im out.

archiving as soon as according to staff it is logistically possible b/c of their technical protocol la la la stuff. its been weird, and fun, and stuff. you can find me if you look hard enough.

ohhhh and.....

good luck to the girls new to this who constantly contact me through various social networking portals about how much they admire me as carrina suicide and me on this website and me as a suicidegirl and suicidegirls and kitties and puppies and tits this and so forth.

i'm looking forward to entering treatment this january. following that i'll have to study my ass off and brush up in all the organic chem and calc that i haven't taken for like 3 years and take the MCAT (i'll be okay though, as i usually pwn every test i take...) apply for LOTS of grants, financial aid, and loans and then hope for acceptance to UCD or UCSF. St. Mary's is also an option, just pretty fuckin pricey. In any case, I'm done waiting for things to happen and this pause in my education, I need to finish it. bukowski said if you're going to try... go all the way....right?

as far as this website, and everything i feel towards it, all i have to say is that i'm not sorry, i just don't bullshit like this. and rhett butler put it best:

I'm not kind. I'm just tempting you. I never give anything without expecting something in return. Now, I always get paid.


C