HEY YALL!! it's been a minute since i've written so i thought i'd say hello. i am back home now yipppeeeeee! i came home on monday. i shot with lorelei on sunday which went great, keep your eyes peeled for something super sexxxyyy! and then afterwards we went to one of my favorite brewerys and had a ridiculously tasty dinner. and being the dark beer loving girl that i am (and lorelei too apparently) we both ordered this special stout....it was like chocolate and sex and magic and amazing in a glass to say the least we lovvved it. so i came home monday morning, i fucking hate that drive but what can you do, now im here and i couldn't be happier.

so in my little hometown we have this thing called "first wednesday" which is pretty much a clusterfuck of people from the town i live in, on main street where they close it off to cars, and everyone gets drunk and what not. really i look at it as an opportunity to see allt he people i grew up with and be able to brag about how well im doing now, going to a university, kicking ass, etc. a lot of my old friends kind of went haywire, got pregnant, addicted to drugs, etc. so i really pride myself in the changes i've made in my life and the long way i've come. it's been a hard, well traveled road, but well worth it.

the street fair was alright, got to see a lot of my old friends, drink some beers,and prance around my town in cute little shoes with a flower in my hair (i always dress to impress) this one drunk guy would not leave me alone and kept asking me to dance with him, so i had to duck and doge him all night. also my psycho of an ex boyfriend was there and apparently following me and eyeing me the whole time... it was weird... i didn't see him at all, and thankfully he didn't make a scene, but knowing he was there watching me was lightweight creepy to say the least.... onward with the restraining order yesssss not

i've been spending a lot of time with my madre and my pups. that makes me happy. also i've been over at this boys a lot, i like him but i'm not going to get my hopes up- lol easier said than done! i grew up with him and i've known him forever but we never really considered seriously dating. i love how clean cut he is and well spoken and articulate... he's really smart, and i love that he challenges me and makes me think. i know i can learn a lot from him. and the icing on the cake is he is a fucking total james dean beautiful gorgeous man...! yummm i <3 gorgeous men. (and well spoken smart educated articulate charismatic ones) he has a german shepard puppy that i got to babysit the other day, which was super fun. everyone wanted to steal him!! but i did not let them.

we went to the park and drank tall cans (well i did not jack the puppy) with a couple of my good friends from back in the day, and then we walked around and had lunch at another one of my favorite brewerys (i guess i frequent them? i really like beer?lol)

anywhooo i'm gonna eat some chinese food and relax before tonight... i think i'm going on a cute frozen yogurt date with the boy. it was his idea.lol. but i do love me some frozen delicious treats. below are some new pictures....feast your eyes on my sAUSAGE CHIHUAHUA!!! her name is delilah..i call her lilita.... her new name is LILITA GORDITA.....but i still love her so goshdarn much.

BYE YALL! i hope everyones summer is going well=) kissses C

ps. im posting the photos my artist took of my newest tattoos cause he has a badass camera thats way better than the one on my macbook which is also covered in debris and shit....if anyone was wondering who he is or if you would like to get work done by him his name is John Woodruff and he works @ Golden Eagle in downtown Santa Barbara. he can be reached here and he is amazing.