Sometimes I don't trust my brain, but I have learned to always trust my subconscious. Like right now for example, I woke up craving a peanut butter and banana sandwich with chocolate soy milk... and now I am eating a peanut butter and banana sandwich and drinking chocolate soy milk. I know not to deny myself what I crave because often times it goes way deeper than just something you put in your mouth. Peanut butter and banana sandwiches remind me of my father because he used to make them for me when I was a kiddie. I obviously miss my dad every day of my life but right now when I am feeling particularly over worked and under loved I find myself searching for comfort in something tangible like a sandwich. Hello, comfort food.

Last night I went to see the Mars Volta and now I can't hear anything out of one ear.

On tuesday I got a new tattoo;



Tomorrow my application for my master's program is due. I feel pretty sick to my stomach just thinking about it. It's all done and ready to be sent off but just the thought of putting all my dreams and aspirations into one envelope makes me wanna throw up.

I have started going to yoga almost every day. I am really trying to ground my thoughts these days. I think yoga helps.

Here are some people and things I have seen in the past week: