ah, to update. the initial blank page is always something i wrestle with. lets break the ice with a photo, shall we?



okay. did that make it easier? no? damn. i gave it a shot, anyways.

preparing for a long drive tomorrow... my second annual trip to detroit for the motor city tattoo expo. when this convention rolled around last year, i was still floating around in the purgatory that is limbo... but this year... no, my friends. this year, as an sg, i have connections.

i have... friends.

the lovely SG Kira is housing me. ive never actually met her, but i must say, if her phone personality is anything like she is in "real life", she and i are going to get along just fine. she sounds absolutely adorable, and is sweet as pie. i mean, she's gotta be. who else houses a total stranger? albeit one who spends a phenomenal amount of time nekkid on the internet, but still...


i think this is one of my favorite pictures of tegan, ever. come back to me, my pretty missus. i need a hug.

yesterday (i think it was yesterday, my concept of time has never been... well, accurate is giving it more credit than is due) i talked to the stunning NicoleLee. i get to meet her this weekend, as well. how the fuck did i get so lucky as to be surrounded by so many beautiful ladies? goddamn. i cant wait. my impatience is going to make the drive extra long.

a special thanks to fuck for helping me with accomodations and hooking me up with BOTH of the aforementioned women (who im going to oggle, profusely, all weekend).



godammit, tegan, i said COME BACK!



if you had no toilet paper, you would look this sad too.





for being as sad as ive been for a long, long time... im actually feeling good. im feeling happy. the more people act like assholes, the easier it is for me to shut them off...

and shuttting people off gives me the opportunity to focus on the good things in my life...

and to realize that ive done a fucking good job of getting my life back on track...

and hell. im going to detroit, to oggle beautiful tattooed men and women. im a lucky fucking girl this weekend.

imonna buy my friends a round.

and dammit, tegan, COME BACK TO ME!