Hi everyone.

Well what's been going on in my life recently?

College is going well and I'm really enjoying it, it feels so good to get out of the flat, even if it is only for 2 days a week. The other students seem ok, they are all around my age or older so everyone is more laid back. I am also getting lots of support from student services which is a great help because I do get stressed easily.

I finally had my appointment with the psychiatrist last month and got a proper diagnosis. Apparently I don't suffer from clinical depression which I had been diagnosed with about 6 years ago which is good. On the flip side she said that I have a personality disorder and am emotionally unstable. This was a huge shock to the system and I am still trying to get my head around it (major reason why I haven't been online that much). I haven't really been able to talk to any professionals about it yet coz the psy is ill and hasn't written to my GP yet about it and where to go from there treatment wise.

I got some very bad news today. My boyfriend's mum died last night, his dad came round today and told us. It is such a shock and I don't think it has fully sunk in yet. She was such a huge part of my life and helped me in so many ways, I'm really going to miss her.

Hope everyone is doing good.
XCascaX

Hi all!

Sorry I haven't been as active as usual, I have had some emotional stuff going on but I will try to be online a bit more now

The only interesting thing that ha happened recently is that I started college on Monday and it is going really well. I have met quite a few interesting people in my class and there only seem to be about 4 really shallow people which is a bonus. I will make sure to keep you updated when I do a cool project or something and show off some of my work

Later
XCascaX

Thank you so much to everyone who has commented on my set, I was really hoping that it would get to 500 comments and it has which has made me so happy as my last set didn't get that far, so thank you thank you thank you

In other news, I am currently sleeping in my living room on the couch
Turns out the little leak we had in our bedroom was water coming in from outside because one of the drains was overflowing and one of the exterior pipes was broken. I have been telling my letting agent about the damp in the room for months and it was only Monday when I informed them that half of our cloths were wrecked and we had to chuck our bed and mattress because they were covered in mold that they actually paid attention. I am so pissed off right now coz I really didn't want to have to claim on the insurance to replace our stuff, it is the letting agents fault this has happened coz they should have done something about it months ago. They don't even seem to care that my fella has asthma and I have been feeling ill and had a cough for months. Some guys came round today and had a look at the damage, they confirmed that it was the drains and told us to take up the carpet and through out the underlay. Why the hell did we have to do it, they are getting paid to do this stuff, why make us pick up damp and moldey shit. They gave us a dehumidifier and said to leave it on for a few days to dry the room out and that they would come back in a few days to redecorate the room and sort out the drains. So, we are sleeping in the front room for the next week, wonderful.

Sorry for the big rant, I am just really pissed of with them and need to vent.

Hope everyone is having a better day then I am.

XCascaX

I GOT IN!!!
My interview the other day went really well, they told me that they really liked my work and that they would like to offer me a place on the course, yay!!

Not much else has happened to here are some vids that I found that made me giggle





Thanks again to everyone who has commented on my set, it still needs a few more comments to bring it up to 500 so if you haven't seen it yet check it out
Dreams in digital


Hope everyone has a good day.
XCascaX

Arr! I've got my interview in the morning for that art course and I'm shitting it a bit. They want to see a portfolio of work but I don't really have any, just some tattoo sketches and some portraits that I have done coz a lot of my stuff was chucked during the move. I've met the person who is doing the interview before coz she was my teacher on another course so hopefully she will remember my work. Wish me luck

Getting really excited about infest now, two of our friends got their tickets today so it won't just be the two of us this time and providing their car is in working order at the time will will be able to get a lift so more money for spends I was given some awesome fabric with smiley faces on it so I am going to make a corset with it, should be fun. Will post pics when I have make it.


Dreams in Digital is doing really well, I'm so happy, it's doing so much better than my last set. Thank you to everyone who has comment on it, it means so much to me that you like it. If you haven't seen it yet you should check it out

I think that's it for now, my tooth doesn't hurt any more and the swelling has gone down so looks like things are looking up, just got to get my sleeping pattern back to normal and then I'm sorted

Hope everyone is good.
XCascaX