Ohh really so much to say always...

Best Week in SG, one of the best for me ♥


Plus, I'm not sure you've seen this



My pin-up Ariel surrounded by Flounder and Sebastian, the saying is latin for "born in the sea", always by Cavellucci ♥

And now the info from the last blog which many haven't seen yet

So I've been kind of busy and kind of down too...

Last Saturday I went shooting a new music video for Moonspell again, this time with Silvi, Plum and Discordia, and this one will be much sexier

After I left the shooting place I went running home to get ready to meet some friends for sushi dinner and after host a party my fashion blog was part of. You can check the awesome pics here on our fashion blog facebook page. I leave just a teaser





Ok, now about being down, so as some of you already know I've finished my depression treatment/pills so for the past week I've been really anxious, tense, sad and a cry baby... I hope this is just for a short period, I really wish I don't need to go back to the medication.
Now it just seems all the little things make me really sad... like not having a set on the FP for almost 9 mths now and I really do believe my sets are worthy of such... but I know SG staff must not think the same way... Also being unemployed and with a very short budget is truely annoying...

BUT YOU PEOPLE are so awesome and make me smile and never give up on me, THANK YOU ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Nevertheless, my life, as ours always, is so difficult to endure most times. There's times I regret my choices, I regret my indecisions, my lackness of focus at times having always so many ideas and plans... securely I'm not alone in my confusion of life. It amazes me and scares me, but mostly I'm always in love with this gift so short and hard which is life! ♥


Ok enough of lame stuff and some random as usual










For the end of this blogzie, here are some pics of me last Summer






Bye bye for now

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