SuicideGirl: Caia
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MARCH 20, 2012 @ 07:28 AM


Hello SGland

Today is a bad day... I wanna turn it into a good day but all I feel is I'm about to cry my eyes out frown

I'm broke, nothing weird with that, I'm unemployed for almost a year now (with no help from the government) living only with my hubbie's income that is kind of short for everything we've to pay for... specially because I'm studying (and have to pay 500€ per month just for that) and trying hard not to give up on my dreams. You know, I was never a very ambitious person but after working 4 yrs in a poor job I realized I have to be a little bit ambitious and try to find a job I love... well I want to be a fashion designer and eventually have my own clothing brand... but how can I get there if I have no money...

How will I be able to survive when I go to London to study in the Summer... oh my I'm so worried and sad...

Sorry I do hate to lay this all on u guys... I try to be strong around everyone and disregard my money issues, so I end up needing to vent this now...

I wish SG bought my fucking sets that would be such an enormous help, but fuck that RIGHT??? surreal So many other girls in the same shoes... blush

Ok... I don't want to leave you guys with only my problems.

I've shot another set with Gossip, but she has a lot to do so you wont see it that soon... Anyways here is a teaser.

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She also took this polaroid, which I really love.

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Also, because I'm not sad all the time and am really good on pretending my life is perfect, here are some shots from my saturday night with friends, hubby and sis Discordia

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I was pretty drunk, being drunk is kind of what saves me from the suckness of life whatever




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me and my hubbie - very drunk wink

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me and sis Discordia - I love her so much!

And it's time I leave you guys... there's to many sets I'd love seeing on FP including mine Please help the girls and me!! To many FPs going always to the same SGs and we're around 2,000, come one this cannot be. mad puke blackeyed (sorry my mood is really bad today) frown



And that's all folks (more than enough and more than you asked for) kiss kiss kiss

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Lass

Lass

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

MAR 20, 2012 07:46 AM

Yess I spend far too much money on asos! Love it smile. Oh I really do hope we get to meet during summer, I would love that.
Chin up beautiful, I'm sorry to hear you're having a bad time at the moment. Much love to you. x

Peck

Peck

Spain
April 2009

MAR 20, 2012 08:25 AM

I totally understand your situation! I'm on the same side, and it's really stressing. In my case, is like i¡m always worry about something (specially money, of course) and it's not cool frown Hope you were ok soon, but i'm pretty sure that party helped you so much for being happier tongue hehehehehe

Lee

Lee

SUICIDEGIRL

Quebec, Canada

MAR 20, 2012 08:29 AM

You ladies are so cute!

lesabre

lesabre

Minneapolis, MN
March 2007

MAR 20, 2012 09:07 AM

Sounds like you are rich in friends and health. That is the most important.

Lethal

Lethal

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAR 20, 2012 09:34 AM

as ever gorgeous ♥

Ceci

Ceci

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAR 20, 2012 09:53 AM

lovely pics and your pink shoesblush

Vanees

Vanees

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

MAR 20, 2012 10:36 AM

Não sabia que estava indo tão mal assim frown Que pena!

Espero que comprem logo um dos seus sets, mas esse novo co a Gossip parece estar ainda mais lindo!

kisskiss

Tredien

Tredien

Portugal
June 2007

MAR 20, 2012 01:02 PM

Dass univ cara. Oo

Eu vou tentar ir pra inglaterra... evitar angola e brasil... tongue

Espero que resolvas os problemas, chorar o dia todo sucka. :|

LucySky

LucySky

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

MAR 20, 2012 02:02 PM

I fuckin love that wallpaper behind you for the set!!!!! Way fuckin kewl, can't wait to see the whole set! love

Asio

Asio

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

MAR 20, 2012 02:22 PM

the preview looks great!
don't be down, dear. Everything will turn to the better. good luck with finding a job!

Emanuelle

Emanuelle

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAR 20, 2012 04:29 PM

do not worry, things will get better
you have to have a positive attitude
I understand you, now I'm frustrated because I can not change the check sg and no one helps me
and I need money more than anything
do not worry

hornyarm

hornyarm

Canada
January 2012

MAR 20, 2012 07:52 PM

lovely pics

Zuki

Zuki

SUICIDEGIRL

Arizona, USA

MAR 21, 2012 12:40 PM

Rawr <3

kinanika

kinanika

HOPEFUL

Italy

MAR 21, 2012 02:33 PM

that polaroid!ahahaha

you look gorgeous!

hey I'll be in Lisboa from april 5th till the 9th...
I wanna meet you!!!!!!
lemme know beauty!

misterwolf94

misterwolf94

Brazil
June 2008

MAR 21, 2012 11:17 PM

oh caia...

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