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The holidays came and went in a blur of little plastic lights, soynog and brandy, noise makers and confetti, hedonistic consumerism, and transversely the warmth of loved ones.
I ended up getting pretty tipsy and emotional on Christmas Eve, sitting on the kitchen counter crying to my mom from fear that I will never be who they wanted me to be. I will never fit into the box they intended for me. Most of the time I revel in this fact, but sometimes I just want so desperately to make them proud of me. Sometimes I get scared that I will never be as happy as the vast majority of people because I want and expect too much from the world and its inhabitants. She took me up in those arms that I have trusted all of my life, pressed me to her immeasurable heart and told me that she couldn't be prouder, that I'm a, "Free spirit" and there is nothing wrong with being different, even if sometimes other people don't understand it. She told me to write. She has always been my rock. I'm so so lucky.
2012 started with the bluest california blue sky
& a trip to someplace scary
& someplace not so scary
A little bit of naked lounging
Some pretty awesome movies
& then your Callioppe transformed back into this
& got swept up with the manic tide of school and work.
I also just celebrated another year with my favorite boy creature. We took it easy and got some pictures developed from our last anniversary when we ventured up to northern CA.
ah nostalgia
If you are curious what his mind sounds like.
I'm a lucky, happy cat.
Be kind to me 2012.
I hope everyone is having an enjoyable year thus far <3
Until next time,
Callioppe signing out
You can find me on instagram @callioppe for more frequent updates.
JAN 23, 2012 03:28 PM
JAN 25, 2012 09:43 AM
Great pictures Thanks for sharing. You are really cute I really like the music clip you posted where did it come from?
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JAN 31, 2012 11:29 PM
I have absolutely no idea why, but that photo of you in the red skirt is the saddest thing ever.. Its seems as though from a movie i've seen before. Right near the end. Just before the credits roll.
Indeed though, your bf is a auditory genius to say the very least! Totally befitting of my mood right now.
Oh, i finally made it to the Griffith Park Observatory. Very happy to say. There were sparklers n everything.
FEB 02, 2012 03:45 PM
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FEB 04, 2012 11:51 AM
Why thank you ms. callioppe. I consider you a fabulous pied piper of words and phrases as well. 
And the music is pure genius. Melodically chaotic.. yet beautifully structured through and through. I liked it quite a lot. But yes, conceit is an ugly thing to cultivate. Not quite sure where my former virtual friend was coming from, but evidently it wasn't a good place. As always though, i find it better to get to know people for who they truly are. For better, or for worse.
As for the profile pic.. HA!! 
Theres actually a caption that goes with it. Something like, "Dude... we shouldn't have hiked this far. I need a LOT more water."
FEB 04, 2012 12:21 PM
Oh, have you seen this site?
http://www.retronaut.co/
My brand new place to get lost.
FEB 07, 2012 07:06 PM
FEB 08, 2012 10:37 AM
thank you my lovely, i love you to itty bittty bits! And yes, i cant wait for our next session! hah
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FEB 14, 2012 06:36 PM
Happy Valentines Day Callioppe!!!
FEB 17, 2012 12:52 PM
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