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So I've been kind of busy and kind of down too...
Last Saturday I went shooting a new music video for Moonspell again, this time with Silvi, Plum and Discordia, and this one will be much sexier
After I left the shooting place I went running home to get ready to meet some friends for sushi dinner and after host a party my fashion blog was part of. You can check the awesome pics here on our fashion blog facebook page. I leave just a teaser 
Ok, now about being down, so as some of you already know I've finished my depression treatment/pills so for the past week I've been really anxious, tense, sad and a cry baby... I hope this is just for a short period, I really wish I don't need to go back to the medication.
Now it just seems all the little things make me really sad... like not having a set on the FP for almost 9 mths now 
and I really do believe my sets are worthy of such... but I know SG staff must not think the same way... Also being unemployed and with a very short budget is truely annoying...
Nevertheless, my life, as ours always, is so difficult to endure most times. There's times I regret my choices, I regret my indecisions, my lackness of focus at times having always so many ideas and plans... securely I'm not alone in my confusion of life. It amazes me and scares me, but mostly I'm always in love with this gift so short and hard which is life! ♥
Ok enough of lame stuff and some random as usual
For the end of this blogzie, here are some pics of me last Summer
Bye bye for now 
my tumblr
my fashion blog
my facebook fan page
APR 19, 2012 08:57 AM
Nice pics pretty!
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APR 19, 2012 11:05 AM
Very pretty
APR 19, 2012 11:19 AM
best of luck staying off the meds.
Life can be very depressing, my current situation is so damn depressing (even though it may look like I'm doing great on the internet ), I cope with alcohol and weed but they are no solution.
I don't offer a solution to anxiety/depression really, I'd love to solve mine, but know that you aren't alone and I truly think you can survive just fine
one day at a time, lots of walks, meet new people whenever possible, best of luck
APR 19, 2012 11:24 AM
You are beautiful & deserving of the Front Page! Moonspell Rocks!!! I ordered the CD... I knew Plum was in it, but I did not know you were too! I love that video! Have a nice day Caia.... Much Love to you....
APR 19, 2012 11:35 AM
You look great!
APR 19, 2012 11:49 AM
wow
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APR 19, 2012 12:51 PM
You do have a sexy haircut.....
APR 19, 2012 12:53 PM
You are very sweet Mendacia...
APR 19, 2012 02:22 PM
AHHH, QUE FOTOS LINDAS!!!
APR 19, 2012 02:26 PM
that dress looks so good on you
I hope you feel better!
APR 19, 2012 05:09 PM
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