SuicideGirl: Benni
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Benni is a 30 year-old SuicideGirl.

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APRIL 21, 2004 @ 12:06 PM


oh man... it burns and it itches and it's terrifying to look at... and it isn't my buh-gina, kids...

yesterday's session was the worst of the sessions i've had so far... they upped my voltage, and not only did it suck worse than a blow-job giving starfish (and/or duck), but my arm is a mess of swelling and blood blisters. i'm thinking of putting up some photos... at a couple of people's request, of course, but i don't even like looking at it...

i slept for sixteen hours last night. my body must have sorely needed it. i was so ruined i didn't even dream...

i have to go back to the clinic to get this wrapped... i'm left handed, and it's my left arm... makes things a tad (SNAKIE!) difficult... but when i come back i'm gonna be posting for all of you! because i love. love

the four things that saved yesterday from being the worst day ever:

1. all of you guys taking the time to post for me... tell me that you care... hehe. made me all squooshy. i almost wet myself with joy!

2. jennirae's set going live... my girlfriend! sexy girlfriend... isn't she amazing?

3. billybillybilly trying to nurse me back to health, but ultimately letting me sleep on his futon. i needed it...

4. sillyzebra's surprise coming on the day i needed it. *sigh* i love that effin' zebra.

be back in a bit, but till then, think of interesting/funny words that i can integrate into my vocabulary... or give me a very disgusting description of what you think my arm must look like.

and watch out for this guy! EL SUICIDO LOCO

love you guys....
blush kiss ARRR!!! love love mad bok mad love love ARRR!!! kiss blush

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Benni

Benni

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 21, 2004 12:09 PM

hey! but the night before last i dreamt... dreamt that i was back in high school and everyone was in awe of me because i was a sophmore with a full backpiece. the faculty made me cover it so as not to influence the other children. that's hot!

trocc

trocc

Chicago, IL
March 2003

APR 21, 2004 12:18 PM

i imagine you'll be having some vivid dreams for a while as you recover. i hope they're all hot. wink

that sounds really intense, though, girl. i hope you recover quickly. yikes.

XbRoNzEbEaUtyX

XbRoNzEbEaUtyX

I'm lost
February 2004

APR 21, 2004 12:23 PM

i really hope u feel better...soon...

but im still a little confused about y ur getting it lasered off...hmm maybe u said it n i missed it...could u explain again...pweaseee love?!

xoxox
kiss confused

miss_magenta

miss_magenta

I'm lost
July 2002

APR 21, 2004 12:38 PM

i wish i lived close to you. makes me sad. i want to cuddle and hang out with you and take care of you when you need me to.


*so much love to you miss benni* kiss kiss

scatmonkey

scatmonkey

Canada
January 2004

APR 21, 2004 01:21 PM

Personally, since your last post in my journal I've been wetting myself continuously for the passed three days, but that's neither here nor there.

Now, my little pot of cheese curds and gravy (I'm Canadian, ergo, being cheese curds and gravy is a good thing -- pass the fries) I hope you feel better soon. I send you love, kisses, after dinner mints and a nauseatingly cute gif.

jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

APR 21, 2004 01:23 PM

being the sicko that i am, i,for one, would love to see your butchered/lazerized arm-nice to see you getting some sleep for a change-sending you some good old Boulder-style healing vibes-ps: do you look like one of those chicks from that movie "Cabin Fever" now? gee-ross!!!!! get well soon-and yes, jenni rae is abfab..........

[Edited on Apr 21, 2004 1:23PM]

reacher

reacher

USA
March 2004

APR 21, 2004 01:28 PM

I'd be interested in seeing some pics of your arm. You should post some.

Timore

Timore

Macon, GA
March 2004

APR 21, 2004 01:33 PM

I vote you should definately put up pictures. Hope you feel better and heal soon smile

Eli

Eli

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 21, 2004 01:48 PM

I wanna seee some pictures!! Sorry you were in wretched pain. ARRR!!!

projectnova

projectnova

San Francisco, CA
July 2002

APR 21, 2004 01:51 PM

*hug* i misses you!!!

if you ever need it, you can stay on my futon too.

Eli

Eli

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 21, 2004 01:52 PM

I wanna seee some pictures!! Sorry you were in wretched pain. ARRR!!!

PaleEnchantress

Paleenchantress

Adams, MA
April 2003

APR 21, 2004 02:03 PM

i send you lots of feel better lovin, doll ! kiss love kiss

Jayden

Jayden

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

APR 21, 2004 02:13 PM

I wanna see pictures too! Is your arm gonna be one big mass of scar tissue now?

throatneedle

throatneedle

Baltimore, MD
September 2002

APR 21, 2004 02:51 PM

fuck the backpiece..i wanna have home room with you! love

relapsed_eric

relapsed_eric

Minneapolis, MN
February 2004

APR 21, 2004 02:58 PM

don't you feel robbed when you don't dream? when i wake up the first thing i always do is recant my visions i have had while i was sleeping...the last couple of days i haven't remembered any dreams at all...it's like someone turned off the dream switch in my dome.

you were a bad influence on the other kids even when you didn't show up. robot

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