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I don't know if you caught it or not yet, but did you get to see my column that I wrote for the SG Blog? Its called "Confessions Of A Reluctant Dater". I am very proud and honestly am very excited about it. I just finished part II for the column and sent it in. Hopefully it will be up soon! If you didn't catch it, here it is with the LINK for it on the blog...
The coast is clear, the view is distorted.
I have found myself newly single and have thus been thrown head first into the sad and sorry existence that is the dating scene. I am the first to admit that I have no patience for this type ordeal (and yes, it is an ordeal at times). I am probably every dude's nightmare when it comes to being approachable, and then on top of that, it takes a very certain person to hold my attention for more than a minute or two. That certain type of person, unfortunately, is generally what our society refers to as a "douche bag." Yes, I have a firm belief that my "picker" if you will, is pretty much busted.
Through the trials and tribulations that I have been through since my single life has started up again, I have learned a few things. Coping with being alone is no easy task, and coming out of the security a three year relationship makes singledom all the more of a shock. It can also, at times, be an absolute blast, but easy and fun are not necessarily synonymous.
When I first became the newly single me, I felt pretty lost and found myself starting to see someone right off the bat. Not seriously, but in my naive little heart I thought that it could lead to something long term. I was definitely mistaken. He was one of those guys that we have all had a run in with on some level. Extremely charismatic, good looking, acted like he wanted to give me everything that I wanted, blah, blah, blah. In the end we went out a few times, hooked up for a while, and then, well, let's just say my rose-tinted spectacles fell off with a thud. I was not heartbroken by any means (ego bruised yes, heartbroken, no), but I did get hit with a major dose of reality. This gentleman and I ultimately became very close friends. We still have our fun from time to time, but it’s on my terms now and all of the cards are on the table.
When I look at my single escapades, and yes, there have been many of over the past few months, I just shake my head at my own antics and vow that I will learn and grow from them. This, of course, has yet to happen. Can you really blame me? You take a girl like me and throw me into the singles scene, and shit is going to go down. Especially with my affinity for tattooed boys with an "I don’t give a fuck attitude."
I am not interested in settling down, at least not with anyone who is emotionally available and I don't like to sleep alone. This is a dangerous combination. So what is a girl to do? Thus far I have been enjoying the ride. Never turning down a drink and breaking hearts along the way. It's go time in Bradleyville. We will see where this all takes me.
I have no clue what the next few months will bring. Hell, I don't know what the next few minutes will. But I do know one thing, I am having fun. Please stay tuned for further developments. I am sure that things are going to get interesting.
Until next time.
Bradley
xoxo
Photo by Lai Man Cheung Photography, hair by Whitney Vallerga, makeup by Christi Reynolds
The coast is clear, the view is distorted.
I have found myself newly single and have thus been thrown head first into the sad and sorry existence that is the dating scene. I am the first to admit that I have no patience for this type ordeal (and yes, it is an ordeal at times). I am probably every dude's nightmare when it comes to being approachable, and then on top of that, it takes a very certain person to hold my attention for more than a minute or two. That certain type of person, unfortunately, is generally what our society refers to as a "douche bag." Yes, I have a firm belief that my "picker" if you will, is pretty much busted.
Through the trials and tribulations that I have been through since my single life has started up again, I have learned a few things. Coping with being alone is no easy task, and coming out of the security a three year relationship makes singledom all the more of a shock. It can also, at times, be an absolute blast, but easy and fun are not necessarily synonymous.
When I first became the newly single me, I felt pretty lost and found myself starting to see someone right off the bat. Not seriously, but in my naive little heart I thought that it could lead to something long term. I was definitely mistaken. He was one of those guys that we have all had a run in with on some level. Extremely charismatic, good looking, acted like he wanted to give me everything that I wanted, blah, blah, blah. In the end we went out a few times, hooked up for a while, and then, well, let's just say my rose-tinted spectacles fell off with a thud. I was not heartbroken by any means (ego bruised yes, heartbroken, no), but I did get hit with a major dose of reality. This gentleman and I ultimately became very close friends. We still have our fun from time to time, but it’s on my terms now and all of the cards are on the table.
