I am not very good at replying to your comments, you guys. -_-

Tomorrow is my birthday, and frankly I want it to be special, but also...not. Doesn´t make sense. I never make a fuss about myself, and this year I´m not even getting any real presents from my family, because I didn´t wish for anything.
I haven´t really got the energy it takes to be me right now, I guess. People around me want me to "move on" in life, while I just want to linger for a while. Unfortunately I have no choice but to do as I´m told. It´s complicated.
I don´t feel like anything. I´m not happy, not unhappy, I just don´t care.

I´m saving up money for correctional breast surgery. I almost have enough. I´ve been saving for years and years. Now I have to start dieting before the operation, in order to make the healing process easier for my body, and the scarring not so fierce.

Spring is slowly coming to Denmark, and I love it. Yester day I fell asleep in the backyard as I have a habit of doing when it´s warm enough. A sure sign of spring, that is.

I bought a remote for my camera, well, my husband´s camera. I want to try out this selfshot business that everyone speak of I´ve done it many times, but never with a remote. I suppose it should make some things easier, like proper focusing, for instanse.
Some great selfshots have been going up here and there lately. It´s tough competition.

Also, I´m a cheater. I got a birthday present last week, but I opened it already. It´s from my favorite, geeky Greek - mr. ostanine.
A book:


AAAAAND:
Mints! Greek mints! With cinnamon flavor! How odd is that!


I was completely taken by this book when I visited him in Greece, and he got me my own copy

Last, but not least, a timer fuck-up picture, because I´m a total dork:

So I am back on the site. Thank you all for the warm welcome!
I left in anger. It´s never good to leave something when you´re angry. I needed time to cool off. About 5 months.
I had some unrealistic expectations about what SG was or is. I´ve changed the point of view.
I´m sorry that so many people feel very negative about my unarchival. I had no idea I was this well-known

Now that we´ve got that out of the system, a little about how I´ve been and what I´ve been up to:

Let´s do the easy stuff first. I retired my monroe piercing. It´s a weird scar, but I sort of like all my scars. Even if it´s just s studid piercing scar.

I´ve taken some time off from the outside world for a while. Kept the people who matter close, and shutting out the rest. It´s been great, but it´s time to get back in the game.
I´ve also learned (or re-learned) to be careful about who I let into my life. Bad, bad experiences who hurt a lot.

I am trying to quite my meds. I´ve been taking them for a good 8 years now, and I don´t even remember life without them. They made me gain 20+ kilos in one year back then, and even if I´ve lost a bit of it, I´d love to get back into my old shape. I was actually quite skinny, hard as it is to believe. And I miss it. Not that I don´t like myself as fat (or have gotten used to it, anyway), but I can never get the clothes I want. Couture latex is expensive enough without having to choose the Made-to-Measure option.
I´m also curious as to how I´d feel without "the lid" on my emotions. Answer: Not very well AT ALL. I´ve been having insane withdraval symptoms.

I have taken up my photographing again. For now I´m just shooting my man, my cat, trees and bugs. Not particularly interesting, haha. Though I did shoot a couple of nice ones of my bf, actually. I want to post them, but I´m not since I have his privacy in mind.
He btw hates my desicion of unarchiving. Lots of support from everywhere, eh?

We´ve been together for almost 10 years now, and we practically never disagree on anything.

I need to change my picture. I look too cute and happy and bubbly. And eh...orangehaired.
This is me today:

Hai!