SuicideGirl: Benni
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Benni likes and her retarded cat. God he's fuzzy.

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SEPTEMBER 13, 2004 @ 10:45 AM



i am addicted to jamba juice, but i cannot find one. frown



those dippin' dots, or "ice cream of the future", are really freakin cold. try them. i dare you. you'll need about a gallon of water and a medic. but theyre daaaaaaaaamn good. tongue


and this again, because not only is LITHIUM_PICNIC amazing, but so is this picture... and i feel the need to feel pretty. blackeyed

lately ive been missing my skin. this is the first time in... well... ever... that ive second guessed my decision to decorate myself like i do. i've been catching a lot of flak from customers, and fielding a lot of shitty questions... i have to keep telling myself that no ones opinions matter but mine... but then i look at myself in the mirror and wonder if i wouldnt be prettier or better without them...

but i fucking love them. a dilemma. blackeyed well, i suppose there's no dilemma involved, since they're not going anywhere... except for that one, and he's not going quietly.

ive just been down. i need the hot weather to subside into fall...

maybe its actually BECAUSE fall is coming. im so nostalgic... im thinking about people i havent talked to in ages... places that i havent gone back to but should... i miss being a kid and not knowing anything about anything... being fearless and innocent and wonderful...

not to say that i was wonderful. heh.

i went to a baby shower... such was my purpose in iowa. one of my good friends is filled to the brim with baby. i was sitting next to her, and i had these moments of terror where i would look at her ginormous belly and panic... because theres a person in there. that's scary alien type shit.

i never realize how much i miss her until i have to say goodbye again. blackeyed

i think i'm going to go back to bed and cuddle my pillow. today marks day two in an eight day stretch with no days off...

i truly am out of my mind.



blackeyed

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MoralityDies

MoralityDies

Berkeley, CA
October 2003

SEP 13, 2004 12:16 PM

i dont know how you could begin to question the tattoos. all you have to do is take a look at any of the pictures taken of you to see how beautiful the work is. i fucking love it. love

when are you coming back to picnic land????? mad mad

papawheelie

papawheelie

Fisty, KY
February 2003

SEP 13, 2004 12:20 PM

well, you know, I'll tell you what. in the name of science and all, I'll be happy to examine every square inch of your body and give my honest opinion about how your tattoo's make you look. sure it would be a chore and all but for you I'd do it, and I'd be sure to be very meticulous in case I find a place where the ink might be slightly offensive or off-putting so make sure you've got like you know, a couple of free hours or so....


I just got some new ink while I was in seattle, so to be fair you can do the same for me sometime and we'll just call it even...

DrStinkypants

DrStinkypants

Saint Paul, MN
October 2002

SEP 13, 2004 12:22 PM

hehe, ball.
you said ball.

its ok, youre not a dancing monkey here for my pleasure. if anything, IM the dancing money. ooo aaa

How was Iowa, smoothie tastic? i have to say thats the first picture ive ever seen of you on here that actually looks like you. well done! i think ill save it for uhm... posterity. and cause i like to look at it. blush um, right
love you.

DrStinkypants

DrStinkypants

Saint Paul, MN
October 2002

SEP 13, 2004 12:26 PM

you are pretty.
but i like you cause you are awesome

DrStinkypants

DrStinkypants

Saint Paul, MN
October 2002

SEP 13, 2004 12:26 PM

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MoralityDies

MoralityDies

Berkeley, CA
October 2003

SEP 13, 2004 12:28 PM

you can definetly stay with us. my couch in the most comfy couch ever known to man, and i will have the freezer filled with hot pockets.

i miss you not being around every day to journal bomb, but i know you have to take care of your shit. hope your making some $$$. mad wink

Diablolipop

Diablolipop

Forest Lake, MN
February 2004

SEP 13, 2004 12:36 PM

thanks and i too am glad i am not cosmic dust at the moment. as for the dots there dammn cold but there damn good too. look in the mirrior the next time you wanna feel pretty and cheer up you it will be october soon.. you can tell by all the Halloween shit they already have up in wal-mart! fuckers....

MoralityDies

MoralityDies

Berkeley, CA
October 2003

SEP 13, 2004 12:47 PM

yea!!! i get to make benners year!!.....maybe.

im calling you benners from now on. cool? ha! mad mad

quietlythere

quietlythere

USA
June 2004

SEP 13, 2004 01:07 PM

hang in there sweety, and fuck what everyone else thinks, be yourself kiss

Amanda

Amanda

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

SEP 13, 2004 01:38 PM

Your ultra humpable love . Dont give yourself such an hard time you perfectly purt painted pretty lady you.
kiss kiss kiss

thehighestpower

thehighestpower

Minneapolis, MN
October 2003

SEP 13, 2004 01:49 PM

whoa i used to go to down in the valley all the time
even since ive started moving around the country it still my fav cd store
and or every one of the haters there one of us who love your tats

thehighestpower

thehighestpower

Minneapolis, MN
October 2003

SEP 13, 2004 02:03 PM

yer neat too wink

sapient_fool

sapient_fool

Minneapolis, MN
February 2004

SEP 13, 2004 02:11 PM

I heart my tatoo'd lady... smile smile smile ARRR!!! smile

chuckgelman

chuckgelman

New York, NY
July 2004

SEP 13, 2004 02:39 PM

i love dippin dots. i haven't had those in forever. i think the ink looks great. one think i've learned is that customers in general are always wrong.

Charley

Charley

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

SEP 13, 2004 02:41 PM

eeek That is weird I was watching a heavily pregnant lady today in the street and I told my friend I was scared of her big egg like alien tummy tongue it really freaks me out for some reason!

You have some of the best decorated skin I have ever seen, don't let anyone make you feel shit about it darlin mad


kiss love kiss

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