Hey my favorite people on the internet ♥

So I've been kind of busy and kind of down too...

Last Saturday I went shooting a new music video for Moonspell again, this time with Silvi, Plum and Discordia, and this one will be much sexier

After I left the shooting place I went running home to get ready to meet some friends for sushi dinner and after host a party my fashion blog was part of. You can check the awesome pics here on our fashion blog facebook page. I leave just a teaser





Ok, now about being down, so as some of you already know I've finished my depression treatment/pills so for the past week I've been really anxious, tense, sad and a cry baby... I hope this is just for a short period, I really wish I don't need to go back to the medication.
Now it just seems all the little things make me really sad... like not having a set on the FP for almost 9 mths now and I really do believe my sets are worthy of such... but I know SG staff must not think the same way... Also being unemployed and with a very short budget is truely annoying...

Nevertheless, my life, as ours always, is so difficult to endure most times. There's times I regret my choices, I regret my indecisions, my lackness of focus at times having always so many ideas and plans... securely I'm not alone in my confusion of life. It amazes me and scares me, but mostly I'm always in love with this gift so short and hard which is life! ♥


Ok enough of lame stuff and some random as usual










For the end of this blogzie, here are some pics of me last Summer






Bye bye for now

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HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH

muahahahah



GOOD NEWS, you can already see me, Plum, Silvi and Aeterna in the Moonspell music video Lickantrope

Well besides that you know the usual

I'm out to shoot another video tomorrow again for Moonspell this time along not only with Silvi, Plum and Aeterna, but also Discordia, and this one will be much sexier


Have a nice weekend you all

I think I have a sister from another life
Her name is Purpura and she lives miles and miles away I want to meet her so much!

Random now






BTW

boobs 1


boobs 2


boobs 3

Please SG take me to Chile and Colombia!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to meet Purpura, Anemona, Pia, Naph, Discoquete, Ellys, Jaune, Krito and all the new babes Ginebra, Kieve, Illana, Fernanda, Stigmata, Lethal, Eliona and more...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

In other note, seems I'll be visited by 2 beauties, 1st Mendacia and 2nd Liu

Can't wait for Summer:
- looking like a proper beach girl,
- beach days everyday,
- cocktails at sundown,
- night swims,
- joints by the sea at night (care to join me Pia and Ellys )


blah blah blah, it's time for me to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hello SGland

Today is a bad day... I wanna turn it into a good day but all I feel is I'm about to cry my eyes out

I'm broke, nothing weird with that, I'm unemployed for almost a year now (with no help from the government) living only with my hubbie's income that is kind of short for everything we've to pay for... specially because I'm studying (and have to pay 500€ per month just for that) and trying hard not to give up on my dreams. You know, I was never a very ambitious person but after working 4 yrs in a poor job I realized I have to be a little bit ambitious and try to find a job I love... well I want to be a fashion designer and eventually have my own clothing brand... but how can I get there if I have no money...

How will I be able to survive when I go to London to study in the Summer... oh my I'm so worried and sad...

Sorry I do hate to lay this all on u guys... I try to be strong around everyone and disregard my money issues, so I end up needing to vent this now...

I wish SG bought my fucking sets that would be such an enormous help, but fuck that RIGHT??? So many other girls in the same shoes...

Ok... I don't want to leave you guys with only my problems.

I've shot another set with Gossip, but she has a lot to do so you wont see it that soon... Anyways here is a teaser.



She also took this polaroid, which I really love.



Also, because I'm not sad all the time and am really good on pretending my life is perfect, here are some shots from my saturday night with friends, hubby and sis Discordia



I was pretty drunk, being drunk is kind of what saves me from the suckness of life

me and my hubbie - very drunk


me and sis Discordia - I love her so much!

And it's time I leave you guys... there's to many sets I'd love seeing on FP including mine Please help the girls and me!! To many FPs going always to the same SGs and we're around 2,000, come one this cannot be. (sorry my mood is really bad today)



And that's all folks (more than enough and more than you asked for)

Hey

I JUST SHOT A NEW SET with Gossip.
A few teasers, you might have already seen on Gossip or Silvi's instagrams



I hope this one reallly convinces the staff.

Anyways if I still have a set you'd love seing on FP don't hesitate and leave your comment, it's much appreciated and I do read them all


- Luz Suave


- Losing Myself

and I must say I'm deleting this last 2 very soon, there's no point on keeping them I think.


- Kitty Vader Nerd
I love this one a lot.

My cat Eric

Keep having a nice week

Hey

Just to say I wanna see Marlene, Bob, Lethal, Kraven, Liu, Jamity, Eliona, HelenJade, Celina and Jeckyl all FP, come on people and SG, there's too much beauty in this site and only a small number of girls having FP!!!!!

now sexyness

Me dancing trance I can say is quite sexy



I'm tattoing tomorrow YEAY it's a small one but full of meaning. You'll it see later on.

And Have a rest of a good week