SuicideGirl: Benni
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Benni is a 30 year-old SuicideGirl.

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SEPTEMBER 13, 2004 @ 10:45 AM



i am addicted to jamba juice, but i cannot find one. frown



those dippin' dots, or "ice cream of the future", are really freakin cold. try them. i dare you. you'll need about a gallon of water and a medic. but theyre daaaaaaaaamn good. tongue


and this again, because not only is LITHIUM_PICNIC amazing, but so is this picture... and i feel the need to feel pretty. blackeyed

lately ive been missing my skin. this is the first time in... well... ever... that ive second guessed my decision to decorate myself like i do. i've been catching a lot of flak from customers, and fielding a lot of shitty questions... i have to keep telling myself that no ones opinions matter but mine... but then i look at myself in the mirror and wonder if i wouldnt be prettier or better without them...

but i fucking love them. a dilemma. blackeyed well, i suppose there's no dilemma involved, since they're not going anywhere... except for that one, and he's not going quietly.

ive just been down. i need the hot weather to subside into fall...

maybe its actually BECAUSE fall is coming. im so nostalgic... im thinking about people i havent talked to in ages... places that i havent gone back to but should... i miss being a kid and not knowing anything about anything... being fearless and innocent and wonderful...

not to say that i was wonderful. heh.

i went to a baby shower... such was my purpose in iowa. one of my good friends is filled to the brim with baby. i was sitting next to her, and i had these moments of terror where i would look at her ginormous belly and panic... because theres a person in there. that's scary alien type shit.

i never realize how much i miss her until i have to say goodbye again. blackeyed

i think i'm going to go back to bed and cuddle my pillow. today marks day two in an eight day stretch with no days off...

i truly am out of my mind.



blackeyed

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SillyZebra

SillyZebra

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:27 AM

my opinion matters... and i think you are a very beautiful person inside and out ....
ok outside ur waaaaaaaaayyyy fukn beautiful.... look @ that face,,,,, oohhhh love love love love love love love love love


fdnymedic

fdnymedic

Brooklyn, NY
December 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:27 AM

im sorry to hear you feeling like this. hope youfeel better soon.!!!
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

joneequest

joneequest

India
September 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:27 AM

biggrin !

Synnove

Synnove

SUICIDEGIRL

New Brunswick, Canada

SEP 13, 2004 11:30 AM

i had a really, REALLY, severe ear infection... you can read my previous journal for all the details. blackeyed

Rylie

Rylie

HOPEFUL

Minneapolis, MN

SEP 13, 2004 11:31 AM

i like jamba juice too. and your ink. your ink makesme jealose to the extreme. boogah! bok

fdnymedic

fdnymedic

Brooklyn, NY
December 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:32 AM

yes just keep thinkin about that. and remember there is someone thinking about you and cares for you deeply.
love

joneequest

joneequest

India
September 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:37 AM

that is so coo', you rool!

joneequest

joneequest

India
September 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:38 AM

not that you didn't already...

PaleEnchantress

Paleenchantress

Adams, MA
April 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:41 AM

i LOVE all of your pics sweetie ~ you are a dream ! kiss

cipher

cipher

Saint Paul, MN
July 2004

SEP 13, 2004 11:43 AM

Many, many of them. Jamba Juices, that is. Take a stroll through downtown Minneapolis' skyway system, you'll pass like 8 of them.

Rylie

Rylie

HOPEFUL

Minneapolis, MN

SEP 13, 2004 11:46 AM

are you kidding me??? YES! there is one on lake calhoun in the whole foods store, I know of two in the city center downtown.

ahh! lemme think...

I think there is one in ridgedale mall, that one I'm not SURE of.

sapphire and I were lusting after your tattoo's this weekend, we both want full back ones. tattoos=hot, and I'm sure you still have pleanty of uncolored skin to look at when you need to.

oink I want a pet pig.
well, actually I wanta pygmy goat, but theres no goat smiley, so for now, oink pig.

SillyZebra

SillyZebra

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:48 AM

its just how we are..nothing learned...
but its only for those we feel are special enough to make smile..
love love love love

SillyZebra

SillyZebra

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

SEP 13, 2004 11:54 AM

ring ..ring... ring... smile love

i gotto go do sum work... frown

tarzan

tarzan

I'm lost
February 2004

SEP 13, 2004 12:12 PM

i think you look pretty in the jamba juice and dippindots pics to. shure your not all dolled up like in the picnic pic, but you cant hide true beauty kiss thats what i say

and if people dont like you, fuck them. cause their assholes and enjoy taking mouth fulls of asscock puke

try and chinup kiddo, day two, then morrows day three adn that means that its almost half over
now get out there and ARRR!!! some bootay

cipher

cipher

Saint Paul, MN
July 2004

SEP 13, 2004 12:14 PM

No, that wouldn't make you a bad person at all, because it's true. Though I was thinking of alcohol.

A quick search reveals one in Edina, one in Minnetonka, four in downtown Minne (I exaggerated...how odd), and one in St. Paul. 1577 Grand Avenue, according to the website. While I know Grand very well, I don't remember seeing that...by the addy, it must be near the Pottery Barn and all that crap. Enjoy.

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