Thank you guys ..i love all of you! And i live in Columbus. I have only been in Ohio for about 3 months meeting some of the ohioian SG's would be fun! And i would love too work with Zebrah and Harlough as well! I will be doing a set as soon as possible so i can make myself and you guys happy! I love the feedback you guys...hugs and kisses you guys! Love, Butterfly Suicide

Helllooo everyone!

It's been a long time since i have been on here...so how is everyone? I have miss you guys!
New info i am in Ohio now... so now i need to find a photographer in the area! Other than that i am doing good things are going good for me! Meeting new people is always good and going new places. If anyone lives in Ohio and wants to tell me places to go and things to go let me know! Just wanted to let you guys in on what's new I will be updating you regularly now!


Love you!

Butterfly Suicide

hey everyone i know...i know..honestly though i have been going through some shit and now..i'm a little sick but getting over it...but honestly reading letters from you guys keep me going..and every time i want to do a shot shit comes up. It's funny how that happens. But this summer there should be no excuse..cause everything should be good. I just thought i should get enough energy to let you guys know how much i appreciate you and care about you guys.

Love you,
Butterfly Suicide

Hey everyone,
I know...i know..i know..i am the suckiest SG ever!!! But i'm going to get better i promise. So how is everyone good i hope. Well the lastest news with me..i'm about to be going to school as soon as i get all my neccesary info together. Why have'nt i did another shoot your wondering..i have to get back in shape i'm not totally out of shape but i feel like i need to do some touch ups on my body. My "Mr.Special" and me are doing good..we have a little agruments here and there but nothing extreme. He's good to me so i have no complaints. I am ready to do another set though ..just sitting here thinking about it..i feel as though i'm not even an SG sometimes because i don't get on here like i should and i have'nt given a new set in a long time. I have to step my game..is what you guys are saying. I still love you all though..so don't think that i don't. I know that before i leave for school i want to do a set. So give me some ideas for what you all think i should do.?

Love you all,
Butterfly Suicide

Hey everyone,
It has been awhile since i wrote so i decided to do so. I am doing good...i'm ready to another set though like pass ready. I called an old friend a few weeks ago and i have'nt called her back since cause i really don't know what else to say to her. I feel like a really bad person at times for being like this. Should i feel bad? Me and this friend have'nt had the best of times sometimes..what should i do? Stay talking to her or let it be? Other than that me and my Mr. Special are doing great..i need a car though..it sucks not having your own shit at times but i'm not complaining about it i'm just saying. So how has everyone been lately good i hope. ummm well i'm going to go for now but as i always say i love all you people on here and you better love me too. But i know ya'll do so no worries on my end.

love ,
Butterfly Suicide

Ok...so i know that it has been who knows how long since i have wrote to you guys. So i am doing it now. Things have been a little hard for me but they are getting better i have moved from where i use to live. No it's not my own personal spot yet but i will be having that in a few months. I have to gain more weight before i do another set and then it's on..buddy boy and girls. New news i have a different Mr. Special in my life..yeah i know... i know. But this one is good we are taking are time so we can both get are shit together and then after a while we will make it official. So people hit me up and i will keep in contact and no i am not died or fell off the earth. I am alive and kick and screaming here and there. That's all for now my beautiful people.

Love you all,
Butterfly

Hey there everyone sorry i know i am the worst SG ever. But i have had alot of shit going on so that is why i haven't been on here. I don't have a job right now..i had to move back in with my mom because one of my sisters is crazy so living with her did'nt work out. But all is coming together now my car is about to get fixed and i'm going to get another job and move out on my own....Man will that be the day. Let's see what else i'm not friend with the Wendy anymore..if you have read one of my other blogs i was talking about her and that story will be a blog in itself...but that didn't work out either but i'm still friends with Janice the one in Georgia. I have another dog he's name is Mustang he's soooo cute. And i still go out with AJ we've had so probs here and there but that comes with being with someone or in any kind of relationship for that matter. I'm ready to do another set though seriously so when i get my car fixed that will be one of the first things i'll be doing. Not to mention my friend Janice said she tried out for SG i hope she gets it she should. i hope everyone on here is doing well though i have missed you all. I'm thinking of getting my neck and back pierced what do you'll think i want it i probably will. But i feel better now that i have share some news with you all i will keep you posted for real this time.

