SuicideGirl: Calamity
suicidegirl

Calamity is moving souf.

I’m private
 
APRIL 4, 2008 @ 11:49 AM


i am falling apart.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I just recorded12 minutes of me rambling and bawling to myself, because I feel like I have no one to talk to. There is nothing in this world more unattractive than someone having a mental breakdown on camera..... although, on some level, watching it back makes me separate it like it was a TV show. A bad one, but yeah.

Have I mentioned that I'm just a shell of my former self right now?

My last name should be Bateman.

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The_Boss

The_Boss

I'm lost
June 2007

APR 04, 2008 11:54 AM

frown I've done the same thing... it really sucks
Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut guess what! Cheer up kisskisskisskisskisskiss

Reid

Reid

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

APR 04, 2008 11:55 AM

sometimes, i think that's the best way to go. i do that all the time. but if you ever need someone to talk to, you are welcome to PM me! sorry youre feeling icky. frown

stampedeofworms

stampedeofworms

USA
October 2004

APR 04, 2008 11:56 AM

frown

JekyllAndHyde

JekyllAndHyde

Austin, TX
April 2005

APR 04, 2008 12:00 PM

I've done that too, it's just I wrote it all down instead of recording it. You're right, though; in a way, it's like all that shit is only happening to a character you're watching/reading, not living. Things eventually got better for me though, so don't lose hope.

nish1

nish1

United Kingdom
November 2004

APR 04, 2008 12:01 PM

Don't listen to Huey Lewis & The News, things could get messy!

onespeed

onespeed

Hixson, TN
December 2005

APR 04, 2008 12:10 PM

don't feel alone. i've done the same thing before as well. it actually scared me when i watched it again.

Clio

Clio

SUICIDEGIRL

Netherlands

APR 04, 2008 01:48 PM

I'm sorry frown Things will start looking up again, I promise.

Sunshine

Sunshine

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

APR 04, 2008 02:23 PM

aw! that sucks ass! i feel like every post i've seen from you lately has been so happy! this makes me so sad! I wish you lived here so you could come out and play with me alissa bully and gatsby tonight!!! hang in there hell city is SO close and all that girl time is just what you need!! kiss kiss kiss kiss

Salieri

Salieri

Denmark
July 2004

APR 04, 2008 03:41 PM

You forgot to write "Calama-something" at the end frown

Be ok, alright? You are too rad of a girl to be unhappy.

CharlieLove

CharlieLove

Fiji
March 2006

APR 04, 2008 06:04 PM

Mmmm...

Vivid

Vivid

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

APR 04, 2008 07:03 PM

Oh lord.

I know this more than I can say with words.
So let's just bide our time and bond proper in May.

... look at the camera Kristie...

Lyrical

Lyrical

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

APR 04, 2008 07:40 PM

Seems as though everyone is having a breakdown these days. Ugh..

I hope things get better for you.

xoxo
L love

Finch

Finch

SUICIDEGIRL

Thailand

APR 04, 2008 09:19 PM

hey lady.

so. hopefully this won't sound creepy.

i know that we've not really "talked" all that much, but you shouldn't feel alone. i would be more than happy to talk to you anytime you need an ear or if you'd just like to chat. let me know, i can send you my number if you want.

i'm living alone at the moment so i get a bit lonely sometimes, too.

take care of you kiss

SorchaBlue

SorchaBlue

Los Angeles, CA
June 2007

APR 04, 2008 11:44 PM

I totally know that feeling... I am struggling with feeling crappy towards myself of in myself lately and trying to be positive and good with things. I hope you find someone to talk to, and start to feel better soon, whatever it is that is going on for you.

DevilsReject

DevilsReject

Cleveland, OH
February 2007

APR 05, 2008 01:53 AM

stopping by to say hey! hope your feeling alright!

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