When I look at my single escapades, and yes, there have been many of over the past few months, I just shake my head at my own antics and vow that I will learn and grow from them. This, of course, has yet to happen. Can you really blame me? You take a girl like me and throw me into the singles scene, and shit is going to go down. Especially with my affinity for tattooed boys with an "I don’t give a fuck attitude."
I am not interested in settling down, at least not with anyone who is emotionally available and I don't like to sleep alone. This is a dangerous combination. So what is a girl to do? Thus far I have been enjoying the ride. Never turning down a drink and breaking hearts along the way. It's go time in Bradleyville. We will see where this all takes me.
I have no clue what the next few months will bring. Hell, I don't know what the next few minutes will. But I do know one thing, I am having fun. Please stay tuned for further developments. I am sure that things are going to get interesting.
Until next time.
Bradley
xoxo
Photo by Lai Man Cheung Photography, hair by Whitney Vallerga, makeup by Christi Reynolds
Shwayze is my jam these days...
So. The big news first. I am now an official resident of Huntington Beach. Yaaaa buddy. It's a fact. I am a permanent skater beach bum, yo.
If any of you are from the area please let me know! I don;t really know too many people down here yet and am wanting to meet people! Thankfully I have the lovely Kemper, Milloux, and Ackley down here who ALWAYS provide amazing love and support and of course, drunken nights!!
Speaking of which, here is a shot of me n miss Kemper looking utterly fantastic at Sharkeez Huntington Beach!
We also made a work of art for them that is now apparently hanging in their kitchen, haha. We are such pros!
Before I left Sacramento I was thrown an AMAZING going away bash...
Thank you so much to The Republic Bar for making that event possible! <3
Also, I have been put into a magazine! Woohoo! I am pretty excoted! I know that it is a smaller publication but I am still extremely proud! Plus there is a great article about your truly written by the one and only Drama! Yay! Mad props to him and his skills for making that happen <3. You can go HERE to preview and purchase a copy of BROWZ Magazine featuring me
. Here is a preview of one of the pictures!
I have two upcoming MULTIS coming out, both shot by the amazing Milloux!! One with myself and the sexy ass Alicee and the other with the rediculously bangin Aleon! What!??!! Hella cray. Keep those eyes peeled for those.
In the mean time I will leave you with some at home booby and butt pictures..since, well, its been a long time since I've done that.
Until next time!
XOXO
Bradley
BTW, holy shit, there are some hot ass dudes that work at my new store. Fuck....I am in trouble.
So. The big news first. I am now an official resident of Huntington Beach. Yaaaa buddy. It's a fact. I am a permanent skater beach bum, yo.
If any of you are from the area please let me know! I don;t really know too many people down here yet and am wanting to meet people! Thankfully I have the lovely Kemper, Milloux, and Ackley down here who ALWAYS provide amazing love and support and of course, drunken nights!!
Speaking of which, here is a shot of me n miss Kemper looking utterly fantastic at Sharkeez Huntington Beach!
We also made a work of art for them that is now apparently hanging in their kitchen, haha. We are such pros! Before I left Sacramento I was thrown an AMAZING going away bash...
Thank you so much to The Republic Bar for making that event possible! <3
Also, I have been put into a magazine! Woohoo! I am pretty excoted! I know that it is a smaller publication but I am still extremely proud! Plus there is a great article about your truly written by the one and only Drama! Yay! Mad props to him and his skills for making that happen <3. You can go HERE to preview and purchase a copy of BROWZ Magazine featuring me
. Here is a preview of one of the pictures!I have two upcoming MULTIS coming out, both shot by the amazing Milloux!! One with myself and the sexy ass Alicee and the other with the rediculously bangin Aleon! What!??!! Hella cray. Keep those eyes peeled for those.
