BetteJean My heart goes out to Moore, OK and everyone who has been effected by the storms this week. So much loss, I cry watching the news.
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This sounds so morbid but I had share with you.
I am waiting for death to call.
It's just so odd to me. I don't think I've waited for death like this. Death has surprised me many times. Surprise, your U.S. History partner drove off a bridge and drowned! Looks like you'll give your project due today alone. Surprise, your friend drove his car off a ravine and is brain dead, his parents pulled the plug, it's a good thing you paid back that dollar he lent you the week before. My classmates and I spent my high school years afraid of dying as virgins. Relief was sighed when we found out cherries were popped but tears were on several desk tops when we had to stare at empty seats.
Once you're out of high school the next worry is "will I accomplish/live/fuck/travel/earn/love enough before I die?" We hastily fill our lives with memories/money/passport stamps/bed post notches/children that we one day choke on it and die.
I digress, waiting for death is an awkward thing. It's like waiting for the guy to call back but in this case you can't call them when you've waited long enough. Well, you can but. Nevermind.
How do you want to go? By surprise or by waiting?
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I am waiting for death to call.
It's just so odd to me. I don't think I've waited for death like this. Death has surprised me many times. Surprise, your U.S. History partner drove off a bridge and drowned! Looks like you'll give your project due today alone. Surprise, your friend drove his car off a ravine and is brain dead, his parents pulled the plug, it's a good thing you paid back that dollar he lent you the week before. My classmates and I spent my high school years afraid of dying as virgins. Relief was sighed when we found out cherries were popped but tears were on several desk tops when we had to stare at empty seats.
Once you're out of high school the next worry is "will I accomplish/live/fuck/travel/earn/love enough before I die?" We hastily fill our lives with memories/money/passport stamps/bed post notches/children that we one day choke on it and die.
I digress, waiting for death is an awkward thing. It's like waiting for the guy to call back but in this case you can't call them when you've waited long enough. Well, you can but. Nevermind.
How do you want to go? By surprise or by waiting?
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How? Like a piano falling on me from top of a skyscraper.
No waiting please.
You take care ok. 
OCT 22, 2010 10:42 PM
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HOPEFUL
Plymouth, WI
OCT 22, 2010 10:42 PM
Idk , I know I need to outlive these parrots really. They are such mommy babies and want to take everyone elses arms off 
Idk what with them if I die. No one wants them and they would be so neglected. 
I'll have to start drinking Oil Of Olay and hope that helps me live another 100 years at least. 
I just hope you are ok. I read your last blog too. Maybe a good decision if Gram isn't coherent.
xoxoxo
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