hello all my lovelies,


severe lack of updates.
sorry!
this isn't a super real post, but rather just one to tell you that i miss you!


stay tuned for a real super awesome amazing post tomorrow or the next day with pictures and all sorts of what i've been up to!

xoxo
Cadence

hello ladies and gents,

i know. it seems as though i fell off the face of the planet.
sorry about that. was/am dealing with massive drama and well, heartache with a certain someone who i'm beginning to wonder wtf i'm doing around these days.

so when my days haven't been spent angry or at my new job..selling tv's with miss Keelia. I've been at Hell..probably more than i should be. and pretty much being the lush that i always knew i could be.

took a trip to boston about a week ago and hung out with Poppy, LizziTallz, and miss MaryAnn. amazing times. went to see Valencia, Envy on the Coast and Medicated Kisses.

then to some sweet allston dive bars. i love those ladies.

hope everyone had a fantastic christmas and new years.
christmas was amazing. my mom got me a snowboard! and tons of UnderArmor stuff!
new years..eh less so. i've successfully never had a good new years..ever. this one was spent chugging Dos XX, jello shots, and champagne..then off to Sidebar (a hip hop club..yeeah i know) and ringing in the new year wtih my favorite girl, keelia. Went home. Passed out, up at 830 with a massive hangover and about 15 angry texts from a certain heartbreaker..

its been down hill from there.
this coming week should hopefully be a better. stay tuned for pictures of the past few weeks.keelia and i need to go apartment hunting at some soon point, and once i get my bindings on i'll be on the mountain..never to return..least not for a few days.


xoxo cadence.

ps. i've been listening to these bands on repeat the past few days..you should check out: The Spill Canvas, Medicated Kisses, Envy on the Coast, and finally As Tall as Lions


"life used to be life-like
now it's more like showbiz
i wake up in the night
and i don't know where the bathroom is
and i don't know what town i'm in
or what sky i am under
and i wake up in the darkness and i
don't have the will anymore to wonder
everyone has a skeleton
and a closet to keep it in
and your mine
every song has a you
a you that the singer sings to
and you're it this time
baby, you're it this time

when i need to wipe my face
i use the back of my hand
and i like to take up space
just because i can
and i use my dress
to wipe up my drink
i care less and less
what people think
and you are so lame
you always disappoint me
it's kind of like our running joke
but it's really not funny
and i just want you to live up to
the image of you i create
i see you and i'm so unsatisfied
i see you and i dialate

so i'll walk the plank
and i'll jump with a smile
if i'm gonna go down
i'm gonna do it with style
and you won't see me surrender
you won't hear me confess
'cuz you've left me with nothing
but i've worked with less
and i learn every room long enough
to make it to the door
and then i hear it click shut behind me
and every key works differently
i forget everytime
and forgetting defines me
that's what defines me

when i say you sucked my brain out
the english translation
is i am in love with you
and it is no fun
but i don't use words like love
'cuz works like that don't matter
but don't look so offended
you know, you should be flattered
and i wake up in the night
in some big hotel bed
and my hands grope for the light
and my hands grope for my head
the world is my oyster
the road is my home
and i know that i'm better
off alone"

-ani, dialate

"..oily marks appear on walls. where pleasure moments hung before. the takeover.."


Sorry I havent had a real post in a while!

I've been SO busy...well not busy, but a major procrastinator. The move back home has been so stressful. Finding a job, trying to fit all my stuff (and the stuff I've acquired over the past year) into my old room. Christmas and making presents like its my job. Living at home is much more stressful than I anticipated, but my mom has been really good about it.

Let's see...last Monday I hung out with my good friend from a long time ago. We got obliterated in the city and climbed roofs...then I proceeded to make an ass out of myself by taking a face plant right into the cement...luckily I don't remember that far into the night.

Tuesday was great, went to Hell with Bren and Chris and some others. Got drunk...sprained my ankle, after thinking it was a good idea to leap, drunk, in heels, running onto the sidewalk...genius.

Wednesday...I was sore.

And since then I've been in my house babysitting and knitting and creating.

I hope everyone's week before Christmas isn't too stressful.
Oh, and everyone do yourself a favor and check out Coralee's new set and Rambo's as well!
Here's a picture of Bren and I a week or two ago!




more pictures to come.

What's the best holiday gift you guys have ever received?

Smitten. smitten. smitten.
Good lord.



...with the boy on the right.

it's official!! i am officially moved back to Rhode Island, and it feels good to be home.

haven't gotten a chance to set up too much. still working on getting a job.
hell, i haven't even unpacked the car yet. nonetheless. i'm home.
nothing overly abnormal has occured since my return..just lots of hell and lots of booze.
and of course lots of great people.
these people are some of my favorite dears..


Min


Elle...even though she's still in Albany..


Keelia


Miss Tricia


Liz!


Perdita


Mister Rosenquest.


My brother (the boy with the green shirt and the lumberjack beard.)



and so so many more!


Last thing, go check out Salome's new set!! It's super fucking hot!


xoxo Cadence

so, insanely awesome week that i can pretty much sum up with 2 words. Hell and Booze.

moving back to rhode island next weekend. so this is my last week in albany.
going to miss a few awesome folks, but all in all i cant wait to be back in my tiny skyline.


im such a sucker for cute boys with guitars..then again, who isn't?

lots going on this past while. lots of partying..to pass the time i suppose.

in a nutshell:

-andrews 21st party on monday. awesome gifts, awesome party, awesome gifts, lots of gin, punching, bruises, and singalongs...and pizza.
-celebrated thanksgiving wednesday with some friends, some wine, and a few bruises.
-insane party at rpi thursday. which started out great. ended with me trashed, fried cell phone, james getting arrested, and me + 3 friends stuck at a police station 20 minutes far away in the 5am cold.
-party at my house friday. 5 friends from ri visited. = fun without handcuffs.
-rockland county, james' show at ramapo college with hot cross, and killer party in brooklyn saturday.
-blueberry pancakes, more rockland county, piermont, and nyack then a drive back to albany today.
-right now. i should be at home in rhode island.
-tomorrow, i better be.

heres some pictures.

Andrews party

party at my house friday..

-Cadence

"How have I affected you? In every way shape and form." 03/12/04