In the mean time I will leave you with some at home booby and butt pictures..since, well, its been a long time since I've done that.
Until next time!
XOXO
Bradley
BTW, holy shit, there are some hot ass dudes that work at my new store. Fuck....I am in trouble.
It's rack city bitch...
(Thank you very very much to Lai Man Chueng, amazing photographer!)
Oh my. Where to start?? Life has been crazy lately.
I am not going to discuss the one not so great part and focus on all of the amazing positives!
Number one. I am FINALLY officially moving. There is a lot for me to do beforehand but I am now looking at a job transfer with Whole Foods down to southern California. Thank goodness! Don;t get me wrong, I am a NorCal girl and always will be, but I need the sunny beaches of SoCal in my life more than you can imagine. I am up for a marketing position at our Long Beach location so I am really keeping my fingers crossed on that and I hope to hear something soon. I should know if I got the position there within the next week to two weeks. If I don't get it (it would be a BIG promotion so its kind of a crap shoot) there are a few other locations in the area that are looking for positions as well. I have amazing support in my move from the leadership in my store so I know that a move within the next 1-2 months max is in the cards. Yesss!! I can't believe it.
That leads me to topic #2. I am going to be looking for a place to live as soon as I get the dates of when I start at the new position, whichever it may be. So! Everyone in the Santa Monica, Venice, Marina del Rey, general area...keep an eye out for affordable living situations! I am going to have to move across the state extremely fast! haha. I am going to be putting my house on the market and selling a ton of stuff, so that means I will also have an extensive posting in the SuicideGirls Sales group very shortly.
And...finally. I met someone pretty awesome. I don't know where it will take me, but I do know that right now it's good...hopefully more on that later!
I am extremely excited about all of this amazingness thats happening right now.
Here are a few non SG related pictures I got to do recently!
And don't forget! My new set Sofy shot by the AMAZING Milloux is hitting a computer screen near you on March 17th!
Well. Thats the newest.
Oh follow me on instagram....@BradleySuicide
Tweet all over my FACE
"like" me on Facebook!
Hugs and kisses to you all!
xoxo
Bradley
PS Couldnt remember if I told you or not, I got the job at the bar! Even though it may be short lived due to moving, I am working my ass off and loving it!
(Thank you very very much to Lai Man Chueng, amazing photographer!)
Oh my. Where to start?? Life has been crazy lately.
I am not going to discuss the one not so great part and focus on all of the amazing positives!
Number one. I am FINALLY officially moving. There is a lot for me to do beforehand but I am now looking at a job transfer with Whole Foods down to southern California. Thank goodness! Don;t get me wrong, I am a NorCal girl and always will be, but I need the sunny beaches of SoCal in my life more than you can imagine. I am up for a marketing position at our Long Beach location so I am really keeping my fingers crossed on that and I hope to hear something soon. I should know if I got the position there within the next week to two weeks. If I don't get it (it would be a BIG promotion so its kind of a crap shoot) there are a few other locations in the area that are looking for positions as well. I have amazing support in my move from the leadership in my store so I know that a move within the next 1-2 months max is in the cards. Yesss!! I can't believe it.
That leads me to topic #2. I am going to be looking for a place to live as soon as I get the dates of when I start at the new position, whichever it may be. So! Everyone in the Santa Monica, Venice, Marina del Rey, general area...keep an eye out for affordable living situations! I am going to have to move across the state extremely fast! haha. I am going to be putting my house on the market and selling a ton of stuff, so that means I will also have an extensive posting in the SuicideGirls Sales group very shortly.
And...finally. I met someone pretty awesome. I don't know where it will take me, but I do know that right now it's good...hopefully more on that later!
I am extremely excited about all of this amazingness thats happening right now.
Here are a few non SG related pictures I got to do recently!
And don't forget! My new set Sofy shot by the AMAZING Milloux is hitting a computer screen near you on March 17th!
Well. Thats the newest.
