"Hating Every Minute" -Alkaline Trio

Sit down, please make yourself comfortable..
I might need some time
to dance around what I need to say,
I love you to death, I think I need a break.
I spend my days worried out loud,
I gag in my head, then choke it back down.
It hurts me inside to save your insides,
so close my lips tight, move eyes to the side.
This is the way we disappear,
it's easy if you burn out like a star,
this is the way we disappear,
it's easy like a fifty foot fall.
And I'm waiting, for whatever better, time
to evict these words that have rented out my mind.
And I'm hating every minute that I don't speak loud,
like a year laying down,
like a year laying down,
like a year laying down,
relax on this bed of nails,
on this plastic sheet, your blood leaves a trail
right back to me, a problem you see.
Would you please allow a moment to think.
I'm waiting, for whatever better, time
to evict these words that have rented out my mind.
And I'm hating every minute that I don't speak loud,
like a year laying down,
like a year laying down...