What's up sluts?
Back in my hometown for the weekend. My sister graduated high school yesterday like a champ and now I'm at the house till Wednesday dog sitting while parents and my sister are out and away doing their own things. I'm very glad that I brought more weed than I needed for my intended 2 day stay.
Been working on my jewelry projects a little more this week, can't wait to show you
This morning I came up with a very awesome product idea I of course can't tell you at the moment, but I think it has really good potential to be my source of income while I don't have a car, and it'll be really fun for me to make, so that's good too! I will DEFINITELY keep you guys posted on that
My phone is starting to overheat too much and acting screwy. I'll be sitting down with my phone on the table and it will just start going bazerk, it will start vibrating as if buttons are being pushed and apps or other things will pop up as if they were being opened and then they'll close and it'll do that for 30 seconds or longer and if it doesn't stop doing that it'll either freeze or turn itself off and restart. It's a Samsung GalaxyS, which isn't even sold anymore. So I'm forking out this week for a new phone. Planning to get a Vine account once I get the new phone Last year when I got this phone I was finally able to get instagram, so upgrade for everyone I guess. And it'll be just in time for my Family Trip to Florida in June!
Photodump from my phone:

So I'm moved into my boyfriend's parents house and things are going well. 5 days living here now and I think it's starting to hit me about my loss of independence. I know I'm in the best place I can be for my situation (no car, no job, no income once my next checks dry up) I have a beautiful place to stay, food, and I'm with my love so I have no complaints about any of that. I just can't get over my lack of car, my lack of "I can go somewhere if I want to." I hardly ever want to, but I miss that option. Hell, I think I've spent more time sitting in my car smoking in a drive-way than driving it. I don't need much But we're in the sticks so there isn't anywhere to walk to. It's a lot of ME time. I'm kind of scared I'm going to get sick of myself after awhile.

This takes me back to when I grew up on a farm in western Illinois. My parents both worked so I never had a ride to visit friends, and I was way way way too shy to ask my friends to come get me. Shit, I was way too shy to have more than 2 friends. So, it was me, my sisters that I never got along with, and farm cats. I liked going to school because I got to see people, snow days were bittersweet, a break from school but couldn't hang with friends. The country is a lonely place for me. I can write country songs about it all day. I probably will.

I'm trying to get myself into a schedule of doing stuff. I'm not going to waste my time in front of a television stoned and getting lumpy. I will be stoned, but not a potato. I'm going to better myself in any means I can. I'm think making each day of the week a "thing" is going to be most useful to me. So far Monday is Art Day, Tuesday is Reading Day...and that's as far as I've gotten. I'm kinda distracted today by my incoming ganja order, but I'll figure things out. I'm trying to give myself little projects to do. I'm open to ideas!

My set Goldenrod is still in Member Review. I absolutely love this set, I want to see it on front page! Please leave comments on it, give me some love, baby
!

i have a really hard day that i have to go through again. because i'm moving out of town and my car died on my i am having to quit my job that i've loved so much. it was a no notice kind of thing to. so today is my last day and then i pick up my things and move out of my apartment that has had no power since monday and i head out of town to "the country". i'll be back with my boyfriend's parents, there aren't any jobs out there so i will be getting creative. his mom is a very gifted artist with a studio in her basement, so i'm eager to learn somethings from her and create some good things. hopefully things ya'll would want to buy
i don't do well with sudden changes out of my hand so my anxiety is fucked up. i get sick practically every morning and i'm pretty much having to cut weed out because of where i'm living. the place is beautiful and the family is great so i am in the best situation for my state of mind. my dad will be able to help me with a car in the fall and then i can go back to real jobs. until then i guess you guys will be seeing a whole lot more of me cuz i got the time now!

