I hate to tell you my dear Benni, the years and season some how get faster with each coming and going year.

It is good you have had a week of strange happening's. iI keeps us alive, aleart, and allows us to live a life of strange awakings.

How could a lady of so much beauty feels she is left in a world of billions alone, with 93 friends just on this site would be enought to keep a whole family warm, would it not???

Sorry, I can't help you with the pictures in your mind, except to offer you some new pictures to push out the old.

Don't we always miss something? An old Jr high or High School Girlfriend, Old school days where you could worry about nothing but what your next clan outing was to be, what it's like to be on a first date or that first kiss, the feel of touching someone you once touched before, or even as simple as just missing last year.

You will always miss something, waht you have now in this moment, you will miss this moment tomorrow...

I like scars. And girls that eat flesh. When the hell are you gonna call me, darlin? I miss ya.

I can't stand how cold it is getting here.
Though I've never been a fan of winter
( lol this is why my people migrated )

Hope the pain stops, and your able to rest
^_^

The End

Life and the world never slow down. All you have control of is how you interact with life and the world. Some things matter in the long-run. Some things don't. In between are the tough choices of what matters right now. I tend to classify things by urgency and important. Some things are urgent, but not very important. Some things are important, but not very urgent. You get this gist. You also have to weed out the things you have control of and the things you don't. Expending time, effort, thought, and/or concern on the things you can't control doesn't get you anywhere good.

The seaons change. The world turns. You have control of you. Your heart may ache right now. Fill it with love for yourself and confidence in who you are. Those things are internal and not subject to revocation from someone else. Sleep well. Sleep soundly. Know that you are you and that is more than good enough.

That is my wish for you.

Never a downer. I suspect you and most people were not ready for the cold to start. I've been considering hibernating -it ties in well with my avoidance of the people thing.

Funny video, as a guy who owns too many pairs of Doc wingtips....

That was awesome. And weather sucks. There is now an inch of standing snow outside.

come over to miami to keep your heart warm...

but it sucks to be, i guess the word is, "haunted" by someone...

but yea, i have noticed years going by way to quick and it freaks me out when i can't do things to change...

and i've learned myself, that people can never have too many shoes... video is too funny...

You're allowed an emotional day, once every 3 months and said day has to be in either the 2nd or 3rd week of the third month.....but not on a Tuesday.

It's in the manual, the handbook and on the carry along quick reference card.



"Time perception is inversely proportional to the length of mortality"....in other words, time seems to pass by more quickly the older you get. This was Gilderkamp's 7th law of Concious Perception.

Shoes fall into the universal Law of Utility, which states, "The more of a good, the less the utility of more of the good"....or, the more shoes you buy, the less utility ( usage or value ) each individual pair ( or additional pair ) has.

The laws of life....it's all just so inescapable.....




Oh yeah...another law....fall and winter are cold.

I don't think you are a downer at all. I'm just glad to see you posting again. I missed seeing you around here.

I will echo what the juanupsman said.

And I'll call you a faggette.

Hope you're doing OK, sweetie. Call me sometime, yo.

i feel the same. i sat at the bar alone last night,again, and as a single tear skipped down my cold face i felt crushingly isolated.

why do we bother.

'Tis good to see more from you... and it's never a downer - if anything an elegant, well-written glance of you.

I'm thinking of baking an apple pie, soon.

Wow .....I thought my week was insignificant, mixed up , and turned upside down ...
and I'm still reeling .......shit happens I miss my girlfriend terribly , too!