Today is a new day. which is always a relief my yesterday got better. i got mad and i called my mom and wr worked it out. Then my dad and step mom were in town and toon me to flat top grill. we talked about what i've learned so far in money management (when i actually have access to my money) grrrr.
after dinner hollywood (my boyfriend) and i went to get him a tattoo and it was a good time. then i came honw to some nugs and cuddles.
today i smoked, slept all day, that's about it so far. i don't know my adventures for the night but tomorrow is day 1 of working 7 days in a row.

My ex is moving out of town today. i'm thrilled and broken up about it. the biggest pain is that more and more i'm realizing how much smaller my support group is. my mom is pretty much on his side. all my friends i had before december i had met through him. and since i'm a broke ass girl that isn't on the market no one in my crew has any interest in me. It's really just me, hollywood, and my dad and stepmom when they're in town. I am so thankful for my work family, and my sg family.

oh hey guys, just shot a new set yesterday soooo keep your eyes peeled! bigger blog with more pics soon!

Things i've taken to heart.
don't let anyone say "i told you so. they don't know you nor what you are going through.

my life is a complete turnaround from a year ago. but it's been that way since 2006. i like change. i like adventure and i hate boredom. if i won the lottery i'd pay off my bills, get a tiny house with a big ass porch for my headquarters and then i'd travel minimalistic style nothibg but what i can carry on my back and wherever i end up when i run out of money is where i'll live.

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Blogging from my only source of internet (my smartypants phone). I can see why girls photo blog so much! and i really do think the pictures i've shot so far explains a lot about me right now.
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Hey friends!i have two tumblr blogs; my sex blogs, and my tumblr. as for my instagram my screenname is bettejeansuicide. i have a day off with hollywood so i'm watching him sleep and will prolly koala up to him. :3

Living life a day at a time. i'm doing excellent with my job so i am very happy about that. living with my dude, hollywood, still and things are going swimmingly.
i just got a phone today that has a data plan so i am tumbling up a storm and got an instagram account.

I'm at my mom's house for the weekend which means that having the munchies is like winning the lottery, and I finally have access to a real computer as to an ipod touch. fortunately i haven't missed much I am loving my minimalist lifestyle. I could grab all my possessions and leave for anywhere in the country in an hour. I could grab all my possessions, drop what i can't fit into a duffel bag off at the goodwill, and leave for anywhere in the country in an hour. It's very freeing, but also lets the mind wander a little too much. It makes the flight response a little itchy and you try not to scratch it. Just take it. Deal with it.
My meds are working out way better. I can deal with things that would usually shut me down, such as an unwanted text. Sure at first my response will be anxiety but I straighten myself out and handle it. I have a wonderful guy for a support system and we just take life a day at a time.
I'm journaling the shit out of my journal. It's such a relief. I'm smoking the fuck out of some amazing bud lately. And my nympho needs are being met daily, which is awesome except for when I'm away for a weekend. frustrated.
if I could explain my life in 3 movies at the moment it would be:
finding nemo
the dark knight
an american tail: fivel goes west

yep.
strawberry kush
i love you.

What's up friends?
I'm just chilling at my new crib with my new guy watching Finding Nemo for the umpteenth time. We live watching it on various recreational adventures. I'm on the Hollywood workout which basically consists of getting it in every fucking day. :3
Today was a day off and I enjoyed a morning workout in the cumnasium, a little blunt cruise, watched Happy Feet, took a nap, then grabbed my mang for some frolf.
I'm living in a minimalist dream. I have 2 laundry baskets of clothes, my pillow, and 2 quilts. I have an my journal, an xbox, some games and a pile of tv series on DVD. And that's my possessions at the moment. I'm donating all my clothes left at my old place to a women's shelter
My dad is going to be helping me trade my van in for a more efficient car. I've figured out what my triggers are when it comes to my depression/anxiety/mania issues. I'm experiencing a lot of self discipline. My work discipine is transferring into financial discipline, mindfulness, and fitness discipline. I have no internet unless my iPod gets wireless from my boy's iPhone. I'm going to try and sell my cameras and get an iPad.
Hope all is well.

Hey mangs,
Just checking in. Things are going well with where I'm staying. So much eye candy. So much sexy time.
I'm pretty geeked out at the moment. Dudes are playing left 4 dead. I'm melting into the couch.
Okay bye.