my MS is acting up really bad today. my feet hurt soooooo bad and my doctor won't give me any painkillers. It feels like I am standing on hot concrete!

other that that I am doing great. Did a few shoots and one tomorrow and one on Sunday!!

today I had such a horrible day. Everything that could go wrong today did. I can't wait for it to be over and hoping tomorrow will be better. Totally stressed out although it is beautiful here in Phoenix. I just want to lay in bed and go to sleep and wake up refreshed and happy tomorrow.

well my new set is going into MR on August 7th at 2:29 am. started my own myspace page too!!

So I bought a floaty thing to lay on at the pool which had a cup holder and a magazine holder in it well I can't blow the damn thing up!!! I need to buy a pump cause I can't do it manually. I was so excited too. I would see all the other girls on theirs and be so jealous so I bought one and it is usless until I get it pumped up.

Plus I found out Filter is playing a free show here tomorrow which I am excited about!!! Plus I have been introduced into two new bands which I both love. Mindless Self Indulgence and Deadboy and the Elephantmen. Check em out!! They are awesome!!

Plus I had a great cello lesson yesterday and finished off the Bach cello suite in G major. Beautiful song. Loved playing it. I am now learning Sonata No. 5 by Vivaldi.

So I got back in town from my friend's wedding. It was beautiful there in St. Louis compared to here. It is telling me it is 107 degrees right now. Only hit 85 at the highest out there. Plus while I was there I got to do another shoot. We are currently working on submitting it. Turned out really good I think. Wish me luck and hopefully I can get it up before the holiday (which is doubtful since it is already 5pm here). Currently watching the Twilight Zone marathon. YAY! I appreciate all the emails and the card especially from James.

Plus a countdown til my first set comes up for MR. A little more than 2 weeks. Congrats on Levee going pink. It was well deserved!!

finally my set is going up for MR July 22 at 8:29 am.

today i was supposed to go hang it Frankus but woke up coughing and all congested so I had to cancel. *cries* I just got an email saying that they wanted to review my set but it was missing anothe piece of ID. So I have to take a pic of my Social Security card tomorrow and upload it and hopefully things will get into motion. I am going out of town next weekend for my best friends's wedding. I hope I still am not sick. Right now I feel horrible. Took some Mucinex and that seemed to work enough but my sore throat is back and my head kind of hurts. Awww.........poor me. I took some new pics I want to post. Going to try to right now. Wish me luck!! done posted. look under attachments messing around.

i had the strangest dream last night where me my dad and my sister were hanging out playing some kind of weird bingo type game. my sister won a TV and Alice Cooper was there sitting on the couch watching. Then he left and I was mad cause I forgot to ask to get a pic with him and my sister told me he asked if I wanted one with him and I said no. Alice Cooper lives in my town I wonder if I am psychic and I am going to run into him at the grocery store or something. I should carry my camera around with me for a few days.

ok I submitted my set for staff and eventually member review yesterday. I am so confused cause under tags it says hopeful pics and I am not seeing it. So it is a million degrees here today and I stayed up too late last night and am very tired. Plus my sore throat hasn't gone away. I've had it for like five or so days now. I think today I am going to veg in fron of the TV and watch all 5 seasons of ATHF or maybe some Simpsons. Looking forward to it!! PS my comp is like two feet from my TV so I always hear the ding when I get a message. Wakes me up at night though so I turn it off. Plus I am soooooooooo excited about the new Batman movie coming out. Happy Fathers Day to all you dads out there.

I am just in a pissy mood which really surprises me cuz I got done with my friend's bachelorette party which haunted me for over a month. I got really burnt at the beach laying out the day after the party. Now my friend wants me to shell out another 400 bucks to go to St. Louis for her wedding when I just spent that much on her damn party. Fuck that and fuck her. Plus I am sicking of "dating". I truly suck at it. I'm only having sex anymore for money. I have given up on dating and being with someone ever again!