would love to know what you think
much much love
celina
Just woke up, went online and found my new set in MR today. 20 days earlier than planned.
check it out
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Celina/albums/site/31571/
leave some love and comments would love to know what you think
much much love
celina
aww I just realized how much I miss traveling…so glad that I had the chance, due to my mum,to visit so many places on earth at my young age.
though we have our differences from time to time I’m so thankful for that.The earth can be an amazing place.we just have to open our eyes. We should cherish nature much more than we do. I could spend the whole day walking around, starring at trees and lakes and flowers..driving my car with great music without a real goal..just stopping by wherever and whenever I want.
I miss london and amsterdam, I miss Canada and fuck I miss the US.. I miss spain so much and france…I spent the past 3 years with studying, learning and working..when I stopped by at some country or city I couldn’t even really enjoy it…I was overloaded with work. I gotta change that a bit in 2013. I hope I can save some money to finally visit sweden.big dream. And I definately have to visit my aunt in spain. at least for 1 or 2 weeks.I need sun. Oh and new york is also calling..fuck I have to rob a bank. just sayin..:-)
Heyyy everybody.
I guess winter arrived.It's snowing outside and I'm having a nice cup of black coffee while writing this blog.I'm wrapped up into my quilt and I'm about to tell you a lot of news today.
I have had a great but very busy time in Berlin...I had appointments from the early morning till night, but it was great. I shot 2 friends of mine and had also photoshoots as a model. Moreover I got tattooed...my neck..finally.Not finished yet but I love it so much.
I met amazing people, though I couldn't meet everyone I wanted
This steve, he is from London and he did my tattoo
also did I shoot jan, he is an actor and I met him on a filmset where I had a lil minor part.
this bautiful lil girl is called leandra. she is the dauther of a friend of mine. I lived at his placed with both of'em for 3 days. great time. she is a sunshine.
me shot by patpix, berlin
since Berlin I'm sick with a cold. It's getting better and then worse again. Really trying to stay in bed and to cure this shit completely.
oh, I shot my dear friend chantal, too. Really love the pics. I will upload a few here but if you wanna see all you should check my official facebook page
Celina Facebook
Nature is my temple, where my heart seeks peace and my bones find rest.Within these very trees, my brothers and sisters, I am closest to earth and nearest to heaven. As the leaves bloom and wither my life will end some day to become soil for vast plains, hills for new views and ground for new visions.- me
"I've learned a lot about good and evil. They are not always what they appear to be."
-Charles Van Doren
My new SG set will be published on nov. 27th...
I wanna give you a lil insight because I'm having a good day
I think I have a to do a new one soon with the new hair and tattoos...damn))
Oh and I am soo excited to finally see oh, sleeper playing in germany on wednesday...
holy shit...yes..finally
much love to all of you!!!
I definately have to be more up to date again on sg. sorry for being a bit lazy lately.
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHHtkeM8o-A[/YOUTUBE]
I guess winter arrived.It's snowing outside and I'm having a nice cup of black coffee while writing this blog.I'm wrapped up into my quilt and I'm about to tell you a lot of news today.
I have had a great but very busy time in Berlin...I had appointments from the early morning till night, but it was great. I shot 2 friends of mine and had also photoshoots as a model. Moreover I got tattooed...my neck..finally.Not finished yet but I love it so much.
I met amazing people, though I couldn't meet everyone I wanted
This steve, he is from London and he did my tattoo
also did I shoot jan, he is an actor and I met him on a filmset where I had a lil minor part.
this bautiful lil girl is called leandra. she is the dauther of a friend of mine. I lived at his placed with both of'em for 3 days. great time. she is a sunshine.
me shot by patpix, berlin
since Berlin I'm sick with a cold. It's getting better and then worse again. Really trying to stay in bed and to cure this shit completely.
oh, I shot my dear friend chantal, too. Really love the pics. I will upload a few here but if you wanna see all you should check my official facebook page
Celina Facebook
Nature is my temple, where my heart seeks peace and my bones find rest.Within these very trees, my brothers and sisters, I am closest to earth and nearest to heaven. As the leaves bloom and wither my life will end some day to become soil for vast plains, hills for new views and ground for new visions.- me
"I've learned a lot about good and evil. They are not always what they appear to be."
-Charles Van Doren
My new SG set will be published on nov. 27th...
I wanna give you a lil insight
because I'm having a good day I think I have a to do a new one soon with the new hair and tattoos...damn
)) Oh and I am soo excited to finally see oh, sleeper playing in germany on wednesday...
holy shit...yes..finally
much love to all of you!!!
I definately have to be more up to date again on sg. sorry for being a bit lazy lately.
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHHtkeM8o-A[/YOUTUBE]
Futur and stuff
I’m in a good mood lately and I thank god for it.
So many amazing plans and projects for the future. I passed all my final exams successfully and I’m very happy about that.so time for the crazy stuff now.
First of all I’m going to be at a great show in amsterdam this weekend, which was very last minute, but hey I love being spontaneous. I fucking love amsterdam.
I’ll be in berlin for a while in the middle of october to see great friends again. Moreover I will finally get my neck tattoo done. Yes! I’ve waited for so long and I was looking for years for the perfect tattoo artist and now I found him!! I’m a sucker for steve vinall’s art. you should definately check him out and get rad shit done by him. Besides that I’ll be very busy running around shoot people and being shot by people.I will work with so many great photographers and I’m so happy that I have the chance to work with’em at such a special and great stage of my life.
…and I started this lil project “the face of art”…but I gotta keep silent about that first of all.
shhh…;-)
In october I will also start working (for a while) at the studio of one of the coolest photographer I know. Soooo he’ll be my master and I will hopefully learn much new stuff about photography.
Music is going nicely, too.The reason why there is nothing to see and hear…we keep quiet about it until everything is done. logos, pictures, songs, mixing..wellit takes time, but we wanna give you the whole cake at once. I’m very optimistic about it though it takes longer as planned…
that’s it.I feel like something good is coming and I’m glad I can share it in pics and music
over and out
I’m in a good mood lately and I thank god for it.
So many amazing plans and projects for the future. I passed all my final exams successfully and I’m very happy about that.so time for the crazy stuff now.
First of all I’m going to be at a great show in amsterdam this weekend, which was very last minute, but hey I love being spontaneous. I fucking love amsterdam.
I’ll be in berlin for a while in the middle of october to see great friends again. Moreover I will finally get my neck tattoo done. Yes! I’ve waited for so long and I was looking for years for the perfect tattoo artist and now I found him!! I’m a sucker for steve vinall’s art. you should definately check him out and get rad shit done by him. Besides that I’ll be very busy running around shoot people and being shot by people.I will work with so many great photographers and I’m so happy that I have the chance to work with’em at such a special and great stage of my life.
…and I started this lil project “the face of art”…but I gotta keep silent about that first of all.
shhh…;-)
In october I will also start working (for a while) at the studio of one of the coolest photographer I know. Soooo he’ll be my master and I will hopefully learn much new stuff about photography.
Music is going nicely, too.The reason why there is nothing to see and hear…we keep quiet about it until everything is done. logos, pictures, songs, mixing..wellit takes time, but we wanna give you the whole cake at once. I’m very optimistic about it though it takes longer as planned…
that’s it.I feel like something good is coming and I’m glad I can share it in pics and music
over and out