Lovers and Lovelies,
Shooting a new set tomorrow with Kraven and it's gonna be dope
If you follow me on instagram (bettejeansuicide) then you've seen my location Not saying much else.
I appreciate the love and support you've sent for the loss of Jason (my boyfriend's brother) It's been a struggle and it helps. xoxo
Thank you for the love on my new set Goldenrod. I love this set and you should see why
Until then
Your BetteJean

My weekend had some darkness, I didn't want to talk about it then because my set was really the only light I had.
My boyfriend's brother was found dead Saturday morning, we are devastated.
He was a 33 year old husband and father and one of the sweetest people I had met.
I know life has prepared me for this but...it sucks.
Please keep my guy and his family in your thoughts.
xoxo

Hello new and old friends
Thank you so much for your love on my new set "GoldenRod" shot by Kraven Suicide

The day we shot was on my birthday and a crazy hot mess of ladies came and celebrated with me
Delia Shipwreck Essence Sobelle Heathen Paon Kraven and we got down in my hotel room on a fat sack of Durbin Poison by Essence and ate a plethora of sandwiches and fruit snacks. We then went out dancing and I danced laps around all of them One of my favorite days ever.
Kraven and I are already planning to shoot a swank set featuring my geek gear, and Sobelle and I are planning a dark murky set when it's a lil warmer

A little about myself for new and old friends on here;
I've owned only one pair of jeans for the last 3 years, they're Converse, I didn't even know Converse made jeans. The chick I am today is me inspired by rock songs I listened to in high school about bad ass girls.
I love when crazy people put their genius into their talents. I've been doing it lately and it's been really fun.
I love avocados, breakfast cereal, sushi, and eating the cupcake wrappers.
I had two cats and a husband, but now I have a boyfriend I've lived with for a year but he's allergic to animals so we smoke till we see animals.
I love facts and trivia. They are adventures for my brain. I like to go on odd little adventures, like when I'm still tripping the morning after and I go to a haircuttery with Russel Brand's Booky Wook and tell them I want what he has on the cover. And then I had a giggle fit when the lady was washing my hair. I love having buddies for adventures too Last spring I had a mini van full of dudes, 30-some cupcakes, and 10 blunts and we cruised till we passed the fuck out. Anytime I hang with Suicide Girls it is a wild adventure that usually involves trespassing, nudity of course, and weed (when I'm around at least I know that) Now that I think about it, I need to plan a Cupcake Day for my SuicideGirls. But include our nudity
Well, I'm going to continue smoking up and see what the internet can offer me today.
xoxo
BetteJean

Hey everyone
My new set shot by KravenSuicide is in Member Review!!

This was shot on my Birthday so you are officially seeing my Birthday suit!
Please enjoy and let me know what you love!

So, I have been sitting through this Lil Wayne drama. If he had died I would have been mourning his loss. Real talk, true story. He's tweeted that he's okay. I've learned something new through this. I now know what Sizzurp is.



and the internet is fast

I'm needing to get a part time job. My full time job understands and is setting me on a regular schedule so that I'll have every other weekend off. I want to take advantage of that schedule for a little bit and get some shooting done. If I'm lucky they may fall on some convention weekends too I've been wanting to go to those forever.
Also, good news! You get to see me naked soon!
My new set "Goldenrod" shot by Kraven Suicide is hitting Member Review on April 6

The set was shot on my birthday, so you get to see me in my actual Birthday Suit!
I got me-self a little netbook so I'm going to be on here more often. I'm so excited!

I'm not one to complain so I haven't been talkative
But I'm alive and I tweet a lot. @BetteJeanSG

Long blog post but big present and invitation to you!

Made a blanket fort today Spending my afternoon in it with my journal, krypto kush, and nail polish.


photo dump


insporation


AND

YOU are invited to MY birthday bash / SuicideGirl Meetup on Saturday, January 26th at Cam's Place on Farmington Rd., Peoria Illinois. Celebrate with me and
Kraven
Delia
Sobelle
Shipwreck
Heathen
Riversong
Essence
Amarena
Aerie
QueenMabb

It'll be a fun night! We'll be closing the place down in a SuicideGirls fashion Don't miss out!
xoxo