Well hello little monsters. It's been a minute since i've posted anything cause i've been a busy gypsy! I don't really know where to start. I guess with the coolest part:

I GRADUATED FROM UCSB AT THE TOP OF MY CLASS WITH A BACHELORS IN NEUROSCIENCE SUCKERS!



No but rly.... it's kind of important cause for awhile I didn't think I was gonna. Now for those of you who know me you know my crazy brain oftentimes has a way of getting in the way of good things so for now i'm pretty goddamn happy. I was able to counter the crazy and keep my head above water. That last quarter was the hardest for me, though i as finished with hard science and taking things like theatre art and music I just felt completely and utterly unmotivated because I wanted to get the hell out of Santa Barbara and back to my family in the bay.

So I did. Then I moved into Oakland and paintded my living room Tiffany blue and was quite happy until I realized my baby put bull Jedi could not protect me from the plethora of crack heads hiding out next door at the abandoned methadone clinic








So I high tailed it outta there real quick. Since then i've been all over. Spent some time in the Lake Tahoe and Clear Lake...



Lots of lake time actually, kinda what my family does in the sumer. We roast at 109 degree heat and shred it up on 1400 cc supercharged jetskis then I burn the fuck out of my face and curse the sun.







I'm also probably a certified gambling addict and should call that 1800 number I keep hearing on the radeo cause blackjack is too damn fun..




Got some fun new tattys too peep my tesla turbine diagram on my forearm...



Been hanging with my besty aka my cuzz Alissa whos home from deployment now.. we're headed back to my favorite place in the whole world i.e. Bacara SB which was my 2nd home for qutie sometime. I aint mad.

So what's in the future..I never really know. I got signed with a pretty sweet little deal which is essentially paying for my life right now since other than modeling I am an unemployed college grad (all too common) and I'm looking forward to shooting with Maria Simone in Spain and some other fun stuff in Paris.

NEW WHIP!




Oh Darryldarko, Silvi, Sash, Dali, Dice and Rlei were featured in Junes 'The Stndrd' magazine. That was pretty rad, my moms got a photoof me framed on the mantle with a cig hanging out my mouth, never thought i'd see the day. You can pick these up at local Barnes and Nobles!!! it's only 5 bucks!



I do plan on continuing my education cause that's pretty much all i'm good at, and I just started LSAT prep courses through Stanford law society. Law you ask? With a science degree? Yeah. I'm going to take the MCAT too, call me crazy, but I'm of the opinion that will determine whether medical or law school is what I choose to do. I've always wanted to fix people or fuck people. Haha jk.. but kinda. Like with medicine, interning in Oxnard and Ventura, it was grat when i was helping to oversee a patient (rotating through neonatall, oncology, pediatrics, ICU) recieve a shit prognosis and get better, but there were patients who didn't and you're probably expecting me to say it hit me real hard or something but it did the opposite. I felt totally detached and emotionless and humans became bodies which became corpses which became dirt. I don't know if this is good for me. ON the other hand, my real dad was a homicide detective. When I was little he'd tell me stories about his work and i'd beg to hear more and more and more. I don't think that I'm cut out for guns a blazing cop bullshit but I sure as hell would like to legal FUCK all the rapist kid fucker wife killers out there and I think i'd be damn god at it. So there's my reasoning. Going to try my hand at both things.

I'm also in the process of publishing my first collection of prose and short stories. If you've followed my blogs you'll know I love to write and really aside from when i'm going fast on my dirtbike or bombing a black diamon at Heavenly I only feel free when i'm in front of my typewriter. I've got a lot of shit going on but this is my little side project, partially infulenced by a good friend and an amazing writer.

Anyway I'm typing this on my phone which is super lame, sitting on the floor in front of a fan in clear lake

cause a giant fire has us stuck here till the highway opens


I miss y'all and I hope you didnt forget about me! I also got together with Mr Darko and shot some cool shit.




We're selling this LIMITED EDITION PRINT ( I think it should be called Carrina in a nutshell) only 25 will be made and I will personally sign and number them all. Email CarrinaSGprints@gmail.com if you want one!!!
Taking orders for the next 3 weeks! (final print is 8x12 and will not be watermarked) 25 dollars + 5 for shipping 8 for international.



Other than that Verite is in MEMBER REVIEW so check that out if you like what you see and show some love!!!. I'm really into documentary cinema and my last quarter I began writing a treatment for a cineme verite film... no I didnt finish it like most things I begin to write, thought since when I feel like my life has began to feel like a sort of truthful cinema. VERITE





I'm melodramatic clinically diagnosed histrionic bipolar ass gypsy whos constantly changing and evolving and really i never know wher emy life is going but I do know that what I do is true and most times I feel like my life is a movie and it's utterly fucking absurd.

But that's kinda my thing

Btw my BFF is back on SG. Moralee
or IG @addisonparker. Show her some <3

well anyway, love you all. xoxo Carrina