SuicideGirl: Benni
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Benni likes Everything i'm not supposed to be... did she mention she heart abstinance..?.

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MAY 11, 2004 @ 01:26 PM


curled up... on the sofa...
with your tail between your legs...
i won't pretend that i know you,
but i wish that one time...
i could get inside your head.

all the treasures that you're hiding...
and all your secrets never safe...
are adding up to lines of frustration,
i read it on your face.

you know i love you, even when you
run away from me
and i don't wanna chase you anymore.
so if you have to go away then
i won't make you stay...
just lie awake and listen for the door.

with a lack of direction...
with eyes sad and red...
in need of affection,
you wind up on my bed...

and all the treasures that you're hiding...
you know they're never safe with me.
won't let you be my god,
won't let you be my slave...
what else is there left to be?

you know i love you, even when you
run away from me...
and i don't wanna chase you anymore.
so if you have to go away then
i won't make you stay...
just lie awake and listen for the door.


*sigh* blush

aww... these are lyrics from a song by the burden brothers... i wish i could claim them as mine, but if you can listen to this song... the music makes it so much more poignant... it's one of my favorites...

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Diablolipop

Diablolipop

Forest Lake, MN
February 2004

MAY 12, 2004 01:51 PM

hey im a comment whore too ... do i need to repent for that or somthing... ah who cares i got ringside seats in hell.

im a whore a comment whore and i dont care who knows.

thecowboy

thecowboy

Bozeman, MT
June 2003

MAY 12, 2004 02:36 PM

hmmmm.. im not usually into love songs, but that ones good..but you see that its bittersweet because now i want some lovin, but...nope..cupid hates me..dammit.

lovitch

lovitch

Reseda, CA
March 2004

MAY 12, 2004 03:37 PM

I was like right on cool. Then you break the news whatever

[Edited on May 12, 2004 3:37PM]

relapsed_eric

relapsed_eric

Minneapolis, MN
February 2004

MAY 12, 2004 06:10 PM

hey...i am looking for persons to model for me in the cities here, check the TCSG board...nothing pornographic or risque, just working on my design portfolio and need some new faces...was wondering if you're available ever and how much you might charge as a modelling fee.
let me know.
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billybillybilly

billybillybilly

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

MAY 12, 2004 07:29 PM

furburger...

coitus (the bear)...

puke





I solemly swear to never use that second word on your journal again...except I prolly will. Sorry.

grizz3rd

grizz3rd

Clearwater, FL
February 2004

MAY 12, 2004 08:09 PM

I missed being able to read your journal while I was in the Keys. I had a lot of fun but I missed hearing about you life. how is the arm healing up?

thelefthand

thelefthand

Duluth, MN
March 2004

MAY 12, 2004 08:18 PM

moral soldier seems to be the bigger comment whore
life is always good when theres a biiger whore.....

NatasKaput

NatasKaput

Bozeman, MT
December 2002

MAY 12, 2004 09:20 PM

hey hey now what's that smell
just like cornbread done to well
what you need you know i got
now hands up who wants to rock

toneski

toneski

Minneapolis, MN
January 2004

MAY 12, 2004 11:16 PM

itching to go back to the 22... when should I? hopefully there will be a 12 minute rendition of Alice in Chains wink

Sehkh

Sehkh

Everett, WA
January 2004

MAY 12, 2004 11:20 PM

beautiful song. well im back from vegas and i brought you back a teddy bear tongue ill have a pic of it for you in the pic section at some point hehe.

jrave

jrave

Italy
January 2004

MAY 13, 2004 12:16 AM

nothing wrong with being a comment whore, as long as you are accepting of it! and besides, i like your comments upon comments. it's neato. and that's high praise indeed!

rumrunner

rumrunner

Monessen, PA
February 2004

MAY 13, 2004 12:30 AM

HOLD ON
HOLD ON
BABY YOU HAVE TO
HOLD ON
-Tom Waits

MrGinger

MrGinger

San Rafael, CA
November 2003

MAY 13, 2004 12:54 AM

kiss

billybillybilly

billybillybilly

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

MAY 13, 2004 01:09 AM

When I first read poignant in your journal I thought is said pregnant. Of course, I had to read closer to find out how a song could be pregnant... then I did research. It was inconclusive.

So, I guess what I'm saying, is that I'm going to need you to explain what you didn't say to me. I'll expect a memo on my desk by 5:00.

I'll have my secretary fax over the proper forms.


Signed,



Your bitch.

billybillybilly

billybillybilly

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

MAY 13, 2004 01:16 AM

Also, more lyrics (Tom Waits again, inspired by another post here:

We sail tonight for Singapore
We're all as mad as hatters here
I've fallen for tawny moor
Took off to the land of Nod
Drank with all the Chinamen
Walked the sewers of Paris
I danced along a colored wind
Dangled from a rope of sand
You must say goodbye to me

We sail tonight for Singapore
Don't fall asleep while you're ashore
Cross your heart and hope to die
When you hear the children cry.
Let marrow bone and cleaver choose
While making feet for children shoes
Through the alley
Back from Hell
When you hear that steeple bell
You must say goodbye to me.

Wipe him down with gasoline
Till his arms are hard and mean,
From now on boys this iron boat's your home
So heave away boys.

We sail tonight for Singapore
Take your blankets from the floor
Wash your mouth out by the door
The whole town is made of iron ore
Every witness turns to steam
They all become Italian dreams
Fill your pockets up with earth
Get yourself a dollar's worth
Away boys, away, boys, heave away

The captain is a one-armed dwarf
He's throwing dice along the wharf
In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is King

So take this ring


2 or so posts isn't much of a flood at all, but sleep is required for further flooding.

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