there are times where the simple words that cross my screen wrench my heart, making me wish that i understood... that there was more than just pixelated and emoticoned expressions to offer.

sleep well............

hope you're feeling better dude...

emergency room?... hopefully nothing too serious

either way, good to see they let you go and you thought of us

Wow, very cool way to express your feelings. I hate emergency rooms! Sometimes I have to bring Tunie in when she has a very serious migrane that her meds can't stop! $50 a pop at the ER. I hope you are feeling better! Take care Beautiful! u!

hi ......

I thought the funniest thing about my several emergency room visits were the bills.

8 bucks for a sheet that covers the cot deal they wheel you in on. 8 whole dollars, I think they import them from Mars. That's the only possible way those things cost 8 bucks.

Atavan is some serious shit. I was given 1mg after witnessing a dear friend's suicide and I was OUT in exactly 30 minutes. I took the pill and then when on the phone with my friend who was consoling me and next thing I knew I heard that noise right in my ear that the phone's been off the hook for a while. That woke me up.

Why did you require the ER and the Atavan?

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Sigh. I miss you. And I am worried about you.

The blank page is often my enemy as well.

I have much more I would like to say. But I don't know where to begin or how to say it right.

Benni, I miss you too. Much more than you'll ever know.

And I too worry about you. If there is anything I can do, please say the word.

i hope you are ok, chatting with you always makes my day

I've been absent, did I miss something? I can't find anything.... what happened??!!

my dad takes lorazepam, which is basically a generic form of atavan. he constantly has trouble sleeping.

i hope your life sees some sunshine soon. you've been so down, it seems.