Love ,
Butterfly

Alright where do i start i have a job now at a restaurant and that's good..the job is fun a walking distance from where i live right now. but in a couple of weeks i'm moving like 7-10 minutes away from where i live now. I am saving money up so i can get my car back..i've been getting my portfolio together for the tattoo job. I have been talking to this really incredibly sweet guy he's 19 i usually don't want to date guy that are younger than me but there was just something about him. Me and my best friend (wendy) have been going to some shows which have been awesome . Me and wendy went to a bar a couple of days ago and got pretty drunk but we still had are senses after the last call we got invited to some girls house to continue the party. We get the house and everyone asked to see are IDs to make sure we're 21 ..why would they asked now we we're both alresdy pretty drunk. So we venture outside and these two guys follow us the guy i am talking to apparently rides a motorcycle that i never saw and he was 30..which isn't a problem usually but considering he thought i was 16 it was a problem. A couple of minutes after he's rambling about motorcycles he decides that my lips are just to much and starts telling me how they look soft and perfect. Then he tried to kiss me ewwww....he had no lips i can't stand kissing someone with no lips..so i keep pissed and start saying all this shit to him that i don't remember saying my friend told me that i cussed him out. Then my friend drops me off at my house and i call the
guy i'm talking too at 4'o clock in the morning telling him about what happen a crying i know i was being a huge sappy vagina..i don't do this with guys at all..what's happening to me you guys? And he's ok with me liking girls i happy with that..most guys have a problem with me liking girls and they start bitching about it. But ummm..what else has happening oo..i want more piercings and i know where i'm gonna get them..but it will have to be a surprise to you peps ..i really excited. and i'm wondering about my set but i will try and stay relaxed about it. Why the fuck am i sitting looking at WishMaster..the movie is actually really dumb but i like it. OO..i miss you guys i need to be more active on here i know i deserve a smack on the hand .


love u all,
Butterfly Suicide

OK..well i had all this shit wriiten in here but it disappeared and i'm pissed off but my best friend is pissing me off i haven't talked to her in three days and she thinks i don't want to be friends with her or something. Well i have to go for an interview but i will continue this blog cause i know you sexy bitches miss me haha. Wish me luck you guys.

Love,
~Butterfly~

Ok..so i have'nt wriiten in here like i need to ..but anyways i did the set my mom drove me..yeah i knwo that was really sweet of her. The set was fun and i hope it gets accepted i know the other i did did'nt i kinda of figure that though. I had alot of fun meeting the other SG's Brooklyn,Keri, And Korben i meet another girl but i totally forgot her name sorry. I hope we all get to meet again..and possibly do a set together that would be fun. For New Year's me and my friend Wendy went to my friends house Jerm and got trashed and as always i ended up making out with someone but this time it was a guy that i am friends with..which is weird cause my feelings for guys have really gone away i mean i'll be friends with them but as far as anything more it's not happening..but he said i made his night so i guess that's alright. And while i was passed out on the couch for about 30 minutes there was a fight that i missed and some shit got stolen. Have you ever went to a party everythings good and then this one person shows up that nobody really wants there but you still try and be nice to them..well we had one of those at the party..i call her "Blue BUnny"" because one day in High School she went to the bathromm same time as me and i had this buzzing in the next stall..it was her with her damn vibrator..no lie people..i mean damn..i was like what are you doing and she comes out and shows me it was blue with a bunny on the tip i was what the fuck..so after that i called her "Blue Bunny". But she ended stealing peoples shit at the New Year's party. But she did get me feeling pretty me and wendy feeling pretty toasty..so whatever i guess.