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APRIL 23, 2007 @ 03:14 PM

My dog Maxie died this morning. I am so heartbroken.

I got Maxie when I was seven years old. We adopted her from a family that couldn't keep her anymore. She was the most precious labrador puppy. I grew up with her. I loved her so much and she loved me. When I used to cry she would nudge my chin and lick my face and sit in my lap. The last time I saw her she slept next to me. She was the sweetest dog ever. If I have ever known unconditional love it was from her. I was not with her for the last years of her life and that hurts so bad. I couldn't even be there when she died. Knowing that I will never see her again is the worst feeling in the world. All I can do is hope it is that she is at peace.

I've been crying all day. My head hurts and I'm exhausted. I feel like a part of my childhood has died. It makes me realize that nothing is forever and it's thats the fucking brakes.

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Spica

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 23, 2007 03:20 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss.
I bet she's in puppy heaven.

Annika

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

APR 23, 2007 03:21 PM

I'm so sorry. Sometimes I wish I didn't have a dog because the love for an animal can be so overwhelming.

I'll be thinking about you today and trying to send you sunshine.

Many kisses,

Annika

Fixer

Los Angeles, CA

October 2002

APR 23, 2007 03:30 PM

f1ssure

Cranford, NJ

February 2006

APR 23, 2007 03:31 PM

I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is one of the worst things that can happen. I went through it lst summer and can sympathize. Try to remember that Maxie is in a good place and happy. And she knows that you love her.

Izzy

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 23, 2007 03:32 PM

awww i'm so sorry =(
having pets die is the most miserable thing in the world. my cat, my best friend, got run over when he was still really young, and i still cry every once in a while, thinking about him. but, its more fun thinking of the good times you had with them, and what made them amazing. i hope you feel better soon =( your childhood is still there!
one of my cats is 18, and slightly senile now, and i'm afraid he's going to die while i'm at college =(
-izzy

BrightRedScream

Stoney Creek, ON

April 2005

APR 23, 2007 03:58 PM

I'm so so sorry
*hugs*

_Felix_

USA

June 2006

APR 23, 2007 04:08 PM

awww. you're shattered. I know that pain from having lost some of my best furry friends over the years.

I'm very sorry for the loss of your beloved friend. she was more than a pet.

melikefire

Las Vegas, NV

February 2005

APR 23, 2007 04:41 PM

So sorry for your loss. I have been through that and it sucks. I am going to try and e-mail you something that my friends sent to me. It made me feel better.

Fauna

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

APR 23, 2007 04:43 PM

Aww darlin that sucks.

*hug*

I bet he is puppy heaven playing with my doggies too!

kristynamuch

I'm lost

November 2006

APR 23, 2007 04:44 PM

Loosing animals is like looking children.
Its awful.

melikefire

Las Vegas, NV

February 2005

APR 23, 2007 04:45 PM

I couldn't send the document so I did a cut and paste here....hope it works. It made me feel better when I read it.

The Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here,
that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor.
Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again,
just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing;
they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together,
but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance.
His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group,
flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet,
you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again.
The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head,
and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet,
so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Stradyvarius

Portugal

February 2005

APR 23, 2007 04:53 PM

I'm really sorry....
I have the Tobias...
And he has 10 yo...
And CAN'T thinking my life without him!!!
MY EVER BEST FRIEND!!!!

Caia

SUICIDEGIRL

Portugal

APR 23, 2007 05:01 PM

hoo!!! I can't imagine what you're feeling!!!
My cat has 13 years and i'm so affraid that happens...
Hope you get better soon!

thejohne

Jacksonville, FL

October 2006

APR 23, 2007 05:22 PM

so sorry to hear sweetheart.......recall the good stuff and know that Maxie is lucky to have had such a loving companion. my cat was 17......we had fun though and though i miss him, i wouldn't have traded anything for the fun

anwamane

I'm lost

February 2007

APR 23, 2007 05:23 PM

I'm so sorry. I know how heartbreaking and hard it is to lose a beloved animal...

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