hello SG land... hope you are alllll well....SOOOOOO i figured.... it was time for me to indulge myself in nerdom and update you all on my crazy life....and also blogging is just so fitting in this nerdy state i am in.....afterwards i may play the battleship app i just bought on my phone....or perhaps the contra game i dl on my nintendo emulator....decisions decisions...either way im fuckin lazy and i am not leaving my bed....

life has been up and down.... but what else is new....id like for things to stay at a happy balanced O.K. state but then it wouldn't be my life. i moved back down south for escuela this past week....hahah and im already planning a trip home....i can't help it i'm a fuckin homebody and i love my family and my home... ain't no place like it...

school started and my classes are less than stimulating. i guess that's what i get for taking a bunch of bullshit electives that had nothing to do with my major. non sciency/math classes don't stimulate me. as a result of this i become bored with it and zone out majorly during class. with the addition of my recent iphone purchase it makes for a serious distraction. also grades tend to reflect this disinterest. i do really well in hard classes like calc and chemistry but for some reason things like oh..say... health psychology... oor indian cinema.... i'll probably pull a B or a low B... which is alright i suppose but i try to hold myself to high standards.....since school is pretty much my talent these days....

THAT COULD CHANGE THOUGH!! cause my boyfriend is buying a dirtbike. which in turn motivates me to buy a dirtbike. hello financial aid. what was that? i was supposed to save you and buy things like books and top ramen? no thankyou i'd rather get myself one of these:



two hundred twenty five cc electric start four stroke torque-y as fuck little blue-motherfucking-devil.

i haven't been riding in a few years but...not to toot my own horn or anything... but i used to be pretty badass. i miss it like hell. i would go riding every chance i got and wen i did there was absolutely no time to worry about things that were bothering me. it is the absolute number one best stress reliever....not to mention the fact that it is the most fun activity i have experienced in my years as a human being. dirtbiking please come back to me. ie financial aid check please come so i can blow it all on a bike.

my boyfriend plays hockey and it is one of many things he is very passionate about. a photo below is of him pwning someone on the ice....i kind of want to start playing... i had a dream about skating around super fast and it being really fun last night... new hobby perhaps? i'm probably on the smaller side for hockey, but im down with anything where i get to go fast and hit something with a stick

i tried to duplicate salvadoran black bean soup and i made it too salty. disappointing. esp when i force myself to eat it because its typically so good. i whooped my roommates asses in balderdash....we went out to sushi and it was 1/2 off night... i ate lots of california rolls... cupcakes were made... drinks were poured..i've been kind of avoiding the typical debauchery.... not drinking as much or smoking.... guess i want to live longer or something... i think i have more things to live for these days... i did however enjoy a large sapporo and some hot sake at dinner.... my friend amina has the cutest dog ever and her name is bogart... she is guilty of the act of bogarting... it was three of my roommates birthdays on the same day so they threw a kegger and i promptly vacated the property... i went downtown to see my good friend who i hadn't seen since i've been back in town and we went to an indian pow wow where i met a chief named dennis butterfly and he told us about his spiritual journey involving peyote.... i also got to try this french bakery i have been wanting to try for so long because ham and cheese croissants are my childhood favorite.... we went to our favorite italian restaurant as well... i enjoyed some very tasty raviolis... my friend's baby rabbit MEKO and i played... he is somewhat of an antisocial bunny rabbit however...

my amazing cousin visited from washington state. she's my best friend in the whole wide world and i would do anything for her. she never ceases to impress me. she has such a good head on her shoulders and even though she's younger than me she has so much to teach me. i can't wait for the day we can live down the street from eachother and see eachother every day. she's also an amazing photographer and she took some sweet pictures. we spent a weekend at my moms lake house together and had some good times.

to sum up my last few weeks in the bay: sunshine, lovely, in love, beautiful, satisfying, want-it-to-never-end, undying, everlasting,comfortable, routinely, closeness, security. home.

to sum up the current time i'm spending in santa barbara: disorganized, mess, cold (even though its 100 out), irate, moody, overly sensitive, hungry, lonely, manic, solace in looking toward the future

does that make sense? i didn't think so.

everything hurts.

anyway, onto photos... starting off with the most beautiful man in the world: (inside and out)



IN MR AQUI: under the hood



in addition to these lovely sets which i think are deserving of love:
Damsel, Off the Beaten Path
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Coley/albums/site/21324/