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People of SuicideGirls,
Hi
So what is up with me? There have been,
Some meltdowns
Some crying
A lot of laughing
New meds
New nightmares
Lots of work
Lots of orgasms
Lots of mac n cheese
Lots of smoking
2 cats (that we all know and love)
What does my dream mean when invisible monsters contaminate hamburger but all my vegan friends start dying?
Have you checked out my tumblr?
Here are some of my favorite recent posts
(I don't own any of these photos. FYI)
Hi
So what is up with me? There have been,
Some meltdowns
Some crying
A lot of laughing
New meds
New nightmares
Lots of work
Lots of orgasms
Lots of mac n cheese
Lots of smoking
2 cats (that we all know and love)
What does my dream mean when invisible monsters contaminate hamburger but all my vegan friends start dying?
Have you checked out my tumblr?
Here are some of my favorite recent posts
(I don't own any of these photos. FYI)
The things we hide from the world
Could possibly be the most beautiful things in the world.
I just thought of that.
Could possibly be the most beautiful things in the world.
I just thought of that.
Shit you guys, fucking stoned.
Leave a comment on my set Threadless because you know you want to see my small tits
Leave a comment on my set Threadless because you know you want to see my small tits
Hey lovers,
I hope everyone's thanksgivings and shopping or anti-shopping time went smoothly. On Wednesday I had thanksgiving supper at my apartment with my mom, step-dad, sister and Ryan. Then Thursday I worked all day, Friday I worked all day but then went out for dinner with my Dad, step-mom and step-sister and they bought me an early christmas gift, a new comforter and bed sheets. I sleep on a cloud now.
The last few days have been really anxiety ridden for me. You'd think the first idea that would come to my mind would be, "do you need to start taking your meds again?" But no, my silly brain picks out the wrong reasons and I dig myself into a deep dark hole of "what the fucks" and me calling in sick today for a mental health day.
Buuuut I'm working on things now. I have my coping mechanisms and I am trying to practice them and I'm back on my kolonopin (goodbye booze.)
I have this thing for nail polish now that is pretty silly. I am trying to accumulate nail polishes that have inappropriate names. For example, one dark red color I got is called "Under 18" and another glittery purple color is called "Back Alley Deals" WHAT! Awesome If you have any favorite colors with naughty names like that, send the name my way and I'll try to get them 
I hope everyone's thanksgivings and shopping or anti-shopping time went smoothly. On Wednesday I had thanksgiving supper at my apartment with my mom, step-dad, sister and Ryan. Then Thursday I worked all day, Friday I worked all day but then went out for dinner with my Dad, step-mom and step-sister and they bought me an early christmas gift, a new comforter and bed sheets. I sleep on a cloud now.
The last few days have been really anxiety ridden for me. You'd think the first idea that would come to my mind would be, "do you need to start taking your meds again?" But no, my silly brain picks out the wrong reasons and I dig myself into a deep dark hole of "what the fucks" and me calling in sick today for a mental health day.
Buuuut I'm working on things now. I have my coping mechanisms and I am trying to practice them and I'm back on my kolonopin (goodbye booze.)
I have this thing for nail polish now that is pretty silly. I am trying to accumulate nail polishes that have inappropriate names. For example, one dark red color I got is called "Under 18" and another glittery purple color is called "Back Alley Deals" WHAT! Awesome
If you have any favorite colors with naughty names like that, send the name my way and I'll try to get them Spending the day cleaning and cooking, listening to Damien Rice because I need my moody strings fix.
Here is a camera dump of what I have had on my point and shoot over the last half year.
Here is a camera dump of what I have had on my point and shoot over the last half year.
Hello lovers and lovettes,
Guess who got employee of the month? ME!
I'm super stoked about it. I love my job
I've been watching The Big Bang Theory
30 Rock
And having some fun
Guess who got employee of the month? ME!
I'm super stoked about it. I love my job
I've been watching The Big Bang Theory
30 Rock
And having some fun
found my journal! Let's see what's inside:
"Sometimes emotions are just gas."
"I was like, dude, I was gonna fuck you and you're a bum. And I don't fuck bums. I have standards." - quote from a friend.
"Krill yourself or be eaten by a whale."
"I love sliding next to you, my lips on your ear,
the bed and our breathing are all that I hear."
"On paper lots of things work."
"Life is like a VHS tape. As much as you want to, try not to repeat your favorite parts too many times or they'll become warped and fuzzy and the whole movie is ruined."
"I smell like cum and berries."
"Sometimes emotions are just gas."
"I was like, dude, I was gonna fuck you and you're a bum. And I don't fuck bums. I have standards." - quote from a friend.
"Krill yourself or be eaten by a whale."
"I love sliding next to you, my lips on your ear,
the bed and our breathing are all that I hear."
"On paper lots of things work."
"Life is like a VHS tape. As much as you want to, try not to repeat your favorite parts too many times or they'll become warped and fuzzy and the whole movie is ruined."
"I smell like cum and berries."