Oh follow me on instagram....@BradleySuicide
Tweet all over my FACE
"like" me on Facebook!
Hugs and kisses to you all!
xoxo
Bradley
PS Couldnt remember if I told you or not, I got the job at the bar! Even though it may be short lived due to moving, I am working my ass off and loving it!
Birthday was amazing! Thank you all so much for all of the love <3 <3
Now, hold on to your hats ladies and gents...new set, Soft, is hitting member review on March 17th! Shot by the one and only Milloux! Heres a preview....
Here is some other stuff I've been working on....
Real update soon!
Oh.... follow me on instagram! BradleySuicide
Mmmmkay!?
xoxo
Bradley
My new jams....yes, one is country as fuck. Sue me.
Now, hold on to your hats ladies and gents...new set, Soft, is hitting member review on March 17th! Shot by the one and only Milloux! Heres a preview....
Here is some other stuff I've been working on....
Real update soon!
Oh.... follow me on instagram! BradleySuicide
Mmmmkay!?
xoxo
Bradley
My new jams....yes, one is country as fuck. Sue me.
So, I know this may sounds cryptic but I need to vent and this is a safe place for me to do it.
You know how you are saying that you have boundaries, well I get that, but I do also. I have boundaries, emotions, and feelings, even though you think that yours are more important than mine doesn't make mine any less real. I hurt too sometimes. So please, just leave. Go on your vacation and take a break from everything, then when you get back I fully intend on removing myself from you and your situation as much as possible and that being it. I am tired of having you try and outshine me. We are different people. I love you and would be lost without you but you need to realize that I am an adult and need to live my life.
On that note. I have an audition to be a bar dancer at a local bar here next Wednesday. Learning the routines for it currently. Cayote Ugly type shit. Super fun. Wish me luck.
Two. Its my birthday Monday.
Peace.
XOXO
You know how you are saying that you have boundaries, well I get that, but I do also. I have boundaries, emotions, and feelings, even though you think that yours are more important than mine doesn't make mine any less real. I hurt too sometimes. So please, just leave. Go on your vacation and take a break from everything, then when you get back I fully intend on removing myself from you and your situation as much as possible and that being it. I am tired of having you try and outshine me. We are different people. I love you and would be lost without you but you need to realize that I am an adult and need to live my life.
On that note. I have an audition to be a bar dancer at a local bar here next Wednesday. Learning the routines for it currently. Cayote Ugly type shit. Super fun. Wish me luck.
Two. Its my birthday Monday.
Peace.
XOXO
So. My mom is a brutally hilarious columnist. Go and read her newest article called The Code Deciphered! You will absolutely love it!! http://5fingerevents.com/2012/02/06/the-code-deciphered/
Let me know what you think!
xoxo
Bradley
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Real update later, I promise!!
Let me know what you think!
xoxo
Bradley
<3
Real update later, I promise!!
Boobies!!!! <3
Now that thats done! I need your assistance, men and women alike. What is the difference between a guy who is considered a "stud" (one of the guys' guys who is always hooking up with hot chicks and even girls look to as a stud) and the guy who is CHRONICALLY single, and by this I mean, no long term relationships and is past the point of being a stud. I know there is a grey area in here and I need your help to pinpoint it for my next article. Gimme a hand please!! I'm beggin ya
Thanks yall!!
xoxo
Bradley
Now that thats done! I need your assistance, men and women alike. What is the difference between a guy who is considered a "stud" (one of the guys' guys who is always hooking up with hot chicks and even girls look to as a stud) and the guy who is CHRONICALLY single, and by this I mean, no long term relationships and is past the point of being a stud. I know there is a grey area in here and I need your help to pinpoint it for my next article. Gimme a hand please!! I'm beggin ya
Thanks yall!!
xoxo
Bradley
I started a new blog, separate from SG that I am hoping to get picked up as a column for a mutual friends web site. Please check it out and let me know what you think! xoxo Bradley
www.camillejanuary.blog.com
www.camillejanuary.blog.com
