"if it's easy, then you're doing it right", some of the best advice i've ever received, given to me by one of my art professors. i've now realized, that goes for anything in life, especially relationships. i spent a year chasing after the person i thought was perfect for me, putting up with so much bullshit, only to realize he was far from it. sure, there was a spark, and together we made things interesting, but it shouldn't be a struggle. i've since found someone who i love, and loves me, and there is no greater feeling..... and i'm now married to that person. it happened quite sudden, and was not your typical wedding/marriage process. being a wife was nothing i ever wanted in life, being tied down just seemed silly. i'm actually really happy, and feel at peace. you always hear people talking about marriage in a negative way, and when i get asked, "how's married life?" all i can do is laugh, because secretly i want to tell them it's so great, we broke our box spring
i've also just recently took the assistant manager position at my job. i think it's going to be a small pay cut, because i made great money serving on the floor. but i'm doing it for the experience, plus i'll finally learn how to bartend. so a little less money, a lot more knowledge. works for now.
so all in all, things are much better than they've ever been. in less than 4 months, i'll be 30. and for the first time, that doesn't seem too bad, because i'm pretty sure life just keeps getting better













some new fan art


Emerald is still in member review. it'd be great if it could get some more love, so we can share more hotness

love and miss you all. i'll try to be a little more present on the site, my life has been quite hectic this last year, to say the least.

our version of the harlem shake....







xo

i was going through photos and came across one that Brewin took during our shootfest in Vermont this past summer, thought i'd share..... since the rest of my blog will most likely be a depressing mess, feeling sorry for myself and not worth reading.


recent pictures from my life.....

so i thought i had found the love of my life. honestly, sept/oct of this past year, i can say i've never been happier. i'm an understanding person, and i realize nothing is perfect. there will always be struggles in every relationship. but i still fucked up, and started having feelings for someone else..... a really great, caring guy that i find super interesting, who i guess filled the small void that was missing in my current relationship. one thing led to another, and i then found myself caring about two people, both of which i didn't want to hurt. both of which i did hurt. the last month or so have been up and down everyday, i've been so confused. instead of dealing with my problems, i tend to ignore them, and waited too long to figure out what i want. so now, after talking w/ his ex, and other friends, "the love of my life" is ready to move on. i guess i can't blame him, but i've never been one to give up so easily if i think it's worth it. i guess it's not worth it to him, which was the beginning of problems. i can't blame anyone but myself.... so now i'm just sitting here sad, feeling sorry for myself, and heartbroken.

edited to add: fuck that shit, he doesn't deserve me.

don't forget about Emerald that's in member review.


song to fit my mood


song i've had on repeat


that's all i gots for now.....


xo

i always fuck everything up









Emerald is in member review. thanks for all the love thus far. you guys are the best.

this is the best reason for being on the site....

(..stole this photo from Glitz's Facebook, thanks love)


it's given me the chance to become friends w/ such awesome, lovely ladies. and for that, i am thankful.

oh my goodness, i think this is the longest i've gone w/o an update. i'm such a slacker and i apologize.
life is still awesome, and i'm super happy. so here are lots of pictures....

sorry for the lack of words. i'm feeling lazy, maybe next time.






dec 12th, this will be in member review! shot by brooklyn this summer during our vermont shootfest.



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xo

good morning!
i drove up to connecticut w/ a car full of clothes and kitchen stuff almost 2 weeks ago. the following day, i started a new job waitressing, which i absolutley love. and today the power is being turned on in our new apt. life is good, and i am happy, so much so, that i feel like i'm still on vacation.
in the next week or so, i plan on going back to load all of my stuff in a uhaul, and get my baby. i've been w/o her these two weeks, and i sure do miss my pumpkin.



but i've been spending more time w/ this girl (please excuse my no makeup face)....


and been spending time w/ my other baby....



doctors thought my mom might have ovarian cancer. she had the tumor removed this week, and they found it was benign, such a relief.

so that's my life as of late. things feel as tho they're falling into place, finally.

also, not anytime soon but sometime in the future....

just gotta give ya something to look forward to
shot my the lovely Brooklyn

lurv you guys, hope you're all well
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my life as of late...

went to the beach w/ the fam. blacked out drunk for the first time in my life, by 5pm, in front of my grandmother. proud moment for her, i'm sure.




and then headed north again and to cabinfest, which was live music, dance parties, and pure awesomeness.









since i've been home, i've been helping my grandfather on his farm until i find a job.



last night


i think theres a good chance i'll be moving to the ny area in the near future, so i'll probably be looking for jobs up there.

i think thats it.
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until next time

thank you for all the birfday wishes! i've had an exceptional week to celebrate

it started off with me driving up to ct last wed. on the way i saw this, so i knew it was going to be a good week

i really wasn't planning much for my bday, its usually a letdown. but the unexpected was fabulous, and i'm so thankful for the people that helped make it wonderful. and just when i thought it couldn't get any better, it did!

I'd really like to thank Brooklyn for all that she did, she made it possible. Even with her shoulder being hurt, she shot all day, everyday, what a trooper! so thankful to meet all those wonderfully awesome ladies as well!

as much as real life sucks, i gotta try to focus and figure out whats next. but for the first time in a while, i'm feeling pretty happy.


xo

lots of adventures since last we talked. or i shared, whatever and so i have lots of pictures to share.

other exciting things happening in the near future, i shall share when the time comes. also, my birfday is aug 3rd, hoping it'll be a good one. since it's my last bday in my 20's!!!!! ahhhh!!!!
what else is new.......

i quit my job. doesn't matter, wasn't making money anyhow. trying to figure out whats next.
my dad found out i'm an SG, no biggie.



oh, and thanks for the responses to my last blog. much appreciated.

think that's it. until next time

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